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Description This was best from me trying to explain what it’s like to have Major Depression. It's just so many emotions and thoughts that I don't know where to begin so it comes out all jumbled up.
BTW that's me, Fliffen.
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inume514 [2013-01-18 15:32:56 +0000 UTC]

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You... had depression as well?

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fliff In reply to inume514 [2013-01-18 23:36:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, still do... and Bipolar Disorder, witch makes it even harder to deal with.

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inume514 In reply to fliff [2013-01-19 05:27:17 +0000 UTC]

I had it really bad when I was in sixth grade.
No one understood why i couldn't stop crying and sobbing.
It... sucks...
Bipolar disorder... that sounds worse...

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fliff In reply to inume514 [2013-01-19 09:14:32 +0000 UTC]

Ah. Yeah, people don't ever seem to get it. They often think it’s just in excuse for bad behavior.
My depression started in sixth grade too. Tough year for most kids I guess. No one around me listened when I told them that no matter what I did I couldn't be happy. I wound up in the hospital a couple of years ago and they still don’t listen…
And to be more specific its Bipolar 2 witch tends to have the symptom of phases of bad depression rather than anger. I’m not medicated for ether one, so they get really out of hand sometimes…

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inume514 In reply to fliff [2013-01-20 19:17:19 +0000 UTC]

That sucks. I understand on a certain point.
I got that response too. IT just hurt that no one understood how much it hurt.
My mom went to a point of just telling me it was a phase, and didn't take me to a doctor.
It... well.... Made it worse.
No medication, bad reactions...

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fliff In reply to inume514 [2013-01-22 11:58:08 +0000 UTC]

Why do parents always say that..?
My parents were like that with me when I got really bad last year. They refused to take me to the doctor because I’d chosen to stop seeing the doctor before; they pretty much told me I was making a big fuse out of nothing and that I needed to grow up.
Ugh. Parents suck and depression suck.
Forgive me if my response is at all weird its 7am and I have yet to sleep…

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inume514 In reply to fliff [2013-01-22 23:01:41 +0000 UTC]

I understand. I can't go past three a.m/ without sleeping though so i always find it weird when i suddenly see people can't sleep.
I'm just...
"Sleep is amazing... why don't you use it??"
But i understand. And hey, half of my fanfictions are written at three a.m. when i have the brain juices flowing...
That sounds gross...
And yeah. Parents always seem to think it is just a phase, and i sometimes think that they were never our age.
Jerks ;A;

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fliff In reply to inume514 [2013-01-22 23:19:28 +0000 UTC]

I've never been able to fall sleep at night easily yet I love to stay asleep and can sleep for like 15 hours without waking up.
I write and draw in the middle of the night like that too. I don't get why are brains seem to be more creative at 3 am, but totally fried at 3 in the afternoon.

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inume514 In reply to fliff [2013-01-23 01:22:52 +0000 UTC]

Me too. My breain just goes
"derp derp derp derp"
and in the afternoon
"I wonder what the reason we are on this earth and why we were put her..."

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fliff In reply to inume514 [2013-01-26 01:41:42 +0000 UTC]

Exactly!

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