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Published: 2009-08-09 18:44:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 789; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 7
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I feel like I need to fall to pieces.Something to relieve this pressure,
something to break loose,
something, anything.
I want to break down,
choke on my tears,
scream,
break something.
Anything.
But...
I can't find the strength
to let myself go.
I can't find the strength
to set the monster loose.
I can't find the words to this something.
Anything.
Nothing.
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It's hard to let go and let yourself be (sad, mad, angry, heartbroken and even happy). I wrote many things along this same concept many many years ago. I needed to breakdown and allow myslef to be angry at all the things that deserved my anger. I had to learn to be angry so I could learn to be happy. It's not overnight process, but the thing that I learned the most from my experience is that I shut everyone out and felt I had to do it by myself. You don't. I wish I would've let others in when I decided to let go and let be.
Wow.. long drawn on..
Keep up the good work!
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I don't have a problem with letting other people know. I just have a problem with dealing with the things. I wrote this because I had just found out my parents were getting divorced. I couldn't cry. I wanted to, more than anything but I couldn't do it.
I'm much better now. I have my moments where I think 'wow, I wish my mom were here for this,' or 'who am I going to spend this holiday with?', and it gets hard. But I'm dealing a lot better now.
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