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Getting just generally sappy about my friends, I just love them a lot
I realize I totally forgot to add Zinc and I’s arm hair…. Sorry Zinc if you’re seeing this

just gonna use this as a way to talk about my friends
on the left is Cy, I’ve been friends with Cy for the least amount of time compared to the rest. We knew of eachother last year but didn’t really talk. I think we really started becoming friends when I decided to help them with their homework. We did and we still have study sessions. One time we both were sitting on that couch and we both fell asleep…. We were maybe 10-15 minutes into our study session. Love them, they’re a freak and they’re very sweet. We hold hands a lot and it’s very relaxing for me. Like we’ll be sitting with our friends and I have my normal level of “I’m in a social situation” anxiety, but they’ll be holding my hand and a lot of it goes away. They’ve given me animation tips and it’s been helpful. Scittering fuck

on the floor is Laurence. Laurence and I got close fast mainly cuz last year he went through an awful experience, very similar but not the same thing that I had went through couple years prior. But he needed a new friends group and I let him in right away. He thought I hated him… most of my friends thought I hated them at first lmao. But now, we both ramble about whatever’s interesting us. Whether it be books shows, we talk a bunch about hockey and roller derby. Not many of our friends are too athletic, and especially not contact skating sports. We give each other tabs everyday and a hug before we go to bed. And just generally whenever we’ll give each other hugs, or head scratches, or tell each other to k*ll yourself<3

on the right end of the couch is Zinc, he’s so silly, He got me into object shows and is usually my “I need level headed advice and or physical affection buddy” he usually trouble shoots ideas with me and we think in a fairly similar manor. It’s hella nice, he’s been there when I needed emotional support, and I do what I can to be there for him too. He’s just genuinely a good friend and I love him for that. We both like pestering each other, i take his stuff and he punches me in the dick. But we’re both very physically affectionate and I usually give him back scratches, he rubs my hands/arms. Which he’s like one of the only people I’m comfortable with touching my arms (trauma things) he’s really patient with me when I’m non-verbal, or when I’m anxious in social situations, which I appreciate a lot

and the whore who’s not on the couch is Bea! Bea was the first person I met at school. And we both clung to eachother, first maybe out of necessity, but we stuck together just cuz we get along well, we both can make eachother laugh and we can be pretty upfront and more emotionally raw when we need it. We were gonna be roommates, but we ended up just being bathroom buddies which works just fine. We usually start the day off right and talk about whatever while we’re getting ready. I also murder suicided them in whamagedeon this year. Then proceded to go on a murder spree with the rest of my friends who hadn’t lost yet. Whenever I have something fucking stupid to say Bea is usually the person I tell, he’s very silly, and genuinely one of the funniest people I’ve met

I have more friends, but these guys are some of the closer ones. The ones that I feel most comfortable spending one on one time with. I do gotta draw a couple more of them. Like Ghoul, we started talking, realized we had a lot in common, and we kinda bonded over how anxious we can be. We support eachother academically, and artistically. We also have the same level of work-aholic attitude when it comes to both of those

im aro-spec, I feel very little romantic attraction and it’s hard to develop. So where I may not feel a whole lot of romantic love. That leads me to be very loving to my friends. I will send them little letters telling them how much I love them. Sneak up on them to give them hugs at random. We cuddle, openly give emotional support. Hold hands in public. Literally today in the halls after calling Ghoul a f*ggot (I’m a gay man, they are also gay, we’re both cool with it) and walking away I said fairly loudly “love you!” In front of a couple people. With no shame. And I have to say, that is such a freeing feeling. To just be open to loving your friends. Like yeah some pda can be a bit much and maybe having a makeout session in public or in a group of friends is a bit much, but I think we could all benefit from being more openly loving/affectionate with your friends. Because if you haven’t had one of your friends say “I love you” without an ounce of shame, or hesitation, and you can hear the sincerity in their voice every time they say it… you need to be the one to say it. Let them know they’re loved, because you do love them. And they do too, and sometimes you need someone else to show you it’s okay to be openly loving with your friends

if any of my friends are reading this. I hope you know I love you, if you’re apart of Temptation Stairway, I do care about you, even if we feel more like mutuals, I still have a list of great things to say about you. Don’t believe me? Ask. I will tell you. And if we’re closer, or if you’re in that drawing. You mean the world to me. And I’m so happy I’ve gotten to spend time with you. I love you

