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Gingershots — My own enemy

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Chapter/Capitulo 6


I'm my own enemy: The strongest one, the one who knows me the most, who knows where to attack and how to hide, who doesn't care about justifications or 'buts', no mysteries or secrets. My enemy knows to keep my feet on the ground and even dig me in it, he knows he has my full attention and full control over every thought that ends up translating into clumsy and irrational acts. 

He knows how to confuse my words or leave me blank, with no way to fight back. I'm ruthless, and in the midst of the chaos,  I'm just looking for a way to ignore it.


Soy mi propio enemigo: El más fuerte, el que mejor me conoce, el que sabe dónde atacar y cómo esconderse, al que no le valen justificaciones ni peros, ni misterios ni secretos. Mi enemigo sabe mantenerme con los pies en la tierra e incluso cavarme en ella, sabe que tiene toda mi atención y todo el control sobre cada pensamiento que se acaba traduciendo en actos torpes e irracionales.  Sabe cómo confundir mis palabras o dejarme en blanco, sin manera de poder contraatacar. Me despiada y en mitad del caos, solo busco la manera de ignorarlo.

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Comments: 8

Susumu-Kito-Kunow97 [2015-02-05 12:30:08 +0000 UTC]

Crazy *.*

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Gingershots In reply to Susumu-Kito-Kunow97 [2015-02-07 12:31:50 +0000 UTC]

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Steve1098 [2015-02-04 22:52:39 +0000 UTC]

I love your photo's concepts. They are always so interesting!!

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Gingershots In reply to Steve1098 [2015-02-07 12:32:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for following my work Steve!

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Steve1098 In reply to Gingershots [2015-02-07 18:28:22 +0000 UTC]

You got it

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LayaboutJoe [2015-02-04 20:02:10 +0000 UTC]


Alas, Guada, we all carry our own worst enemy around with us!  It's difficult to convince oneself all's well when that "enemy" manifests itself, but one thing to bear in mind is that the "enemy" part of our brain tells lies.  For example, depression is a liar.  Self-doubt is a liar, too.  That "enemy" of which you speak is, indeed, quite formidable; yet it's not really you:  It's propaganda, a disinformation campaign.  It's a lie.



By the way, my friend, you've the most beautiful hair!  Cranial hair has power.  I should know, because I've felt much less powerful ever since my own cranial hair began departing.  You're a lovely person, Guada, so tell that hurtful liar who's wrongfully occupying part of your brain to fuck off.


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Gingershots In reply to LayaboutJoe [2015-02-08 21:44:59 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much Joe. Sometimes I think that my sadness is what keeps me writing and when words flow easily is when I'm in this state... Lately I' feeling down. Might be because of the exams, the hurtful truth of some relations or that I'm caged in my room, but your words always help me

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LayaboutJoe In reply to Gingershots [2015-02-09 11:18:04 +0000 UTC]



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