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Published: 2006-06-07 08:45:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 270; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 18
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Description ...yeah...

(long description, I know...)

I dunno...I just started doodling one day, like I do a lot, and it turned into some mass of experimentation. I tried so many new things for this picture, so it looks a little weird. And halfway through it, I completely forgot why I was doing this picture to begin with O.o And it looked even more weird then...but I know my reason for this picture again, so I'm good XD

Okay. I tried the sky a little different, and probably won't be doing it all streaked like that in the future. The trees really pissed me off, mostly because photoshop kept crashing (wtf?) and I had to make the brush 4 times before I could keep it!! I tried my grass brush too...I think it's a little small though. Also tried shading the clothes differently, and I'm not sure I pulled off the look I wanted it to have for that particular kind of fabric...oh well. The ghost thing was difficult, but I like the way it looks now. It sucks that I couldn't keep some of the brushes I made for it though. (photoshop crashed...) And I have some weird ocean/beach thing at a funky angle/fur trees growing on the beach going on in the background. I have no idea if fur trees can even grow in sand. Well, it's my planet, I can say they grow on the beach if I want XD And then there's my two smallest moons (of four moons), Lunamica is the smallest, and I don't know what to name the second smallest. Lunamica's debris is a little much though...it should really look more like rings than anything else. It looks more like the moon a-sploded than anything else XD

The center of my picture...one of my vampires, Altair, who has no face here. O.o I like it that way though. You can't really tell what his emotion is or something, I don't know...but I like it this way. This is also the first time I've been able to draw his whole body and actually like the way it came out. I've had the character in my head for seriously over a year, and he is so hard to draw for some reason. >.< The hands came out cool, I think...and I don't know why everyone keeps saying my boots look huge. That's just the way I draw them, and they look way too small to me if I make them any smaller. Big boots are awesome, anyway.

And now for the picture's meaning. Really only Casey and Rwyter (and myself, obviously) would get it. All of my characters have much more detailed personalities and backstories than I ever tell about...but in short, Altair has gone through a whole lot, and most of his life (even as a vampire) was pretty depressing. The ghost he's kinda reaching out to represents the one point in his life when he was actually really happy, and how much he wishes he could get it back...(to Rwyter, this would explain why he seems grumpy all the time. He's not a happy person.)

Okay, I think I got everything I wanted to say XD Sorry for the really super long description...I can't help it. 'Tis a strange picture but it's the best one of Altair so far for me

yes, the picture is big. I like big pictures.
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grieverwings [2006-06-07 19:17:38 +0000 UTC]

^^ I can understand the depressed thing. I mean... Auron's kind of depressed, and Axel gets REALLY depressed... my character Rwyter can get depressed sometimes. It all really depends... I mean, -to Altiar- Ya gotta let go of the past after a while. You don't have to be all happy happy joy joy "TEH WORLD IS A WUNNERFUL PLACE!" Just SMILE every so often, I mean, gawd. You've been around longer than I have and I can let go of the past.

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-07 20:24:10 +0000 UTC]

I haven't even told you all the stuff that happened to him...I guess some of it is sorrow but a lot is guilt for something he couldn't even really controll...

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-07 21:23:16 +0000 UTC]

^^ I still hold to my smile opinion, but MAYBE I'll back off a little.

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-07 22:00:53 +0000 UTC]

he does smile. he does have happy moments. Just not when you're around.

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-08 02:00:11 +0000 UTC]

-claps hand to forehead- Oh, THANKS!

Auron: I think a lot of people are happier when you're not around.
Rwyter: Shut up.

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-08 04:31:52 +0000 UTC]

ROFL I'm sure he'll warm up to you eventually. I'm still trying to figure out if you remind him of someone.

...Altair wouldn't be as fun for you if he didn't get annoyed as easily, and you know it.

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-08 19:06:07 +0000 UTC]

Well, yeah... And Auron, I think a lot of people would be happier if you weren't on their cases all the time.
Auron: Oh, you know everyone loves me.
Rwyter: ...wtf?

