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Colored a sketch from a few days ago. Just had a breakdown. Idk how am i supposed to feel.
I am empty, just like my life. Everything is repetitive, im sick and tired. Im filled with frustration and anger. But most of all, regret. I regret being like this. I dont know why im like this. I hate having feelings, i hate being so damaged and sensitive. My head is a mess, i dont know my own thoughts.
2016 was the worst year in my life. I used to blame my past and my current surrounding for how i feel, but lately i realized its all my fault. Its my fault for feeling like i do. I view middle-sized problems as skyscrapers. I see small obstacles as things impossible to overcome. Everything is so hard for me, i dont know why. Im so angry with myself, why am i like this.

Description
Colored a sketch from a few days ago. Just had a breakdown. Idk how am i supposed to feel.
I am empty, just like my life. Everything is repetitive, im sick and tired. Im filled with frustration and anger. But most of all, regret. I regret being like this. I dont know why im like this. I hate having feelings, i hate being so damaged and sensitive. My head is a mess, i dont know my own thoughts.
2016 was the worst year in my life. I used to blame my past and my current surrounding for how i feel, but lately i realized its all my fault. Its my fault for feeling like i do. I view middle-sized problems as skyscrapers. I see small obstacles as things impossible to overcome. Everything is so hard for me, i dont know why. Im so angry with myself, why am i like this.