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Published: 2009-01-01 07:48:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 80; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 1
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Description despite my efforts,
it seems i can't just write you
out of existence.
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Comments: 26

FISHKISS [2009-01-03 10:22:47 +0000 UTC]

Because I fear repetition, I will say what I think of your latest works of art: omg.
It's wow and you know it. x0
-tackleglomp-
And don't worry about wanting to change people - that's something we all try to do.
-nodnodnod-

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gimpbeginner In reply to FISHKISS [2009-01-05 03:22:30 +0000 UTC]

CHOOR BACK.
-tackleglomp-

Eee, thank you. Haikus are fun, doncha think?

And yeah... you know that feeling where you wish the other person would just hurry and grow the hell up? That's where I am right now, I guess... teenagers are so dumb sometimes.

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FISHKISS In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-13 09:33:26 +0000 UTC]

Yuss, and glad to see you're still here. <33

TCHAH. But I never know the rhythm x0 Teach me.

Hah, that's funny, it's what I keep thinking about mot of the people in my classroom :0 They're still laughing at silly things and acting like they did way back in ninth grade. But I do as well sometimes, so I shouldn't complain xDD

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gimpbeginner In reply to FISHKISS [2009-01-25 04:11:16 +0000 UTC]

0.o
-is still in ninth grade-
I know what you mean though... some people just can't seem to learn.

Haikus? It's easy -
five syllables, then seven,
then five once again.


ZOMG THAT WAS FUN.

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FISHKISS In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-25 19:15:09 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry, I don't mean you x33 You're amazingly mature, you know. I can hardly believe you are in ninth grade x33

Ah, thankees much <33

YUSS.
Um, what? xD

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gimpbeginner In reply to FISHKISS [2009-01-25 19:25:23 +0000 UTC]

Really? Thankee!
-feels smug-

Haiku. Err...

Five syllables for
first line, second is seven,
last again is five.

Whee. I wonder how many ways there are to explain a haiku in haiku format...

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FISHKISS In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-26 05:23:43 +0000 UTC]

OOOOOOH, I GETS IT NAO. 8D
Yeah, that was fun. x33 You should explore the explanation of one single thing through haikus. Scientific progress.

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gimpbeginner In reply to FISHKISS [2009-01-30 21:13:34 +0000 UTC]

Ick. Haikus are limiting... and somehow I don't feel the need to write angsty poetry anymore. It feels unoriginal, somehow, to write about my own life. How's that for ironic?

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FISHKISS In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-31 05:24:20 +0000 UTC]

xDD
Hmm. Well, I would think it's actually true, somewhere: lots of people write about themselves, after all. But don't worry about being unoriginal if that's all that's bothering, because the quality of what you write largely makes up for it <33

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gimpbeginner In reply to FISHKISS [2009-02-15 23:34:30 +0000 UTC]

Goshme. Thank you!
I just think writing about my own life is limiting... I resort to overdramatizing to make my poems readable. My life really isn't that exciting, thank heavens.

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sadicticvamprie [2009-01-01 21:32:44 +0000 UTC]

tthats true, whos this one about?

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2009-01-01 21:47:25 +0000 UTC]

nobody in particular, really. if it was about anybody, maybe it would be the slug-thing... but i've never written it into anything. just a feeling i get, for some reason. maybe it's to my problems?

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sadicticvamprie In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-02 01:55:10 +0000 UTC]

yeah i think thats what it is acutaly. i like this little ones. theyre neat.

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2009-01-02 03:20:16 +0000 UTC]

which one? i wrote it about everyone that i've ever written sad poems about, but i think it ended up being to my problems themselves.

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sadicticvamprie In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-03 03:12:35 +0000 UTC]

thats what i meant, i think it is your problems.

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2009-01-05 03:08:15 +0000 UTC]

ya, that's what i thought u meant.

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sadicticvamprie In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-05 03:25:53 +0000 UTC]

haha okay xD

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sadicticvamprie In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-02 01:41:28 +0000 UTC]

i got that it didnt realy sway to anyone
and perhaps it is.

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2009-01-02 03:22:07 +0000 UTC]

ya, maybe. except i never write about my biggest problems because that way i have to face the fact that maybe they're there. my favourite way (seemingly) of dealing with the bigger stuff is flat-out denial. admitting it makes it real? i dunno.

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sadicticvamprie In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-03 03:13:57 +0000 UTC]

i geus, but the only way i got over my problems/was able to deal with them was talking about them and realizing they were there and i had to accept it.

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2009-01-05 03:07:51 +0000 UTC]

ya... just, sometimes the self-loathing just gets to be a lot to deal with, ya know? don't really know how i'm gonna go back to school and pretend i'm all good. at least some ppl know about it (told helena and linda at band camp). god, i hate being this fucked-up.

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sadicticvamprie In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-05 03:27:01 +0000 UTC]

awe, trust me your not fucked up hun <3 its ok.
and trust me i know.
i know.
*hugs*

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gimpbeginner In reply to sadicticvamprie [2009-01-05 03:54:53 +0000 UTC]

you remember what i told you and erin and ashley... and you stil think that? have you ever seen pictures from before? god, my dad dragged out all the old photos because it was christmas and ... UGH. i hate myself. i really do.

i'm sorry. you are under no obligation to care. i'm being a self-pitying idiot and you have better things to worry about, i know this.

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sadicticvamprie In reply to gimpbeginner [2009-01-06 04:08:55 +0000 UTC]

whatwhatwhat
picutres from before what?
ill remeber if you gimme a lil more detail
hmm. and no! you dont hate yourself.

yes, but i care anyway :3 whatever we all have our moments,
the least i can do i supourt you in yours.
bah i wory about nothing, at least itll give me something xD

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Upthendown [2009-01-01 08:36:51 +0000 UTC]

I FRIGGING LOVE THIS,
is what I was thinking as I watched you write it xDD

Really, this is super pretty <33

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gimpbeginner In reply to Upthendown [2009-01-01 19:43:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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