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Published: 2011-12-06 06:58:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 1480; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 126
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I love you, but you're not a person yetI'm not sure if you ever will be
So, I let you go to find yourself
Only I miss you every single day
It's been four years since my heart shattered
And it's taken four years to find all the pieces
I just don't know what to do with them anymore
So, I hold them awkwardly and sometimes a piece falls
But I always manage to find it again
Even if I can't put them together to give love another chance
I'm working on it the only way I know how
But I'm at this point in my life where
I'm tired of being the only one trying to make it work
I'm tired of initiating, planning, being the first to move
I'm just fucking tired
It's a tired that's deep in my bones
Trying to sink me down below the ground
It's hard to stay up here
It really fucking is
My bones aren't hollow like yours are
How hard is it to say
I'M SORRY
or
I MISS YOU
Pretty fuckin' hard
Because I have this image in my mind
That I'll make the same mistakes again
And who wants to be let down like that?
Not me
I've been there
Four years ago today
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Comments: 10
I know just how you feel,love. I may not be the greatest help at piecing things back togeather.......but I CAN at least aid you in carrying,them if you will allow me the Honor.
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This is very nice and very well-written, there; Gwendelin.
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hmmm.
i have been numb since 2006.
i understand your words.
hope love finds you again,like i hope for myself
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Nice work. It has a very lyrical quality to it, almost more song than poem. Very well done!
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Two years and 7 months. You just described exactly how I often feel too. And eloquently.
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