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I haven't touched this lad in four years!
*record stops*
Wait...

I haven't drawn this lad in FOUR YEARS!
DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW SURREAL THIS FEELS?!?!
I ALSO CAN'T INSERT THE "ICONCRAI" OR WHATEVER IT WAS CALLED NOW BECAUSE DA SUCKS!

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Yes, i got re-inspired for the Titans due to my drifting mental state and working on the Titans as bats
I'm going through my old files and hooolyyy shit we got a lot to talk about...

Firstly, Nothing about Robin has actually changed, minus that i can draw him better now
Because now i actually give humans N e c k and have slimmed down hands and feet!
It was the same thing i had to unlearn with...everything.
So it was cool to revisit this in a better style!
But when i draw others, they will look a tad different

Second of all, as i was going back through all the old stuff, it really allowed sour feelings about the fandom to resurface in me.
I really got into a lot of stupid altercations with other people.
Some of it i started, some of it found its way to me.
Ultimately, the DC fandom actually helped push me into growing up a bit, but coming back into this, i'd be lying if i said i was looking forward to interacting with people.
And although this was four years ago (Jesus, wow), i was also an adult then, and looking back at some of my behavior and fixations is, at the surface... cringe worthy...
But i guess if i cringe that means i've grown, right?
Also it's important to acknowledge that at the time, i was reawakening something very special to me, and satisfying things i couldn't in my childhood.
Now going forward, i will continue to do so, but with more grace and confidence because i feel more secure about my stances on a lot of things.
I'm very eager...!

Thirdly, the old HC sheet i have...
OH boy.
It's expected that it would be outdated, but it's interesting how...Christian...a lot of my themes still were.
By that time i had all but declared myself done with religion, but yet still held onto dogma-induced fear, such as that of demons, Satan, etc.
But since then, when it comes to demons...i could literally care less
I said Trigon was just a "monster" instead of a demon but fuck it, he's a demon, raven's a half-demon, whatever.
There were other things in the sheet that i just no longer care for, and there were elements in other posts i made which i now recognize to be somewhat problematic or fitting into a cliché of...well...even a bit of internalized sexism
It's actually wild, how much can change in just a few years.
Looking back at the immaturity and toxicity, i'm really impressed with how far i've come in such a short time.
I really think i can do much better coming back into the lore of Titans.

PS, i am still gonna post the bat versions of Raven and Terra for MC!
I simply paused due to mental health strain the last few days, and haven't yet figured out Raven's backstory ;v; so i may have to just go on ahead and post with that specific information pending.

In any case, i hope you're as excited as i am, because i cannot WAIT to jump back in and improve on everything!
Dunno how long it will last, but...i'm very optimistic.
<333

---i do not own robin but i do own this art---

Description
I haven't touched this lad in four years!
*record stops*
Wait...

I haven't drawn this lad in FOUR YEARS!
DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW SURREAL THIS FEELS?!?!
I ALSO CAN'T INSERT THE "ICONCRAI" OR WHATEVER IT WAS CALLED NOW BECAUSE DA SUCKS!

---

Yes, i got re-inspired for the Titans due to my drifting mental state and working on the Titans as bats
I'm going through my old files and hooolyyy shit we got a lot to talk about...

Firstly, Nothing about Robin has actually changed, minus that i can draw him better now
Because now i actually give humans N e c k and have slimmed down hands and feet!
It was the same thing i had to unlearn with...everything.
So it was cool to revisit this in a better style!
But when i draw others, they will look a tad different

Second of all, as i was going back through all the old stuff, it really allowed sour feelings about the fandom to resurface in me.
I really got into a lot of stupid altercations with other people.
Some of it i started, some of it found its way to me.
Ultimately, the DC fandom actually helped push me into growing up a bit, but coming back into this, i'd be lying if i said i was looking forward to interacting with people.
And although this was four years ago (Jesus, wow), i was also an adult then, and looking back at some of my behavior and fixations is, at the surface... cringe worthy...
But i guess if i cringe that means i've grown, right?
Also it's important to acknowledge that at the time, i was reawakening something very special to me, and satisfying things i couldn't in my childhood.
Now going forward, i will continue to do so, but with more grace and confidence because i feel more secure about my stances on a lot of things.
I'm very eager...!

Thirdly, the old HC sheet i have...
OH boy.
It's expected that it would be outdated, but it's interesting how...Christian...a lot of my themes still were.
By that time i had all but declared myself done with religion, but yet still held onto dogma-induced fear, such as that of demons, Satan, etc.
But since then, when it comes to demons...i could literally care less
I said Trigon was just a "monster" instead of a demon but fuck it, he's a demon, raven's a half-demon, whatever.
There were other things in the sheet that i just no longer care for, and there were elements in other posts i made which i now recognize to be somewhat problematic or fitting into a cliché of...well...even a bit of internalized sexism
It's actually wild, how much can change in just a few years.
Looking back at the immaturity and toxicity, i'm really impressed with how far i've come in such a short time.
I really think i can do much better coming back into the lore of Titans.

PS, i am still gonna post the bat versions of Raven and Terra for MC!
I simply paused due to mental health strain the last few days, and haven't yet figured out Raven's backstory ;v; so i may have to just go on ahead and post with that specific information pending.

In any case, i hope you're as excited as i am, because i cannot WAIT to jump back in and improve on everything!
Dunno how long it will last, but...i'm very optimistic.
<333

---i do not own robin but i do own this art---