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FlutterButterr In reply to kimchi-roll [2018-08-06 04:55:38 +0000 UTC]

right now i really havent been good and all day ive been suicidal, even my dream i was gonna jump but everyone kept ignoring me (because i cry for help and no one cares im suicidal) and ive been fucked up cause my bf for reasons that are too long to explain. but im mad at him and life seems so lonely, love life, art life, and social that idk i keep thinking of overdosing. so im not really ok

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kimchi-roll In reply to FlutterButterr [2018-08-06 18:19:49 +0000 UTC]

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I honestly don't know what to say. I want to help but I don't know how. If anything, know that I'm here if you ever want to talk to someone and I'm sure there are other people out there if you look hard enough. Please don't overdose, I know how much you feel alone and how much you want to commit suicide but there are people in this world that do care abt you. If your boyfriend is doing shit to you and making you feel bad abt yourself then you should just break up with him. Even if you don't I'll still support you. Please feel better and try to stay positive even though it seems bad rn. I know this sounds cliche but there is always a rainbow at the end storm and if life wants to go up, it needs to go down first. I've been going down for a really long time but I think that since I'm going down so much, the uphill will be just as big or even bigger. Please don't kill yourself or do self-harm. It really doesn't help. Sorry, if I'm just making it worse or I seem annoying but I really do care abt you.

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FlutterButterr In reply to kimchi-roll [2018-08-06 20:45:02 +0000 UTC]

thank you for supporting me. Im trying to break up with him and i planned it to be tomorrow but he makes bad acting excuses to not talk to me. he moved it to thursday which makes me even more upset i cant get it over with already. and hes hiding from me, he's going offline when Im online and in general is avoiding me. so idk what to do at this point

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kimchi-roll In reply to FlutterButterr [2018-08-06 20:49:17 +0000 UTC]

just confront him. As soon as you see him, pull him aside and confront him. If you can only contact him online then leave messages or voicemails and just bother him I guess. I don't know if that's the best choice but that's what I would do. Maybe not the best... but if you can see him in person pull him aside and say what you want to say

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