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To make the story more interesting, listen to either:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftJ_Zq… (English) (Broken Wings By: Flyleaf)

or

www.youtube.com/watch?v=44I_F1… (Japanese) (Flutter, Flutter By: Hatsune Miku)

chose one!

Legend:

F/N: First Name
H/F: Hair Form (straight, wavy, curly, ect..)
Y/A: Your Age
H/C: Hair Color
E/C: Eye Color

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I picked up a pair of chopsticks and picked up a piece of fish form my petite bowl. I was forced to be on a diet because I was “overweight”. In order for me to do that I started to eat less, skipping meals and purposely vomiting out my meals.

Every day.

I didn’t want to.

It’s just because of my parents. I needed to be slimmer. I needed to be an extra small.

“F/N, look at you… you really should lose weight… why can’t you be more like (your slim friend F/N)? Her body is perfect. Stop eating for today… you’ll get fat.” My dad told me. Don’t worry… this is normal.

8:12 am

I arrived at school. Depressed. Hungry. But I was in my perfect weight right now. 55 pounds. That’s good.
No…
I can do better.
“Hey F/N!” I hear a call. I look over and see my best friends Armin, Eren and Mikasa. I smiled to cover up my pessimistic face.

12:50 pm

I glumly walked into the girl’s change room and put down and my clothing off to the side. I simultaneously stared at all the girls, including Mikasa.
“Why can’t I look like them…?” I asked myself while starting at my own “fat” stomach. I come out of the girls change room and walk over to Armin and Eren how were already there just waiting for both of me and Mikasa.
“Alright shitbags! 12 lap’s non-stop! Once you’re done, take a break. I’ll tell you our next activity after.” Mr. Ackerman said.
“F/N! Please come here, I need a word with you out in the hall.” Mr. Ackerman said, pointing his small finger at me. I walk over to him, probably already getting the gist of what he’s going to say to me.
“Do you think you’ll faint again from running? I don’t want you to get hurt again. Remember last time?”

*flashback*

Running. I feel like I’m dying. A few months ago I was running just fine. I love to run. But now, it’s like my enemy. “Com’on!!! You’re on you 9th lap!!! You can’t give up now!!!” I say in my head. But I...

Boom! Clasped. “F/N!!!” Armin yells across the gym. Mr. Ackerman runs up to the group of surprised children. Armin laid my pale head on his thighs. He started to from at the edge of his eyes. “Armin! Bring her to Nurse Zoë!!!” Mr. Ackerman orders him. “Yes sir!!!” he carries my light body to the infirmary. The nurse examines my body.

“No good. We need to bring her to the hospital.” Nurse Zoë runs to the phone in her office.

Armin’s P.O.V

“No… what will happen to her? What if she… she… no she can’t! What would my world be without her here!? I…” I said in my head. I was speechless. I don’t what to do without her. Ever since the day I saw her, she was so beautiful back then, now and probably forever. I already told Eren. Not Mikasa yet. And defiantly not F/N.

*End of Flashback*

“If you feel like you can’t run anymore, don’t force it. If you have to give up, do so.” He tells me. “Thank you Mr. Ackerman…” I say and walked away.

2:03 pm after Gym class

Reader's P.O.V

I hope I lost weight. I needed to.
I headed over to my locker which is right beside Armin’s. I blushed to see him. I had the biggest crush on him. I don’t know why. He’s just... I don’t know… he just captured my heart. His baby blue eyes were perfect and his golden locks were something I cannot explain with words. But his personality is one of his greatest aspects. I walk over to him and he looks over. He waves.
“Hey F/N! Are you feeling alright? You seem pretty… slim.” He paused.

Armin’s P.O.V

I’ve noticed a long time ago. I didn’t want to tell her because I think I know where she getting influenced by. I was just walking by her house to ask if she wanted to go to the park with Mikasa, Eren, Sasha, Connie, Jean, Marco, Christa, Ymir, Annie, Bertholdt, Reiner and me. We were going to have a small picnic. All of a sudden I hear yelling. I press my ear on the door. Then…

Smash! I bowl drops onto the floor. I jumped at the sound a bit.

“YOU’RE SO FAT! YOU KNOW THAT?!” My eyes widened. I wanted to help… but maybe it wasn’t her. I could be someone else.

I was wrong.

“Don’t worry. I’m fine I’m just on a small diet!” She smiles.

I know that smile. She’s… suffering.

