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I'm not thinking straight as I hold her close, pinched between my thumb and index finger, perhaps more tightly than usual. I need to hold and feel her entire body, her entire existence between my fingers, one last time. She's looking at me with those eyes, I know that look - she's still afraid of me sometimes, even if she won't admit it. There are a thousand things I would like to say but no words come out of my mouth.

(I'm sorry.)

I feel her tiny hands pushing on my lips and I focus on them, hanging to the feeling like an already fading memory. Her tiniest, softest touches that send shivers through my body, how will I ever live without them? How could a diminutive woman smaller than my thumb have such an impact and turn my entire world upside down?!

I tried so hard - we tried - to make it work, even though the world was against us.

I slightly release my grip, holding her close, close enough to focus on her tiny, beautiful face - her eyes, her lips, her freckles. I just want to hold her forever. I fight back the tears as our last goodbye comes to an end. I curse this reality, and say goodbye to the love I must leave behind, a love that transcended size, if only for an instant.

Description
I'm not thinking straight as I hold her close, pinched between my thumb and index finger, perhaps more tightly than usual. I need to hold and feel her entire body, her entire existence between my fingers, one last time. She's looking at me with those eyes, I know that look - she's still afraid of me sometimes, even if she won't admit it. There are a thousand things I would like to say but no words come out of my mouth.

(I'm sorry.)

I feel her tiny hands pushing on my lips and I focus on them, hanging to the feeling like an already fading memory. Her tiniest, softest touches that send shivers through my body, how will I ever live without them? How could a diminutive woman smaller than my thumb have such an impact and turn my entire world upside down?!

I tried so hard - we tried - to make it work, even though the world was against us.

I slightly release my grip, holding her close, close enough to focus on her tiny, beautiful face - her eyes, her lips, her freckles. I just want to hold her forever. I fight back the tears as our last goodbye comes to an end. I curse this reality, and say goodbye to the love I must leave behind, a love that transcended size, if only for an instant.