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Published: 2004-10-23 04:03:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 73; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 6
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everybody is so fragile and weaksickening
how you all can feel
i dont feel that pain
that worthless shit you feel
i feel nothing
there is no pain
no blame or shame
i cant even get hurt
you all feel pain
and i cant
but you can all love
something i can not
something i envy
oh god
why cant i feel?
why cant i love someone?
please
im sick of being numb
can i try and make myself feel?
cut my wrists
and bleed all over the floor
but i cant feel that either
drive the knife deeper
the warming
deathly feeling
it feels so good
mmm light headedness
close to death
fragile and weak
just like you people
who feel...
Comments: 5
Sugar-Q-Banshee [2004-10-23 16:36:50 +0000 UTC]
AMAZING! It is true as well. The point of not being able to feel and hating the feeling and wanting so bad to feel is so vivid!
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fragileHope In reply to Sugar-Q-Banshee [2004-10-25 01:08:57 +0000 UTC]
thanks.. im glad you like it
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fragileHope In reply to Sugar-Q-Banshee [2004-10-25 01:08:42 +0000 UTC]
thanks.. im glad you like it
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Lilyinthedark [2004-10-23 04:12:55 +0000 UTC]
Nicely done! The transition of being glad he/she cannot feel, to wanting to feel. Actually reminds me just of the movie City of Angels if you've seen it.
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fragileHope In reply to Lilyinthedark [2004-10-25 01:08:01 +0000 UTC]
yes i agree with you.. thanks
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