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she was a best friend of mine since we were little, we really liked playing together
and after that I met a new friend, he was really awesome. always calling each other in discord and every time
he will usually invite someone else and because of this, my friendship with her becomes more separated.

I became a huge jerk and I wanted to change into someone better, gentle, calm, delightful and positive. At the same time my friend started to be mean at me
even my cousin is rude to me. I wanted to change them too because my friends keep screaming at each other, but they didn't listen
I had to leave their discord group because I was getting depressed. no one else was nice to me except for her
and at that point, I started to miss her very much

about few weeks ago I confessed to her that I love her and I've been waiting 3 months just to tell her
and apparently she already has a boyfriend and I just cried night to night
drawing this was so painful
you know, at least I gave it a shot *cries*

I don't know what to do now, it feels like someone is constantly stabbing my heart
I was stupid, should have stayed with her instead of them

Description
she was a best friend of mine since we were little, we really liked playing together
and after that I met a new friend, he was really awesome. always calling each other in discord and every time
he will usually invite someone else and because of this, my friendship with her becomes more separated.

I became a huge jerk and I wanted to change into someone better, gentle, calm, delightful and positive. At the same time my friend started to be mean at me
even my cousin is rude to me. I wanted to change them too because my friends keep screaming at each other, but they didn't listen
I had to leave their discord group because I was getting depressed. no one else was nice to me except for her
and at that point, I started to miss her very much

about few weeks ago I confessed to her that I love her and I've been waiting 3 months just to tell her
and apparently she already has a boyfriend and I just cried night to night
drawing this was so painful
you know, at least I gave it a shot *cries*

I don't know what to do now, it feels like someone is constantly stabbing my heart
I was stupid, should have stayed with her instead of them