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TRIGGER WARNING: EATING DISORDERS, MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF HARM, SCARS, VIOLENCE

if any of these trigger you, i'd suggest not reading siras backstory, drawing her, looking at her ref etc. i never want to make people feel uncomfy and it's totally okay to refuse requests for some/all of these reasons. i wish u the best and please take care of yourselves <3

UPDATED!

just finished a brand new 2020 sheet for sira <3
find the old sheets and extras here:

extra ref:

old sheets:

you can make fanart of her, just credit me as the owner of the character. thank you if you decide to <3 no need to ask individually.
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basic info

. . . .

150 cm
40kg
wolf
anthro/feral are both okay.

so here is some info about her

❤she is very small and thin
❤likes to drink soda
❤can be a bit awkward but also kinda charming if she really wants
❤loves being awake at night, she usually sleeps during the day
❤can be kinda scary if someone makes her mad
❤wears a black big hoodie
❤gets mad kinda easily
❤doesn't like being bossed around at all
❤owns a lot of knives
❤likes to torture and kill everything smaller than she is
❤very sadistic

❤fave colors are pink and black
❤has a good singing voice
❤she speaks really quietly and her voice can be kinda high especially when she shouts
❤dangerous and mental as fuck
❤is very weak physically
❤likes to eat meat but doesn't eat very often
❤she sucks at sports
❤can be very lazy and unproductive
❤likes to plan how she would kill others

❤is a smol bean
❤is a very heavy sleeper
❤drinks a lot of water and coffee
❤hardly ever smiles
❤looks very sick all the time
❤is very mentally ill but does not think she needs any help
❤fucking smolll
❤weird
❤can't see very well. her other eye is completely blind
❤has a weak stomach, throws up instantly if she eats too much
❤likes flowers
❤hates everyone
❤is edgy af

backstory: (will get more into detail later)

so basically the story behind this picture is that sira (my fursona, read the refsheet if you want to get something out of this) is in love with another girl (she is bi- sexual because yes) and she is pretty much the dominant one in the relationship. but the girlfriend happens to be a masochist and sira being the cruel sadistic bitch she is, can't really control herself and ends up hurting her loved one way too severely and usually she ends up being in a very bad shape for a long period of time. sira hates herself for this and wants to gain control of her sadistic tendencies with her girlfriend so she doesn't end up killing her at some point. when they're making love and try to be together as a couple, sira feels the overwhelming desire to just slash her loved one to pieces. she genuinely enjoys seeing others suffer and can't help it. she doesn't want to admit that she has a legiminate mental illness either and tries to cope with it herself. this doesn't work tho, and she ends up doing terrible things to her girlfriend to the point that she almost kills her. but because the girl is the only person sira has ever loved, she doesn't want her to die. the girlfriend can't really be mad at sira because she feels the same kind of desire to get hurt by her loved one and often loses control and doesn't realize the gravity of the situation before it's too late and she is in a terrible shape all over again.

sira feels terrible hatred towards herself for doing all those bad things to her girlfriend and she can't stop thinking about the shit she's done every day, every hour and every minute. she becomes obsessed with the idea that she has to learn to control her desires so her girlfriend is safe with her. but because sira is very mentally ill and can't think straight, she ends up failing every time. slowly it begins to drive her even sicker than she already is and almost ends up committing suicide because she feels so bad for what she's done. her girlfriend luckily ends up saving her and the two try to start a new, healthy life and rebuild their toxic relationship. but when sira's abusive tendencies start to become even more apparent, their relationship tumbles downhill fast until they're in even worse position than before. sira tries to move herself away from her girlfriend but ends up coming back every time because both of them are insanely obsessed with each other and being alone makes sira extremely paranoid and drives her pretty much crazy.

right now the two have very unhealthy relationship and slowly sira's psychopathic tendencies start to make their life even more miserable. sira has no idea if they're going to survive together but she has no other choice.

random facts:

1) sira can speak several different languages (finnish, english, kinda can do german too)
2) it might not seem like it but sira likes to dress up in cute pastel color clothing. her most used clothing item is a balck big hoodie tho.
3) she usually carries a knife with her everywhere she goes, mostly for safety reasons and if she just feels like it
4) sira is bisexual and she has a girlfriend called sakura (might do a ref sheet of her too)
5) sira has gauzes on her hands because she has cut herself when she was younger and now regrets doing it. sometimes she sill does this tho because she can't cope in any other way. she hides the scars and doesn't want to show them to anyone.
6) sira is actually 17 years old in human years. (i have no idea why i didn't put that on her refsheet)
7) sira likes to boss others around when she feels like it. she has no remorse for others.
8) her favorite colors are pastel pink and black
9) sira's nationality is finnish like me
10) sometimes she can act a little like a yandere would but i would not classify her as one fully
11) sira speaks very fast and sometimes you really can't make out what she is saying

mental status: (because it's important lol)

sira is a certified psychopath.
she has a huge problem with sadism
she used to be depressed

yeah have this list. lol bye.

