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Published: 2007-07-21 01:11:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 1226; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 22
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Description You know I'm depressed when the made-up hard-to-draw critters start crawling out of the woodwork. I really had to rack my brain to figure out which song I was feeling and to illustrate. Because ... there are so damn many. It came down to about ten, which included Boulevard of Broken dreams. (which could also apply to this drawing, I'm sure.) Anyway, I've been a little sad lately. So, after listening to "endless night" from the Broadway musical of The Lion King, for the umpteenth time since Monday. I decided to draw this last night and finished it up today. And while I understand the circumstances that brought me to this state, it doesn't mean I have to be happy with, or like it. I am an artist, as such I am allowed, no... ENTITLED, to draw how I feel, as catharsis, as a form of grieving. I know why, I hate it, but I understand. It doesn't keep me from missing you.

"You promised you'd be there,
whenever I needed you,
whenever I call your name,
you're not anywhere,
I'm trying to hold on,
just waiting to hear your voice,
one word just a word will do,
to end this nightmare"

to clarify.

THIS IS A CHIMENTICORE

pronounced KIM-ment-ih-CORE.

It is a creature of my own creation.

It. Is. NOT. a. BAT!

Theres a higher contrast version in my scraps section which you can see here [link]
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Comments: 25

NightRider480 [2011-12-29 06:55:42 +0000 UTC]

that poor {i wana say winged dog} it looks so sad

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Despearex [2007-12-10 04:13:26 +0000 UTC]

I like it! plus i luv dark pictures, there the only things my eyes can adjust to

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lennan [2007-07-23 18:54:28 +0000 UTC]

Although I like the darker version better, I think it may be a bit *too* dark. It sort of hurts my eyes to try to see it, as seeing the character. But it is much better than the higher contrast one which is so bright it takes away what you were meaning to convey, maybe there's happy medium between the two?

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Spetsnaz-Invidika [2007-07-21 20:09:05 +0000 UTC]

I have a particularly bad LCD, so colour contrast really gets borked (believe me, playing Doom is no small feat) - so thanks for tweaking a version and uploading that. I would have probably made the lighting on his/her/its? fur more pronounced (in both pictures), but that's really preference, the style still makes it... Mournful.

Sorry about your bad "lately", by the way. I do wish I could help. :\

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pifactorial [2007-07-21 09:31:52 +0000 UTC]

Heh, when I first popped this up, I thought, "She drew... a black screen?"

But it's truly brilliant. What the darkness takes away from the raw eye-candy factor, it adds to the depth and emotion of the picture - it just takes a second longer to take it all in (which I imagine is kinda the point). Your art has such versatility. I approve!

It must be really cruddy to be feeling the emotions the picture expresses, though. Whatever I can do, I'm there for you. See my comment on your dA journal post.

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CorneliusVonRichten [2007-07-21 09:28:40 +0000 UTC]

A very powerful and emotional picture, I like it the way it is and I hope you will find some peace and comfort to ease your sorrow.

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painting-with-light [2007-07-21 08:43:23 +0000 UTC]

The picture looks very nice, but I think it is a bit too dark

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Dumbblond-Bunny [2007-07-21 05:57:14 +0000 UTC]

I can barely see it

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Foxenawolf In reply to Dumbblond-Bunny [2007-07-21 08:18:57 +0000 UTC]

please. read. the. commentary I have provided for you below the picture, where you will find, for the convience of your monitor, and my sanity, a link to a brighter picture. Thank you.

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Dumbblond-Bunny In reply to Foxenawolf [2007-07-21 16:59:42 +0000 UTC]

ok. thank u

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Silverfang-SteelWolf [2007-07-21 05:15:41 +0000 UTC]

Seen both High contrast and regular and this one is far more powerful.

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Foxenawolf In reply to Silverfang-SteelWolf [2007-07-21 08:20:13 +0000 UTC]

thank you for being kind enough to read the commentary, it is appreciated. Also, as it is a night drawing I agree that the brighter picture ruins it a good deal

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Silverfang-SteelWolf In reply to Foxenawolf [2007-07-21 16:03:41 +0000 UTC]

Your Welcome, and Thank you for sharing with us your art and emotions.

I hope you feel better soon.

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russetwolf13 [2007-07-21 05:05:52 +0000 UTC]

Had to click on the link to know what it was. Good job, I can give no critisism. Keep it up And good luck.

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Foxenawolf In reply to russetwolf13 [2007-07-21 08:22:29 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for reading the commentary and looking at the link provided for a brighter picture. It is irksome at times when I put a good deal of work into an emotional peice only to have it torn apart because it is "dark" when I have provided alternatives. My sincerest thank yous for being patient. It means alot.

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russetwolf13 In reply to Foxenawolf [2007-07-21 10:28:21 +0000 UTC]

No problem.

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Angstflamme [2007-07-21 04:54:06 +0000 UTC]

I've got nothing to say but "Awwww..."

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Foxenawolf In reply to Angstflamme [2007-07-21 08:22:46 +0000 UTC]

Awww indeed. I've had a hard week.

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Traxer [2007-07-21 01:52:01 +0000 UTC]

Chimenticore...have to remember that...really snazzy (plus I have a weakness for bat wings). So wonderful, however, the darkness of the sky, the lack of stars and there's only a slight 'light' in the eyes, in the tear. This has some feeling in it. You feel the hopelessness, the loniness...

Maybe I'm looking into it too far...but...wow. Just incredible.

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Foxenawolf In reply to Traxer [2007-07-21 08:23:45 +0000 UTC]

your not, its what I wanted to convey. Ive been depressed since monday afternoon and this was a way of giving it form and release.

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Temiree [2007-07-21 01:50:35 +0000 UTC]

Very poignant pic. I love it. I think the darkness is just right. It emphasizes the emotion than if it were lighter. The face is more visible than anything else, so it just amplifies the emotion in my opinion.

Good work!

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Foxenawolf In reply to Temiree [2007-07-21 08:24:51 +0000 UTC]

I agree, and also i have looked at it on three separate monitors, it looks best if you have your brightness set on "high" also the link provided shows a higher contrast. but this is basically my mood for the last week.

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fieldmarshal [2007-07-21 01:43:13 +0000 UTC]

its too dark. maybe you should play with the levels a bit more.

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GeneralVyse In reply to fieldmarshal [2007-07-21 19:56:16 +0000 UTC]

ah it's not too dark mate, you just need to tilt your monitor

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Foxenawolf In reply to fieldmarshal [2007-07-21 08:25:57 +0000 UTC]

.... please. read. the. commentary. I have a nice little link at the bottom to a brighter picture, for the convience of your monitor, and my sanity. Thank you muchly.

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