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Description i'm happy. dammit,
this better not be because
you just spoke to me.
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Upthendown [2008-12-23 04:33:33 +0000 UTC]

Hogeeze, I know exactly how you feel Dx
I hate that, it makes me feel so damn vaunerable. And stupid.

Psh, all those obsessions I have over people sometimes make me feel like the biggest idiot in the world xD
But I usually just accept it [as you can probably tell, tehe] 'cause it's just what I do, I guess xPP

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gimpbeginner In reply to Upthendown [2008-12-24 05:00:11 +0000 UTC]

Ugh, yes, it makes me feel vulnerable and stupid, plus incredibly pissed at myself because in my head I should be strong enough to get over it.

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Upthendown In reply to gimpbeginner [2008-12-24 23:07:31 +0000 UTC]

I know. And I never say anything because I get scared that people are gonna make me feel more stupid than I already do xD

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gimpbeginner In reply to Upthendown [2009-01-02 03:24:41 +0000 UTC]

Oh god yes. I never admit anything until sometimes years after the fact, even to myself, because I think that in my head I'm convinced that if I admit it, it makes it real. And then admitting it to people... wow. Even worse.

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ThunderingNight [2008-12-21 23:58:32 +0000 UTC]

Lol! That's funny, I got it!

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gimpbeginner In reply to ThunderingNight [2008-12-22 01:41:12 +0000 UTC]

... it is? Cool! Which part, though? I'm confused.

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ThunderingNight In reply to gimpbeginner [2008-12-22 05:52:22 +0000 UTC]

I can just imagine saying that to myself sometimes is all. ;

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gimpbeginner In reply to ThunderingNight [2008-12-22 18:25:51 +0000 UTC]

Ah yes, the inner dialogue of misanthropes. Most of my stuff is actually based pretty strictly on personal experience - this one is no exception, sadly.

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sadicticvamprie [2008-12-21 23:22:24 +0000 UTC]

i are confused

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2008-12-22 01:41:18 +0000 UTC]

About which?

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sadicticvamprie In reply to gimpbeginner [2008-12-22 04:32:00 +0000 UTC]

i dont understand xD

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2008-12-22 23:39:56 +0000 UTC]

pisses me off royally, i might add.

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2008-12-22 23:39:38 +0000 UTC]

you've never had that happen to u? feeling happy and then be like, DAMN, this better not be because ____ just talked to me?

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