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   I'm never really myself unless I'm being somebody else and that's a lesson you're going to have to learn. I keep myself at a distance and the distance keeps me sane or else I'd lose myself in the game of pain. I've been a player for fifteen years but every time I find myself holding hearts and spades in the house of cards where those I've loved are reflected in the blackened shards.
   do you think you'll be able to save me? you can't save yourself.
   I pieced myself together in sorrow and scars but that hasn't done much for the theory that I'm sane or good or worth loving.
   go ahead. take my heart away. whatever you can find, nestled between muscles, you can have and keep in that jewelry box you showed me, with the other mismatched and deformed baubles.