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Getting just generally sappy about my friends, I just love them a lot
I realize I totally forgot to add Zinc and I’s arm hair…. Sorry Zinc if you’re seeing this

just gonna use this as a way to talk about my friends
on the left is Cy, I’ve been friends with Cy for the least amount of time compared to the rest. We knew of eachother last year but didn’t really talk. I think we really started becoming friends when I decided to help them with their homework. We did and we still have study sessions. One time we both were sitting on that couch and we both fell asleep…. We were maybe 10-15 minutes into our study session. Love them, they’re a freak and they’re very sweet. We hold hands a lot and it’s very relaxing for me. Like we’ll be sitting with our friends and I have my normal level of “I’m in a social situation” anxiety, but they’ll be holding my hand and a lot of it goes away. They’ve given me animation tips and it’s been helpful. Scittering fuck

on the floor is Laurence. Laurence and I got close fast mainly cuz last year he went through an awful experience, very similar but not the same thing that I had went through couple years prior. But he needed a new friends group and I let him in right away. He thought I hated him… most of my friends thought I hated them at first lmao. But now, we both ramble about whatever’s interesting us. Whether it be books shows, we talk a bunch about hockey and roller derby. Not many of our friends are too athletic, and especially not contact skating sports. We give each other tabs everyday and a hug before we go to bed. And just generally whenever we’ll give each other hugs, or head scratches, or tell each other to k*ll yourself<3

on the right end of the couch is Zinc, he’s so silly, He got me into object shows and is usually my “I need level headed advice and or physical affection buddy” he usually trouble shoots ideas with me and we think in a fairly similar manor. It’s hella nice, he’s been there when I needed emotional support, and I do what I can to be there for him too. He’s just genuinely a good friend and I love him for that. We both like pestering each other, i take his stuff and he punches me in the dick. But we’re both very physically affectionate and I usually give him back scratches, he rubs my hands/arms. Which he’s like one of the only people I’m comfortable with touching my arms (trauma things) he’s really patient with me when I’m non-verbal, or when I’m anxious in social situations, which I appreciate a lot

and the whore who’s not on the couch is Bea! Bea was the first person I met at school. And we both clung to eachother, first maybe out of necessity, but we stuck together just cuz we get along well, we both can make eachother laugh and we can be pretty upfront and more emotionally raw when we need it. We were gonna be roommates, but we ended up just being bathroom buddies which works just fine. We usually start the day off right and talk about whatever while we’re getting ready. I also murder suicided them in whamagedeon this year. Then proceded to go on a murder spree with the rest of my friends who hadn’t lost yet. Whenever I have something fucking stupid to say Bea is usually the person I tell, he’s very silly, and genuinely one of the funniest people I’ve met

I have more friends, but these guys are some of the closer ones. The ones that I feel most comfortable spending one on one time with. I do gotta draw a couple more of them. Like Ghoul, we started talking, realized we had a lot in common, and we kinda bonded over how anxious we can be. We support eachother academically, and artistically. We also have the same level of work-aholic attitude when it comes to both of those

im aro-spec, I feel very little romantic attraction and it’s hard to develop. So where I may not feel a whole lot of romantic love. That leads me to be very loving to my friends. I will send them little letters telling them how much I love them. Sneak up on them to give them hugs at random. We cuddle, openly give emotional support. Hold hands in public. Literally today in the halls after calling Ghoul a f*ggot (I’m a gay man, they are also gay, we’re both cool with it) and walking away I said fairly loudly “love you!” In front of a couple people. With no shame. And I have to say, that is such a freeing feeling. To just be open to loving your friends. Like yeah some pda can be a bit much and maybe having a makeout session in public or in a group of friends is a bit much, but I think we could all benefit from being more openly loving/affectionate with your friends. Because if you haven’t had one of your friends say “I love you” without an ounce of shame, or hesitation, and you can hear the sincerity in their voice every time they say it… you need to be the one to say it. Let them know they’re loved, because you do love them. And they do too, and sometimes you need someone else to show you it’s okay to be openly loving with your friends

if any of my friends are reading this. I hope you know I love you, if you’re apart of Temptation Stairway, I do care about you, even if we feel more like mutuals, I still have a list of great things to say about you. Don’t believe me? Ask. I will tell you. And if we’re closer, or if you’re in that drawing. You mean the world to me. And I’m so happy I’ve gotten to spend time with you. I love you