One month later…

Reader’s P.O.V

23 pounds. I just visited the doctor yesterday. My conditions were severe. By severe I mean… I have less than 24 hours to…

Live

My mom approached me and suddenly fell to the hard ground making a thump with her knees. It’s hurt. But inside… she’s dying. Just like me. “I WAS WRONG!!! YOU WERE PERFECT!! I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS THINKING!! NOW YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!! I SHOULD BE THE ONE THAT SHOULD BE DYING!!! IT’S ALL MY FAULT!!!!” She cried on my weak shoulder. I tried eating. No good. I can’t eat anymore. Tear could come out of my tried eyes.

My dad thought it might be best to bring me to school so I can say my goodbyes.

9:23 am at school

Weak. Tired. Dying. That was my life right now.

Before I had this disorder, people told me that my body was beautiful. Perfect. I felt like they were joking. But on the day I’m dying… I just realized… they were… right. I don’t understand why I did this…
I hated myself. I hated what I did. I hated that the fact I just realized that what Mikasa said about ‘my body being perfect’ was right all along.
I went around the school telling students, teachers, classmates and my best friends… everything. Except Armin. I want to tell him my secret I was keeping for (Y/A) years.

5:12 pm end of school

This was it. I’ve crossed my path. There’s only one thing left to do. I started to search for Armin. Every step I took... was like walking on lava. It hurt. But he was the last person to hear. I exited outside to find him. Maybe he’s already gone home. I sit in a corner where it kept me safe and warm. I felt a tear trickle down my face. Why me?

Armin’s P.O.V

“WHERE IS SHE!!?” I yell.
“F/N!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I scream. I’ve been running for 25 minutes straight. Just trying to find her.
I looked outside the window and see a form outside. Was that her?!?
I ran outside and see her (H/F), (H/C) hair flowing with her clothing blow in the wind. She looked at me with her tried but beautiful (E/C) orbs. I blush.
I need to tell her. This is probably the last day I might see her. It’s okay if she rejects you, Armin… no it’s not. I need to hear her say it. Eren has told that she’s been telling everyone that this was her last day. And I’m going to be her last confession.

Reader’s P.O.V

He looks at me with his ocean, baby blue eyes. I blush and look away. He approaches my light body. I need to say it. It’s okay if he rejects you. You’re going to die anyway.

“Hey Armin!” I smile.
“Hi…” he glumly says.
“You okay?” I ask.
“No, no I’m fine.” He says trying to cover up his downcast face.
“Armin?”
“Yes, F/N?” I see tears forming at the edge of his eye. I think he already knows what I’m going to say.

“Thank you so much Armin for being there. For being my best friend. For liking everything I do and… just everything. But… I’m… dying. Armin… I feel weak. This is my last day to ever see Mikasa, Eren and… you. I wanted to tell you this a few years ago but I was afraid. But on the day I’m going to die is the day I tell you. I’m really stupid, I know. I but I wanted to say that I…

I love you. ” I said it.

His eyes widened. I droop my head down to cover put my embarrassed face with me (H/C) hair.
“And it’s okay if you like me back. I’m going to die anyways…”
His heart clenched. That was the last thing he want to hear.

“I lov---“ I start coughing out blood. I collapsed on the rock concrete. He flipped my body over and his eyes flooded with tears.

I died in his arms. My blood was on his shirt.

“F/N!!! I LOVE YOU! DON’T GO!!! DON’T GO JUST YET!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I gritted his teeth and hugged my body closer to his chest. His heart was beating so fast. He wanted my heart to beat as well… but…

“I love you….” He said, a bit calmer.

“Don’t go… just… yet…” he lays his head on my cold one.
He leans in closer and kisses my dry lips. He wanted me to kiss back. I couldn't.

I’m gone.

Eren and Mikasa were also trying to find F/N. When they found her, they saw Armin crying and hugging her corpse.

“COME BACK!!!!!” He yells. Eren puts a hand on his shoulder.
“Armin… I hate to admit it too… but… she’s dead.” Eren says while hugging Armin from the back. Armin cried louder.
“EREN! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!!! I LOVED HER!!! AND SHE’S GONE!!!! I CAN’T SEE HER ANYMORE!!!! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO LOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE!!!” He weeps louder.
“I… actually do. So does Mikasa.”
“Armin. We understand completely. We loved her too…” Mikasa said, crying a bit, but stayed emotionless.

We loved her too.
But, you love is stronger.
But, I’m sorry Armin…
She’s gone.

