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thank you guys for your warm words and cheer-ups. yes, I have a bad time but I'll be better. I don't think I have depression. I'm just naturally sad person, that's all and sometimes I just need to have sad mood.
I'll be fine, don't worry. I don't plan to commit a suicide or cut my whole legs and arms. it's alright, really.
and thanks for the funny cat videos ^^

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ohmygod. I even don't want to read that "you-are-wrong!-no-you-are" comment-fights about self-harming. probably both sides have right. serioulsly guys, chill out. my statement? yes, it's kinda annoying when emo teenagers cut their wrists legs whatever, make photos/.gifs and post it on tumblr. it's just crying for attention and it's annoying, because uh, to be honest, most of them are just lost and don't know how to handle their problems and their life isn't that bad. "my scars ale like tattoos but with the stories behind" whaaaat... how old are you? like 14? but in other hand I like to watch photos with wounds, bruises and that kind of stuff. I just like it and find it cool. also what's the difference between cutting yourself a X mark and scarification? getting scarification - cool. cutting X mark - lame and unamture. (uh. YES I know that there IS a big difference but chill out) I grew up from cutting wrist/legs I think it's fine when you're 15 not 22, when you want so show to the whole world all your pain and sad life and stuff. uh. I had just bad mood and wanted that X mark from long time so I did it. it's probably the same thing as making piercings on your own (which is bad because you can make yourseld harm, better go to proffesional piercer).
anyway - kids, self-harming is bad and makes you looks like a cutting board. it's not sexy it's just crying for attention. better go and talk with your friends or something. drugs are also bad.


make coffee not war. or whatever.

wish my english could be better to write more decent and wise notes.
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Comments: 170

blokpantha [2020-08-06 04:56:58 +0000 UTC]

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BlueAlice1 [2020-02-09 23:03:47 +0000 UTC]

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TheMrUnicorn [2017-10-10 01:44:03 +0000 UTC]

Fukari, I wanna tell you something
And I'll be the exemple
I just
It makes years that I know that scarifying myself is bad, but it doesn't stop me
So yes, I first tried by curiosity 4 years ago (honestly), and I stopped after the second time; I was 14 and I had family, school, social and own-existence problems, and I'm the kind of person who hides everything, who keeps for himself what happened, and even if it was a good feeling to explain my dolor, I didn't wanted to keep practicing.
But 2years ago, school problems became pression amplifying with time; social ones didn't changed, when own-existence and family ones became really huge and growing.
A year ago, I failed, 2 or 3 times, and I fight myself anytime to not do this, but it's so hard (has much as stopping smoking)
I never has been rich, I'm a medium class guy, not the high part of it, but since two months, I'm around loneliness, far from my complicated family and with economic difficulties, but I never really complain, the only escape that works on me is scarification, and I didn't resisted more than 2weeks

I'm 18, studding Mecanical engineering without possible to fail, with just enough to live the month, hating myself, with sleeping difficulties, parental divorce always more hard for me, protecting my lil brother, with a mother that repeat all bad moments again and again and a father making worst choices (punching my high brother out of the house 2 days until Xmas as an example), alone most of the time, a bit depressed regularly and I scarify myself

So no, every person that scarify himself isn't a rich one that is sad because he doesn't have the last iPhone, and even if I know you didn't really mean this, I had the feeling that saying it to you would be a good idea

I expect that you'll read it... Fukari
And maybe answer me your opinion now

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JaiyaPapaya [2015-07-25 17:12:22 +0000 UTC]

I hope you don't have depression. I had it for a year and a half, it sucks.

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crazy-artest [2015-07-16 12:46:14 +0000 UTC]

That's sad................nice art style btw

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amyraprincess [2013-12-09 04:50:13 +0000 UTC]

Just found your deviant art and i have to say, i love your style. Your drawing seems very unique to me and the themes or topics you choose are very interesting. You do a wonderful job, keep it up

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Just-ASimple-Fangirl [2013-10-30 03:03:52 +0000 UTC]

You inspire me. Sorry, I just wanted to let you know.

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Krazzt [2013-09-09 09:45:16 +0000 UTC]

I used to be a kind of naturally sad person, until I found it unprofitable.

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johnnyboy14nsn [2013-07-22 18:48:56 +0000 UTC]

ohh wow

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crazyluok [2013-07-22 06:37:41 +0000 UTC]

just loved how you make your drawings show how you feel! gosh dudette you rules!

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Jrcgvt [2013-07-17 00:57:37 +0000 UTC]

I like your english ~I always understand what you wanna to say without translation... is very clean and easy to read.

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MarikosBinder [2013-07-15 15:19:19 +0000 UTC]

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Casulin [2013-06-17 05:03:14 +0000 UTC]

i look like an old cutting board :/

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EnoughSilence13 In reply to Casulin [2014-02-22 16:44:41 +0000 UTC]

Me too

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IPreferLemonPie [2013-06-14 21:36:20 +0000 UTC]

I'd just like to differ in something: Age does not necessarily mean experience. Because I know a lot of people who have gona a shitload of pain, and have lived things that aren't meant to be lived at such young age or some should not be lived at all. Those are stories, painful ones. Those are experiences and they just eighteen or younger. I've lived through enough and I'm barely seventeen. Age does not mean experience or wisdom.

