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generic-jackal — It's a part of me, it's inside of me.

Published: 2012-04-19 08:02:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 478; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 3
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Description I hate being a compulsive liar.
Everything about it.
Everything about this part of myself that I can't erase.

Everything.

I hate the hurt that it bestows upon the people that I lie to.
I hate the hurt that it bestows upon me.
I hate not being able to admit to people that I've lied to them.
I hate everything about being viewed as a fake.
I hate that people can't trust me.
I hate that people don't understand that I can't control it.

I hate the manufactured memories, and I hate that I can't let them go.
Above all, I hate myself for letting it get this bad.

What have I done?

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India ink, blood.
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Comments: 6

EquusCanis [2012-04-20 16:06:28 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* Talk to me anytime x

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B0RZOI [2012-04-20 02:54:12 +0000 UTC]

Everything is going to be okay Just let it out...

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generic-jackal In reply to B0RZOI [2012-04-20 03:01:21 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much. <3

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B0RZOI In reply to generic-jackal [2012-04-20 03:08:32 +0000 UTC]

I wish I could do beautiful blood art like that. I tried to do some, but it's way more difficult then I though... You should make a tutorial

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generic-jackal In reply to B0RZOI [2012-04-20 03:15:46 +0000 UTC]

It's a lot like using watercolors. You've got to paint it dark where you want it to be shaded and then fill in the rest.

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B0RZOI In reply to generic-jackal [2012-04-20 17:19:47 +0000 UTC]

Oh thanks!

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