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I hurt myself today
To know that I'm still real.
I gave it all away
To the truth and its cruel feel.

I flew away too far
To make this foolish deal.
I came like moth to flame
To trade my mind for steel.

I left it all behind
To reach a higher plane.
I made it to the end
To truths I can't restrain.

I lost my faith somewhere
To stand out in the rain.
I searched myself for happiness
But all I found was pain.

And I could have had it all
But the steps I can't retrace.
And I could have helped myself
But now I've lost my place.

And I used to walk on water
But now I'm under the sea.
And I used to love my life
But the future I couldn't foresee.

I sacrificed my mind
To that which doesn't care.
I felt the final blow
To the mind I can't repair.

I keep it locked away
To spare the world despair.
I wear this smiling face
To hide my soulless glare.

I try to summon strength
To brush away my chains.
I spend my time alone
To blot out all the stains.

I stare out of my window
To beauty in the mundane.
I am left alone to wonder
If I'll ever be me again.

And I could have had it all
But the steps I can't retrace.
And I could have helped myself
But now I've lost my place.

And I used to walk on water
But now I'm under the sea.
And I used to love my life
But there's no love left for me.

Description
I hurt myself today
To know that I'm still real.
I gave it all away
To the truth and its cruel feel.

I flew away too far
To make this foolish deal.
I came like moth to flame
To trade my mind for steel.

I left it all behind
To reach a higher plane.
I made it to the end
To truths I can't restrain.

I lost my faith somewhere
To stand out in the rain.
I searched myself for happiness
But all I found was pain.

And I could have had it all
But the steps I can't retrace.
And I could have helped myself
But now I've lost my place.

And I used to walk on water
But now I'm under the sea.
And I used to love my life
But the future I couldn't foresee.

I sacrificed my mind
To that which doesn't care.
I felt the final blow
To the mind I can't repair.

I keep it locked away
To spare the world despair.
I wear this smiling face
To hide my soulless glare.

I try to summon strength
To brush away my chains.
I spend my time alone
To blot out all the stains.

I stare out of my window
To beauty in the mundane.
I am left alone to wonder
If I'll ever be me again.

And I could have had it all
But the steps I can't retrace.
And I could have helped myself
But now I've lost my place.

And I used to walk on water
But now I'm under the sea.
And I used to love my life
But there's no love left for me.