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TheMrUnicorn In reply to IPreferLemonPie [2017-10-10 01:46:46 +0000 UTC]

I totally agree, because of the same "scheme" happened to me... And I'm 18

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IPreferLemonPie In reply to IPreferLemonPie [2013-06-14 21:36:41 +0000 UTC]

gone through a shitload* ugh.

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laruflowerpower [2013-06-11 21:51:01 +0000 UTC]

I like the drawing!! But i have a question.. in what language do you speak. PS: Sorry my english is not very good either i wish i could give my opinions but i don't know how to express myself in english.

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Geru-Sama [2013-06-10 21:35:10 +0000 UTC]

me: Theres a lot of difference man, ceep living!!

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Godessia [2013-06-06 20:28:50 +0000 UTC]

Your English is perfectly fine
Wich language do you usually speak??

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Calderone-KittyBomB [2013-06-05 03:25:20 +0000 UTC]

love you fukari

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TheRunawayArtist [2013-06-02 04:35:01 +0000 UTC]

Hey, cheers from Canada! I hope you wounds will heal. I'll draw you something (soon)! Feel better love. If you want happiness, go look for it. It's hard to be happy. Hmmm watch this it make me happy ---> ([link]

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cieczew [2013-05-30 21:05:49 +0000 UTC]

Najpierw postujesz depresyjny obrazek ze smutnym podpisem, ewidentnie wskazujący na samookaleczenie. Potem piszesz,że to wcale nie samookaleczenie i robienie sobie sznytów w gimbazie jest żenujące, potem,że byłaś smutna, ale już się dobrze czujesz, a na końcu,że tak na prawdę to tylko skaryfikacja i nie ma nic wspólnego ze sznytami. Co ja nawet nie. ??

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JarvySSJ [2013-05-28 05:42:11 +0000 UTC]

I know dat

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Dancing-Miriam [2013-05-27 23:23:31 +0000 UTC]

: ((( *tuli bardzo mocno*

no różnica na pewno jest.

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darkSoundWave [2013-05-27 11:36:14 +0000 UTC]

Fukari, I LOVE YOU DONT LEAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

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maho-ren [2013-05-27 08:14:36 +0000 UTC]

hi, normally just put your favorite drawings, watch for a long time (I'm a bit shy to comment), but I really admire your art and yourself because even though you have problems, you're creating art forever.

people like me will be carried away by the everyday and betray their not creating art, I think that when we die we will go to another world where there is everything here these colors, the sea, the earth, light, darkness, etc. and that when we open things beyond beautiful but different from this world and at least I want to make the most of what this world gives me, by the time I left to live even if he dies tomorrow, I learn, experiment and create what more can and know that life lived to the fullest I play in this world, or that I elected to live really, I admire you and I think that even though sometimes life is sad, dull or monotonous, it can also be quite otherwise depends on how you decide to live.
  sorry for my bad English.

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midnightc10 [2013-05-27 02:23:01 +0000 UTC]

I love your art! Has really emotion behind it and I hope that you are able to work through everything.

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DragonVampriss [2013-05-26 21:06:08 +0000 UTC]

i'm going to give you a hug now -holds out arms-

and even if you don't like them...I'LL HUG YOU ANYWAY! D:<

-hugs-

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Fuyori [2013-05-26 19:41:09 +0000 UTC]

Just something random.... Our usernames lookalike!
But, it's sad

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Halcyon-whisperer [2013-05-26 18:40:02 +0000 UTC]

I think that there should be more art on issues like that. It alerts people who have no idea what self harm feels like and often raises awareness. A am a bit melancholic myself and since i suffer from chronic depression i can understand a little bit more than most people out there. It is a fight that you have to fight alone though. Keep making art out of your feelings.

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puppyphantom992 [2013-05-26 10:13:15 +0000 UTC]

Hai :3 some happy lapfox trax music [link]

wish you all the best

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Perfect-as-Cat [2013-05-25 20:13:48 +0000 UTC]

Ok, masz tu już pełno osób, które wyrażają swój pogląd na sprawę i prawdopodobnie nawet tego nie czytasz, ale chciałabym jednak powiedzieć coś od siebie.
Jestem młoda, nawet bardzo. Jestem naturalnie smutna. Czasami u mnie, smutek rośnie do bardzo dużych rozmiarów, bez żadnego konkretnego powodu. Cięcie jest uwolnieniem. Wolałam się ciąć, niż trwać czas w tym okropnym, niewytłumaczalnym, przytłaczającym... bólu. Taki sposób nie jest trwały, ale nie znam żadnego innego, który by działał.
Denerwuje mnie, kiedy ktoś myśli, że kiedy ktoś jest młody/mały, nie może mieć problemów. To kompletnie nie prawda. Jestem człowiekiem, tak samo, jak inni i jestem w stanie odczuwać to samo. No bo... w sumie co za różnica, czy masz 14 lat, czy 17. Czy rok jest magiczną granicą, za którą można coś czuć?.. Trochę mnie bawi takie myślenie. Wszystko zależy od dojrzałości umysłu. Szczerze, wolałabym bawić się lalkami, niż czuć to, co teraz. Ale tak nie jest i denerwuje mnie, jeśli ktoś tego nie rozumie.

