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Ok I’m good now!i had a good cry like a really good one
basically
I had a huge argument with my friend a week ago
and she’s still mad at me,the argument became really bad she started telling her friends,and everyone became envious with me
these are with irl ppl btw,we were on DMs.the argument was she wanted me to do something I really,REALLY didn’t want to do.She kep telling me to sneak out of the house,and I don’t have to wear a mask bc no one is there anyway I kep telling her no.I would go,with a mask,but I’m not gonna sneak out of my house sorry I’m not that kinda person
so I told her I’d ask my parents,she said “omg ughhh” “bruh,ur parents are going to say no.” And I said then I won’t go.She kep saying “what if I’m feeling horrible rn??????would u be there to help me!!????” and that just made me feel horrible.I kep telling her I’d help her thru our messages,tell her ai was here for her. She kep getting angry until she finally said “you know what?forget it.I never really wanted you to come anyway.Besides you’ll be the one forgotten not me.” And that broke my heart to pieces that hurt horribly,I kep crying.The next day they kep bragging about how they had a great time.and how they had so much fun without me and I was like “I’m glad you have a good day there!” And she just kep on boasting and I was always proud.She stops replying.And I didn’t mind.But like 2 days later she text me and says “I’m horribly upset.Please.I need you.Please just come to my house.” And I kep on repeating the same thing I was terribly worried of course,I CAN’T go.So I kep drawing like drawings of me and her,and she just went “,,,,okay?” “I don’t care.I want you here.” And I just couldn’t stop crying.She finally got annoyed and said “ fine.Later. “I havn’t told anyone,bc I really didn’t wanna talk about it
and then the point of not fitting in,the pain in my chest.What’s worse is I’m on my . And it hurts more then it usually would.

but it ends today
and i wanna tell her today that I can’t deal with her if she treats me this way

soeey I havn’t been so bubbly or funny
I try to be
with the shitpost and everything
but I’m actually just not okay(well at least rn,I’m better)

I just wanna say thank you all i’m-💖💕❤️
I’m listening to sad music bc it makes me feel better lol uwu

Description
Ok I’m good now!i had a good cry like a really good one
basically
I had a huge argument with my friend a week ago
and she’s still mad at me,the argument became really bad she started telling her friends,and everyone became envious with me
these are with irl ppl btw,we were on DMs.the argument was she wanted me to do something I really,REALLY didn’t want to do.She kep telling me to sneak out of the house,and I don’t have to wear a mask bc no one is there anyway I kep telling her no.I would go,with a mask,but I’m not gonna sneak out of my house sorry I’m not that kinda person
so I told her I’d ask my parents,she said “omg ughhh” “bruh,ur parents are going to say no.” And I said then I won’t go.She kep saying “what if I’m feeling horrible rn??????would u be there to help me!!????” and that just made me feel horrible.I kep telling her I’d help her thru our messages,tell her ai was here for her. She kep getting angry until she finally said “you know what?forget it.I never really wanted you to come anyway.Besides you’ll be the one forgotten not me.” And that broke my heart to pieces that hurt horribly,I kep crying.The next day they kep bragging about how they had a great time.and how they had so much fun without me and I was like “I’m glad you have a good day there!” And she just kep on boasting and I was always proud.She stops replying.And I didn’t mind.But like 2 days later she text me and says “I’m horribly upset.Please.I need you.Please just come to my house.” And I kep on repeating the same thing I was terribly worried of course,I CAN’T go.So I kep drawing like drawings of me and her,and she just went “,,,,okay?” “I don’t care.I want you here.” And I just couldn’t stop crying.She finally got annoyed and said “ fine.Later. “I havn’t told anyone,bc I really didn’t wanna talk about it
and then the point of not fitting in,the pain in my chest.What’s worse is I’m on my . And it hurts more then it usually would.

but it ends today
and i wanna tell her today that I can’t deal with her if she treats me this way

soeey I havn’t been so bubbly or funny
I try to be
with the shitpost and everything
but I’m actually just not okay(well at least rn,I’m better)

I just wanna say thank you all i’m-💖💕❤️
I’m listening to sad music bc it makes me feel better lol uwu