I’m crying
Missing my lover
I don’t have the power
On my side forever
Oooohh.. Where is my lover?
And I got no power
I’m standing alone
No way
Calling out your Name…

:) (Smile) — Description
To make the story more interesting, listen to either:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftJ_Zq… (English) (Broken Wings By: Flyleaf)

or

www.youtube.com/watch?v=44I_F1… (Japanese) (Flutter, Flutter By: Hatsune Miku)

chose one!

Legend:

F/N: First Name
H/F: Hair Form (straight, wavy, curly, ect..)
Y/A: Your Age
H/C: Hair Color
E/C: Eye Color

-----------------------------------------------------------------

I picked up a pair of chopsticks and picked up a piece of fish form my petite bowl. I was forced to be on a diet because I was “overweight”. In order for me to do that I started to eat less, skipping meals and purposely vomiting out my meals.

Every day.

I didn’t want to.

It’s just because of my parents. I needed to be slimmer. I needed to be an extra small.

“F/N, look at you… you really should lose weight… why can’t you be more like (your slim friend F/N)? Her body is perfect. Stop eating for today… you’ll get fat.” My dad told me. Don’t worry… this is normal.

8:12 am

I arrived at school. Depressed. Hungry. But I was in my perfect weight right now. 55 pounds. That’s good.
No…
I can do better.
“Hey F/N!” I hear a call. I look over and see my best friends Armin, Eren and Mikasa. I smiled to cover up my pessimistic face.

12:50 pm

I glumly walked into the girl’s change room and put down and my clothing off to the side. I simultaneously stared at all the girls, including Mikasa.
“Why can’t I look like them…?” I asked myself while starting at my own “fat” stomach. I come out of the girls change room and walk over to Armin and Eren how were already there just waiting for both of me and Mikasa.
“Alright shitbags! 12 lap’s non-stop! Once you’re done, take a break. I’ll tell you our next activity after.” Mr. Ackerman said.
“F/N! Please come here, I need a word with you out in the hall.” Mr. Ackerman said, pointing his small finger at me. I walk over to him, probably already getting the gist of what he’s going to say to me.
“Do you think you’ll faint again from running? I don’t want you to get hurt again. Remember last time?”

*flashback*

Running. I feel like I’m dying. A few months ago I was running just fine. I love to run. But now, it’s like my enemy. “Com’on!!! You’re on you 9th lap!!! You can’t give up now!!!” I say in my head. But I...

Boom! Clasped. “F/N!!!” Armin yells across the gym. Mr. Ackerman runs up to the group of surprised children. Armin laid my pale head on his thighs. He started to from at the edge of his eyes. “Armin! Bring her to Nurse Zoë!!!” Mr. Ackerman orders him. “Yes sir!!!” he carries my light body to the infirmary. The nurse examines my body.

“No good. We need to bring her to the hospital.” Nurse Zoë runs to the phone in her office.

Armin’s P.O.V

“No… what will happen to her? What if she… she… no she can’t! What would my world be without her here!? I…” I said in my head. I was speechless. I don’t what to do without her. Ever since the day I saw her, she was so beautiful back then, now and probably forever. I already told Eren. Not Mikasa yet. And defiantly not F/N.

*End of Flashback*

“If you feel like you can’t run anymore, don’t force it. If you have to give up, do so.” He tells me. “Thank you Mr. Ackerman…” I say and walked away.

2:03 pm after Gym class

Reader's P.O.V

I hope I lost weight. I needed to.
I headed over to my locker which is right beside Armin’s. I blushed to see him. I had the biggest crush on him. I don’t know why. He’s just... I don’t know… he just captured my heart. His baby blue eyes were perfect and his golden locks were something I cannot explain with words. But his personality is one of his greatest aspects. I walk over to him and he looks over. He waves.
“Hey F/N! Are you feeling alright? You seem pretty… slim.” He paused.

Armin’s P.O.V

I’ve noticed a long time ago. I didn’t want to tell her because I think I know where she getting influenced by. I was just walking by her house to ask if she wanted to go to the park with Mikasa, Eren, Sasha, Connie, Jean, Marco, Christa, Ymir, Annie, Bertholdt, Reiner and me. We were going to have a small picnic. All of a sudden I hear yelling. I press my ear on the door. Then…

Smash! I bowl drops onto the floor. I jumped at the sound a bit.

“YOU’RE SO FAT! YOU KNOW THAT?!” My eyes widened. I wanted to help… but maybe it wasn’t her. I could be someone else.

I was wrong.

“Don’t worry. I’m fine I’m just on a small diet!” She smiles.

I know that smile. She’s… suffering.

