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There are some days where I can't help thinking "what's the point?"of living
of working hard
of being nice
of everything
The next day comes and I still don't have an answer ...
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Lamy fountain pen (dark blue ink) & yellow Sakura Tiara pen
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Comments: 16
hezoo [2011-10-11 14:26:42 +0000 UTC]
I like the incorporation of the yellow...
And those days suck. I hope you find a deeper meaning for you life <3 I am just grateful for my closest friends. They pull me through
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git2 In reply to hezoo [2011-10-11 15:47:44 +0000 UTC]
Nope, still can't find a deeper meaning of life. I just try to enjoy it everyday. But yeah, those days still come and go, and the best I can do is try to get rid of it by drawing. Lucky you having great friends!
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hezoo In reply to git2 [2011-10-12 13:30:21 +0000 UTC]
It's hard... A lot students (including myself) encounter depression at some point at college... Probably because we're finally on our own and have to face real challenges. Sometimes I still wonder what is the point of it all. I'm majoring in music, which is prettttty unpractical. I learned to act kind of like Timon and Puumba and just not worry about anything.
I draw when I'm upset too. It's therapeutic ^^
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git2 In reply to hezoo [2011-10-12 15:38:36 +0000 UTC]
Yup, it's quite harsh but at some point of our life, the reality hits: you have no one to depend to but yourself.
Since you're already majoring in music, probably my best advice is: enjoy what you are doing and keep working hard to improve yourself. Don't think too much about the unpracticality, it will sort out itself once you have become a better musician. ... I think XD (I'm drawing this conclusion based on my occupation)
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hezoo In reply to git2 [2011-10-16 06:55:42 +0000 UTC]
Yea, I was 'diagnosed' with depression a couple years ago. It was a horrible year, but after overcoming those dark days I definitely grew into a better person with a more optimistic view on life. I used to be stressed and worried about finding a job relative to my major. I'm kind of taking life easy and thinking 'what happens, happens' right now, and I realized that I can work in a cubicle and still be super happy. I'll always have my art and music to work with, regardless of what my career is
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masaothedog [2011-04-12 18:50:48 +0000 UTC]
I'm having more and more days like that... But you have a really beautiful way of expressing it.
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git2 In reply to masaothedog [2011-04-13 16:22:11 +0000 UTC]
I'm having more of the depressed days lately, not really sure why. The only way to get rid of it seems to be expressing it into something real ... and for me, it's by drawing. Glad you like my work ^^ Hope you'll find ways to deal with yours.
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tiamat9 [2011-04-12 18:10:30 +0000 UTC]
Exquisite drawing. I love the emotion of the piece. Great line work and fine poses. Moving imagery.
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git2 In reply to tiamat9 [2011-04-13 16:22:57 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much! It was a very spontaneous drawing (doodling), and I guessed it really captured my mood when I was drawing it.
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valuca [2011-04-12 14:21:46 +0000 UTC]
great drawing ,
I agree with you , and i think everybody have had those days ... i think all i can tell you is that it migh be a storm now , but it can't rain forever....
hold on !!
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git2 In reply to valuca [2011-04-12 14:32:50 +0000 UTC]
Thanks so much for the kind comment.
The depressed days unfortunately is a regular monthly visitor, some times seem to be harder than others, but yes ... can't really do anything but just wait it to pass away.
Again, thanks!
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valuca In reply to git2 [2011-04-13 14:49:05 +0000 UTC]
ur wellcome ^^ hope u can do ur best and that u will be fine soon <3!!
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