My work here is done.

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XIceColdRingX [2013-05-25 17:31:24 +0000 UTC]

"NATURALLY SAD PERSON"
Woooaahh XDD

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LadyEllesmere [2013-05-24 19:15:38 +0000 UTC]

I love how some self harmers, basically announce it sometimes. Then attack u for it. This happened recently on instagram. -.-" this chic just wanted pity, not help

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LadyEllesmere In reply to LadyEllesmere [2013-05-24 19:16:13 +0000 UTC]

By this I mean the person I had a fight with

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LadyEllesmere In reply to LadyEllesmere [2013-05-24 19:18:37 +0000 UTC]

And don't get me wrong....I tried to help, even offered my hard to her......

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pyrodice [2013-05-24 17:24:51 +0000 UTC]

I have an odd perspective on all this: I appreciate scars. No, not these. REAL scars. If you got your shit absolutely WRECKED through living life to the fullest, that's fine. I knew a girl who had burn scars from face to wrist, and she was beautiful... But people who sit in a room with a blade or a hot wire and GIVE themselves scars? That's the difference between having war stories, and writing about war from a classroom. It feels FAKE, and I don't like it. Go out, live life. If you want to bleed, there're plenty of assholes who will help you with that. Have a story to go with it.

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AnotherDeviantLoser [2013-05-24 15:28:08 +0000 UTC]

Just another random comment from a random freak on DA incoming, but i though it would be nice to let you know that i like you work, deeply, and the way you write in your descriptions parts (especially this one i guess, even though i've never cut myself and stuff).
As far as i / we know you, you seem to be a great girl, don't let your life burn you down.

A random unknown friend

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YousayOh [2013-05-24 05:18:55 +0000 UTC]

a cross idiot

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AliciaEvan [2013-05-23 23:25:12 +0000 UTC]

Ugh, I still struggle with self-harm, and I'm 21. It's definitely not a way to solve your problems. It's just like doing drugs to numb your pain; it only prolonges the issue, it does nothing to resolve it. I really admire people who can speak out about it, because it's something I've felt ashamed of about for a decade (I just told my mom last year that I have issues with cutting myself. Luckily I've managed to refrain from doing it for a few months now).

I agree, there is a big difference between scarification and cutting. I hope you are feeling better, and keep up the good art!

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TheErwhelmProject [2013-05-23 21:23:07 +0000 UTC]

I love the raw honesty in your art. Hope everything gets better for you and I wish I could find some funny cat videos for you! lol You've definitely got a new fan here(:

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KuroKatsu [2013-05-23 18:55:24 +0000 UTC]

Uh...not all teenagers are harming themselves for attention but because they have serious problems. o_O Okay, there really are whiny kids who post pics of their cuts to get attenition, but there are people out there who really have a problem with the cutting and then are stamped down for "doing it only for attention" because all the whiny kids do it for attention and of course everyone thinks that anyone who cuts is a whiny emo attention whore.

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KuroKatsu In reply to KuroKatsu [2013-05-27 14:21:38 +0000 UTC]

Thanks...^-^' Just had to be said.

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13SugarShady In reply to KuroKatsu [2013-05-23 21:59:49 +0000 UTC]

This is one hundred percent accurate.

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Sammarinda [2013-05-23 17:26:41 +0000 UTC]

I don't mean to bother you or anything, but "naturally sad" person really points to depression. Could be a chemical imbalance in the brain, or just psycological. You think you "enjoy" or like being sad/bad mood/world sucks kind of thing (I really did)... but when you are not there anymore you see how much better everything is and how unhappy you really were.

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SillyTheWolf [2013-05-23 12:08:13 +0000 UTC]

Random hugs from a random person who somewhat understands the feeling:

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kuneyashi [2013-05-23 09:28:56 +0000 UTC]

I need you in my life!! I cannot live without your work, you're an inspiration' spirit for me; whatever you had passed, it's not the end.

Pick up an smile
[link]

Take care! :*

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kellz0r [2013-05-23 05:40:18 +0000 UTC]

The "raw" style that you kept for this is fitting for the subject matter. I definitely like your use of the different colored lines. Off topic of the art, I hope you get your sad mood out of the way. <3

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you-know-who394 [2013-05-23 01:14:30 +0000 UTC]

You can do it man!
Don't worry, everything will be OK ^^

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