One month later…

Reader’s P.O.V

23 pounds. I just visited the doctor yesterday. My conditions were severe. By severe I mean… I have less than 24 hours to…

Live

My mom approached me and suddenly fell to the hard ground making a thump with her knees. It’s hurt. But inside… she’s dying. Just like me. “I WAS WRONG!!! YOU WERE PERFECT!! I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS THINKING!! NOW YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!! I SHOULD BE THE ONE THAT SHOULD BE DYING!!! IT’S ALL MY FAULT!!!!” She cried on my weak shoulder. I tried eating. No good. I can’t eat anymore. Tear could come out of my tried eyes.

My dad thought it might be best to bring me to school so I can say my goodbyes.

9:23 am at school

Weak. Tired. Dying. That was my life right now.

Before I had this disorder, people told me that my body was beautiful. Perfect. I felt like they were joking. But on the day I’m dying… I just realized… they were… right. I don’t understand why I did this…
I hated myself. I hated what I did. I hated that the fact I just realized that what Mikasa said about ‘my body being perfect’ was right all along.
I went around the school telling students, teachers, classmates and my best friends… everything. Except Armin. I want to tell him my secret I was keeping for (Y/A) years.

5:12 pm end of school

This was it. I’ve crossed my path. There’s only one thing left to do. I started to search for Armin. Every step I took... was like walking on lava. It hurt. But he was the last person to hear. I exited outside to find him. Maybe he’s already gone home. I sit in a corner where it kept me safe and warm. I felt a tear trickle down my face. Why me?

Armin’s P.O.V

“WHERE IS SHE!!?” I yell.
“F/N!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I scream. I’ve been running for 25 minutes straight. Just trying to find her.
I looked outside the window and see a form outside. Was that her?!?
I ran outside and see her (H/F), (H/C) hair flowing with her clothing blow in the wind. She looked at me with her tried but beautiful (E/C) orbs. I blush.
I need to tell her. This is probably the last day I might see her. It’s okay if she rejects you, Armin… no it’s not. I need to hear her say it. Eren has told that she’s been telling everyone that this was her last day. And I’m going to be her last confession.

Reader’s P.O.V

He looks at me with his ocean, baby blue eyes. I blush and look away. He approaches my light body. I need to say it. It’s okay if he rejects you. You’re going to die anyway.

“Hey Armin!” I smile.
“Hi…” he glumly says.
“You okay?” I ask.
“No, no I’m fine.” He says trying to cover up his downcast face.
“Armin?”
“Yes, F/N?” I see tears forming at the edge of his eye. I think he already knows what I’m going to say.

“Thank you so much Armin for being there. For being my best friend. For liking everything I do and… just everything. But… I’m… dying. Armin… I feel weak. This is my last day to ever see Mikasa, Eren and… you. I wanted to tell you this a few years ago but I was afraid. But on the day I’m going to die is the day I tell you. I’m really stupid, I know. I but I wanted to say that I…

I love you. ” I said it.

His eyes widened. I droop my head down to cover put my embarrassed face with me (H/C) hair.
“And it’s okay if you like me back. I’m going to die anyways…”
His heart clenched. That was the last thing he want to hear.

“I lov---“ I start coughing out blood. I collapsed on the rock concrete. He flipped my body over and his eyes flooded with tears.

I died in his arms. My blood was on his shirt.

“F/N!!! I LOVE YOU! DON’T GO!!! DON’T GO JUST YET!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I gritted his teeth and hugged my body closer to his chest. His heart was beating so fast. He wanted my heart to beat as well… but…

“I love you….” He said, a bit calmer.

“Don’t go… just… yet…” he lays his head on my cold one.
He leans in closer and kisses my dry lips. He wanted me to kiss back. I couldn't.

I’m gone.

Eren and Mikasa were also trying to find F/N. When they found her, they saw Armin crying and hugging her corpse.

“COME BACK!!!!!” He yells. Eren puts a hand on his shoulder.
“Armin… I hate to admit it too… but… she’s dead.” Eren says while hugging Armin from the back. Armin cried louder.
“EREN! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!!! I LOVED HER!!! AND SHE’S GONE!!!! I CAN’T SEE HER ANYMORE!!!! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO LOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE!!!” He weeps louder.
“I… actually do. So does Mikasa.”
“Armin. We understand completely. We loved her too…” Mikasa said, crying a bit, but stayed emotionless.

We loved her too.
But, you love is stronger.
But, I’m sorry Armin…
She’s gone.

I’m crying
Missing my lover
I don’t have the power
On my side forever
Oooohh.. Where is my lover?
And I got no power
I’m standing alone
No way
Calling out your Name…