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Published: 2012-10-15 16:46:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 240; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 7
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October 15, 2012, 12:47AMyeah, the title. I won't reveal names and don't ask who, please! I want to express my feelings so bad that I have to draw this. I mean, I can't tell this to anyone because mama got my phone.
For the last doodle: mama grounded me again for not waking up earlier. It happens EVERYDAY. Wala man siyang kalambing-lambing, puro grounded, it hurts to hear her shout at me. Yeah, I'm that sensitive. I wish I can explain but I'm silenced and just do what I'm told to do. I know that she really cares about me, but I wish she could be more gentle in talking. Palagi nalang siya, "ISUSURRENDER MO YUNG LAPTOP MO AT ANG PHONE MO RIGHT NOW!! Hindi ka nanaman nakakain nung umaga, dahil late ka nagising! bla bla bla!!!"
"ako ang nanay mo eh, so whether you like it or not, It's gonna be like this."
Does she even know why I'm always waking up so late?
I'm nearly losing hope. I have few friends but they're really dear to me. They're my inspiration. That's why I send alot of GMs(group messages) to them. (especially [boy], though..) Plus, my projects are soooo long that I always end up at 1am in the morning. I also spend time with anatomy tutorials.
Also, I'm nearly left out by the bus earlier... I was just buying food and treating my friends... tapos medyo galit sila...
Second doodle: Keep in mind that they're my classmate and they're just infront of my seat. It really hurts. But he said I should move on but I can't...
our maid tried to comfort me without mama knowing, "Wag mo na isipin si ____. Wag mo na pahirapan sarili mo." She said don't mind him anymore, and don't make it hard for me...
I miss my step brother. He was always here to cheer me up when I'm sad about mama, have relationship problems, but our families split up... He always plays with me although he's older than me by 2 years. He's my playmate... now I don't have anymore playmate(yes im that childish) except for kuya who's older than me by 5 years. He takes art classes too, yun lang ang nakakarelate ako sakanya. But he's so mature...
Thanks for taking your time reading my opinion or journal thing.
EDIT: sorry for my bad grammar. I'm not very good at English and I speak Filipino. So if you noticed, I have some Tagalog sentences in there. Taglish. plus I was rushing
LISTENING TO: 12:51 by Krissy and Ericka
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Hello little schwes... I feel your sympathy~ TT^TT
But no worries, me no mad xDDD
And no, you didn't destroy le relationship xD
PS
Y HE LOOK LIKE DAT ON LE 2ND DRAWING!?!?! :Shockplz: (Dunno how to do that plz thing TT TT)
CUZ HE LOOKS SO THIN AND BEARDLESS AND..... Whhhhhhaaaaaa~????????? O_______o
Another PS
I'm not that close to you Q^Q *sulks at le corner* TT^TT
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wtf this is so freaking old xD
I feel so ashamed now oh god why I can't even---
schwes I don't even like him anymore! 
but hey, my past self would thank you because you read this "journal" hahaha xD
hahaha well I was rushing as you could see by my crappy coloring hahaha---//shot and how could you tell?
and no, this is before, I've been close to you now kaya ;w; so don't worry xD and I'm not close with him anymore too lol haha xD parang bumaliktad eh
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Wait, are you sure your not that close anymore to him~? O.o
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I'm sure I'm not close to him, I swear. ._.
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Nah, I'm okay with you being close xD
Wait, he never mentioned to me that you were close to him O.o
Anywho, I know. We already discussed about this haha xD
Ngayon ko lang na kita yan xDDD
*ahem*"GerIta" =3=
That kinda took my attention 
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no schwes, I swear we're not close anymore o_o
and I think it's "I was" not "we were" was the proper tense I guess xD
but meh, it's all in the past anyway xD
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WAH OH MY GOD!! VIANKA YOU LIKE THAT BEARDED FOURTH YEAR ITALIAN?? (not saying names to respect your privacy xD ) OR IS IT THAT FOURTH YEAR MIDGET WHO KEEPS GETTING INTO MY NERVES??? XDD patricia told me everything about midget-idiot so yeah, hes so friggin annoying. and dude, I KNEW YOU GUYS WERE TOGETHER!!! XD its so obvious, or is it just my greatness in investigation? and midget idiot's just, one word, (i dont think thats considered a word xD ) and you should try doing ur pts earlier so ur mom wont be such a nag at you. im currently stressing over the ss and math pt since i left my bag at school and i have nothing to do but schedule my cramming xD ACCEPT MY FRIEND REQUEST ON FB. and sorry its such a long comment its just that i was looking thru ur dA cuz i wanted to see ur updates ( i made a new account again so i went to ur profile to add u to my freunds list) and well, yeah thats it. and its ok, september and october were the WORST MONTHS EVER for me.... but im glad its over though im filled with horrible sadness this month too XD fml. VIANKAAAA WE DONT TALK ANYMORE, BLOODY HELL, I MISS YOU
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oh, this is an old post o.o and wtf srsly, everyone thinks shortie and I are together. We're not, siya nga nangliligaw sakin eh DX I never said anything that we're together lol, he's annoying nga eh he always texts me (like a stalker) 
and I am doing my P.Ts earlier it's just that I wake up late every morning and so on. And lol, relate xD that moment when you left something in ur locker for homeworks, but you really had something important to do xD it's alright, it's also been a while since you commented and talked to me rin lol, medyo snob ka naman sa school e :c xD and actually, ever since L.T 2 of 1st Quarter everything's just messed up really idk why but I kept getting lower grades than ever like srsly lol xD this year is really stressing me. it's because you don't talk to me in person xD imy2 
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whats imy2?
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lol awkward when we meet tas sila Pat at Chelsea lang kinakausap mo, Canada much xD
and lol ikr, tapos nako sa lahat except Math. nakakainis eh wala pa yung photocopy ng birth certificate ko pero buti nalang pwede submit next year lol
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Omg...that's so sad...
Are you...feeling better now...?
I've been depressed & feeling horrible these past few weeks too, so...
//SHOT
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yush, thank you for asking
yeah, I saw your posts in Facebook... how about you, do you feel better now? October y u no good to us
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No problem~
Well...kinda...
The problems I've had aren't exactly solved yet...
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ooh, same here xP but I hope your problem will be solved~
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Thank you~
Same goes to you. ;w;
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qvq I've been kinda depressed also... It's alright...
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Boys are so complicated these days...
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