Description

TRIGGER WARNING: EATING DISORDERS, MENTAL ILLNESS, SELF HARM, SCARS, VIOLENCE

if any of these trigger you, i'd suggest not reading siras backstory, drawing her, looking at her ref etc. i never want to make people feel uncomfy and it's totally okay to refuse requests for some/all of these reasons. i wish u the best and please take care of yourselves <3

UPDATED!

just finished a brand new 2020 sheet for sira <3
find the old sheets and extras here:

extra ref:

old sheets:

you can make fanart of her, just credit me as the owner of the character. thank you if you decide to <3 no need to ask individually.
------------------------------------
basic info

. . . .

150 cm
40kg
wolf
anthro/feral are both okay.

so here is some info about her

❤she is very small and thin
❤likes to drink soda
❤can be a bit awkward but also kinda charming if she really wants
❤loves being awake at night, she usually sleeps during the day
❤can be kinda scary if someone makes her mad
❤wears a black big hoodie
❤gets mad kinda easily
❤doesn't like being bossed around at all
❤owns a lot of knives
❤likes to torture and kill everything smaller than she is
❤very sadistic

❤fave colors are pink and black
❤has a good singing voice
❤she speaks really quietly and her voice can be kinda high especially when she shouts
❤dangerous and mental as fuck
❤is very weak physically
❤likes to eat meat but doesn't eat very often
❤she sucks at sports
❤can be very lazy and unproductive
❤likes to plan how she would kill others

❤is a smol bean
❤is a very heavy sleeper
❤drinks a lot of water and coffee
❤hardly ever smiles
❤looks very sick all the time
❤is very mentally ill but does not think she needs any help
❤fucking smolll
❤weird
❤can't see very well. her other eye is completely blind
❤has a weak stomach, throws up instantly if she eats too much
❤likes flowers
❤hates everyone
❤is edgy af

backstory: (will get more into detail later)

so basically the story behind this picture is that sira (my fursona, read the refsheet if you want to get something out of this) is in love with another girl (she is bi- sexual because yes) and she is pretty much the dominant one in the relationship. but the girlfriend happens to be a masochist and sira being the cruel sadistic bitch she is, can't really control herself and ends up hurting her loved one way too severely and usually she ends up being in a very bad shape for a long period of time. sira hates herself for this and wants to gain control of her sadistic tendencies with her girlfriend so she doesn't end up killing her at some point. when they're making love and try to be together as a couple, sira feels the overwhelming desire to just slash her loved one to pieces. she genuinely enjoys seeing others suffer and can't help it. she doesn't want to admit that she has a legiminate mental illness either and tries to cope with it herself. this doesn't work tho, and she ends up doing terrible things to her girlfriend to the point that she almost kills her. but because the girl is the only person sira has ever loved, she doesn't want her to die. the girlfriend can't really be mad at sira because she feels the same kind of desire to get hurt by her loved one and often loses control and doesn't realize the gravity of the situation before it's too late and she is in a terrible shape all over again.

sira feels terrible hatred towards herself for doing all those bad things to her girlfriend and she can't stop thinking about the shit she's done every day, every hour and every minute. she becomes obsessed with the idea that she has to learn to control her desires so her girlfriend is safe with her. but because sira is very mentally ill and can't think straight, she ends up failing every time. slowly it begins to drive her even sicker than she already is and almost ends up committing suicide because she feels so bad for what she's done. her girlfriend luckily ends up saving her and the two try to start a new, healthy life and rebuild their toxic relationship. but when sira's abusive tendencies start to become even more apparent, their relationship tumbles downhill fast until they're in even worse position than before. sira tries to move herself away from her girlfriend but ends up coming back every time because both of them are insanely obsessed with each other and being alone makes sira extremely paranoid and drives her pretty much crazy.

right now the two have very unhealthy relationship and slowly sira's psychopathic tendencies start to make their life even more miserable. sira has no idea if they're going to survive together but she has no other choice.

random facts:

1) sira can speak several different languages (finnish, english, kinda can do german too)
2) it might not seem like it but sira likes to dress up in cute pastel color clothing. her most used clothing item is a balck big hoodie tho.
3) she usually carries a knife with her everywhere she goes, mostly for safety reasons and if she just feels like it
4) sira is bisexual and she has a girlfriend called sakura (might do a ref sheet of her too)
5) sira has gauzes on her hands because she has cut herself when she was younger and now regrets doing it. sometimes she sill does this tho because she can't cope in any other way. she hides the scars and doesn't want to show them to anyone.
6) sira is actually 17 years old in human years. (i have no idea why i didn't put that on her refsheet)
7) sira likes to boss others around when she feels like it. she has no remorse for others.
8) her favorite colors are pastel pink and black
9) sira's nationality is finnish like me
10) sometimes she can act a little like a yandere would but i would not classify her as one fully
11) sira speaks very fast and sometimes you really can't make out what she is saying

mental status: (because it's important lol)

sira is a certified psychopath.
she has a huge problem with sadism
she used to be depressed

yeah have this list. lol bye.