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Published: 2008-03-15 01:53:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 123; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 3
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Description Every day at least one person calls me stupid. I usually think nothing of it, becuase I know they are trying to make me mad. At first, I would laugh becuase I agreed with them that I was stupid. That made me get a little depressed to tell you the truth. It discouraged me to do the things I wanted to, but I was still getting good grades, and they proved that I was not stupid. Even though I knew I was smart, I just felt stupid for some reason. It really ruined me and I finally couldn't handle it. I may be thinking of something else in another world in the depths of my mind, so I missed things I wsa supposed to be hearing. I don't think that makes me any less smart, I think it makes me more imaginative and aware of other things that were also issues such as war. Now, I still get a little hurt when someone calls me stupid, but I don't show it. A while ago when I was still a little unsure of my level of smartness, but I was getting more incouraged by how I was, my courage got ruined by a teacher. I have never cared what some words meant such as arrogant and naive. One day, we had a substitue teacher in class, and on the board it said the word ignorant. I didn't know what it meant so I asked my friend. The sub overheard me and said that I must not be very smart if I didn't know what ignorant meant. That really hurt me coming from an adult. I am now mostly happy with how I am and I try not to let other people get me down. Plus, I know what arrogant, naive, and ignorant mean, but I didn't last year. Nobody knows everything, so that maked everyone stupid if you think about it. I also noticed that the people who call me stupid are most likely having some sort of problem that lowered their self esteam and made them want to hurt other people. But now I know that I am as smart as ever if I just stay who I am and not if I look up definitions every day. I will learn those words only if I really need to.
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matataku [2008-03-15 02:09:38 +0000 UTC]

This is basically how I feel.Except people have made fun of me for 3 years now,so I kinda feel depressed.

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fuzzysocksiscool In reply to matataku [2008-03-15 17:07:51 +0000 UTC]

yeah it's been happening to me a lot but I've learned to not get all mad like I used to.

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matataku In reply to fuzzysocksiscool [2008-03-15 22:52:58 +0000 UTC]

I don't get mad,but it still bugs me.

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fuzzysocksiscool In reply to matataku [2008-03-16 17:14:55 +0000 UTC]

Who does it not bug?

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matataku In reply to fuzzysocksiscool [2008-03-16 21:11:09 +0000 UTC]

Whoever said it.

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Squit-head [2008-03-15 01:58:59 +0000 UTC]

There's a few grammar and spelling mistakes, but I think its really good for "just a thought". I think a lot of people could relate to this <3

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fuzzysocksiscool In reply to Squit-head [2008-03-15 02:01:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Narutogirl1996 [2008-03-15 01:57:38 +0000 UTC]

Wow. Deep. But Cool. Wow.

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fuzzysocksiscool In reply to Narutogirl1996 [2008-03-15 02:02:45 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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