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I cant really explain it, but as of late I’ve had issues with how others perceive me. I get anxious when i think people are looking at me, or if I’m in a big space, i get kinda uncomfy being in pictures, and when i tried to make a cute portrait to practice pixel art, i had a crisis over the face. I couldn’t get it right.
This may have something to do with passing, because i am transitioning, and im in a weird almost passing phase right now. And my voice has only just now really changed. And look. It’s cool that it changed and ive been looking forward to it, but i can almost tell how everyone around me is just waiting, waiting for the moment where it changes, where my facial hair is more visible. Or fucking whatever. But because people know im doing HRT, and they’re familiar with the changes, jesus this feels ineffable, sorry if this is rambly and makes no sense.

Description
I cant really explain it, but as of late I’ve had issues with how others perceive me. I get anxious when i think people are looking at me, or if I’m in a big space, i get kinda uncomfy being in pictures, and when i tried to make a cute portrait to practice pixel art, i had a crisis over the face. I couldn’t get it right.
This may have something to do with passing, because i am transitioning, and im in a weird almost passing phase right now. And my voice has only just now really changed. And look. It’s cool that it changed and ive been looking forward to it, but i can almost tell how everyone around me is just waiting, waiting for the moment where it changes, where my facial hair is more visible. Or fucking whatever. But because people know im doing HRT, and they’re familiar with the changes, jesus this feels ineffable, sorry if this is rambly and makes no sense.