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-09 00:02:05 +0000 UTC]

bwahahahaha. That's so true XD

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-09 03:25:52 +0000 UTC]

I s'pose! ^^ But that was totally random for you, Auron.
Auron: I suppose I'm in a particularly random mood. Sue me.
Rwyter: YOU SUCK, YOU SMELL LIKE BEANS, AND MY LAWYER WILL BE CONTACTING YOU SHORTLY!

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-09 05:36:59 +0000 UTC]

really? GROUND SQUIRREL!

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-09 06:14:18 +0000 UTC]

Bring on the ketchup.

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-09 07:38:50 +0000 UTC]

tomato blood...

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-09 21:38:08 +0000 UTC]

...That was sick. I hate tomatoes, and Auri kept squirting tomato blood in my face!

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-09 23:38:42 +0000 UTC]

I like tomatoes, just not the diced unjuicy ones you get from Taco Bell...

it IS tomato blood though.

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-11 03:13:12 +0000 UTC]

^^ Can't stand them. I'm actually not that fond of the majority of vegetables.

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-11 03:24:03 +0000 UTC]

I can tell....most veggies are good if you're not eating them by themselves. Ranch is good for that...

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-12 04:09:49 +0000 UTC]

^^ McDonalds ranch is the best.

This has gotten very random.

OH, TACO SALAD!

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-12 05:10:18 +0000 UTC]

you sick freak, their ranch almost made me throw up a few times...-twitch- although, I haven't had any for a long time, so they might have changed it...

Hidden Valley ranch is the best, but from a fast food place, Carl's Jr. is the best by far.

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-12 15:38:05 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I think they changed it. The old ranch used to smell like my feet. And taste like my feet smelled.

I dunno, I just use fast food ranch. ^^

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-13 00:04:09 +0000 UTC]

yeah, it was pretty bad XD Tasted kinda like sweet feet to me though.

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-14 18:33:36 +0000 UTC]

...I thought it was pretty funny, actually. I used to shove it up in mah brother's face and go "SMELL MY FEET!" He would be all confused and sniff it and say "...but ranch isn't your feet..." and then he would take a whiff of my foot and go "OMG THEY SMELL THE SAME! -dies-"

...My dad dropped me, okay?

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-14 23:38:53 +0000 UTC]

LOLLLL that totally sounds like something I'd do.

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-15 03:24:10 +0000 UTC]

What, drop me?

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-15 08:23:46 +0000 UTC]

nooo...the ranch thing.

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-16 01:49:52 +0000 UTC]

Oh. Yeah, we're a lot alike, aren't we?

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-16 01:57:14 +0000 UTC]

because our brains are connected...I wonder how long it's been like that? Before or after you infected me?

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-16 03:55:21 +0000 UTC]

Maybe before? I don't know... We just kind of discovered it, didn't we?

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-16 06:00:38 +0000 UTC]

yeah, I guess...I dunno.

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-16 08:16:44 +0000 UTC]

GAH I think both our brains have died. I mean... how else could we both have brain-shortages so suddenly?

...Wait, I have a brain?

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-16 10:19:40 +0000 UTC]

dood, I didn't know I had a brain! Maybe that's why we think of the same things, I'll bet the other brainless people would do....what were we talking about then?

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-16 10:21:41 +0000 UTC]

dunno... who're you?

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explodingmuffins In reply to grieverwings [2006-06-16 10:25:16 +0000 UTC]

I like ponies...

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grieverwings In reply to explodingmuffins [2006-06-16 11:18:29 +0000 UTC]

...FU--Y BUNNIES SHALL RULE THE WORLD ALONG WITH TALKING APES AND DODO BIRDS!

-dies-

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Cataclysmic-Phantom [2006-06-07 12:43:22 +0000 UTC]

Yesss! Join my no-face minions!!!

I hate when you have characters stuck in your head and you can't get them onto paper! This one's really cool though, great job!!

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explodingmuffins In reply to Cataclysmic-Phantom [2006-06-07 14:09:36 +0000 UTC]

lol I certainly wasn't trying to do that, but any kind of face I wanted to give him looked really weird...

thankie I drew him a few times before, but I could only do about from the waist up for some reason. I still had him in my head over a year before I ever drew him and actually liked it.

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