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Published: 2004-10-06 02:23:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 95; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 9
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theres to much paini guess to go on
thats what he said
as he laid his head down to sleep
theres nothing
left for me in this life
the hatred has set in
and i know nothing is perfect
he says
but this hurts more than anything
another day will hurt to much
i cant cry myself to sleep
another night
i cant scream any longer
my throat is raw
he crys into his pillow
i know my mother loves me
but dad hates me
i cant stand his drinking
any longer
he causes her pain
because of me
ill take it away
tonight
he holds the gun to his head
nobody cares im just a reject
im nothing
just a pitiful freak
i know cause daddy tells me
he gets ready to pull the trigger
something inside tells me
that im going to hurt mom
but shes better off with out me
i hate myself
cause i cannot stop her pain
it hurts so badly
and it never ends
he pulls the trigger
he is dead
mother runs to find him
everthing just bursts
from inside
dad runs into see
what has happened
blames it on mother
he picks up the gun
and shoots her down
another pulled the trigger
im a mess up
what have i done
im just a stupid drunk
he puts the gun to his head
everyone hates a man
like him
discusting
sick and gross
he pulls the trigger
this is how
jacobs story ends...
Comments: 2
this is really good, makes me want to cry but very good, you captured the emotion very well, well done.
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thank you.. it took allot of everything to write that... emotional and it took days to finally finish... im glad you liked it... it made me cry
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