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gold94chica — Time to do this and make things right again
Published: 2015-07-26 10:49:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 10285; Favourites: 281; Downloads: 21
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"You know what Tobias?
I admired you because of your potential and skill to handle tough situations, but now you are just giving up and letting everybody step on you. You used to be someone who didn't give up, who always knew what to do, but now, you messed up. I'm not telling you this to reply to me "see, I've discouraged a lot of people and i have disappointed everyone"
If you keep acting like this, THEN you'll disappoint everyone."
Thank you for that, you snapped me out of my 2-month funk the other night. I AM a leader, and I'm ready.
Even Splinks himself contacted me yesterday and told me to keep up the good work with his models.
I never said that I was going to leave, only that it kept going through my head. I let a couple of negative things overwhelm me and blind me to what really matters. If I've lost old friends, then it's time to make new ones.
Regardless of what happens with FNAF, I will not leave YOU as long as even 1 person wants/needs me. But, FNAF/personal art is ALL that I want to create, and all that I care about creating right now. I have no other fandoms, and no interest in joining any more.
I understand why people got upset over what I was dealing with, and the timing of FNAF4 was really bad, but people blew this out of proportion. I had been keeping it in for months, and I could no longer. But, I have learned my lesson, and it shouldn't happen again.
To my fellow "pimp gang", the previous picture was not intended to show that I was leaving you guys. It was just a hat. You guys are simply the best (you know who you are)
Finally, thanks to everyone who commented. Even the "don't leave" or "do whatever you want" comments that didn't help me make a decision. But, I definitely heard the right words from plenty of people from all over, and I have overcome.
Together, we have made it.
and now it's almost 7am, I can't write another word
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Comments: 434
Weird, you deactivated in the past 1/2 hour??
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Awesome! I am glad that you are back, and ready to make amazing art!!! 
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*snuggle snuggle* ;w; We would have missed ya, friend. ;u;
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I really don't know what I would have done if I had deactivated and gone 
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Great to have you back! I missed your SFM skills!
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I love improving my SFM. It's so much fun to work in a 3D world, and to bring some real life into characters and scenes
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It seems that there would be too many bad consequences of me leaving, so here I stay
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Perfect.
I'm not good at helping people do things otherwise I would've said something
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Yeah I know you struggle with a lot of your own issues! Thanks for sticking with me anyway
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Thumbs up for this! May God bless you!
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Its amazing how you adore this fandom from a scary haunted broken mystery into a fun happy fixed paradise ,i appreciate that.
You keep five nights at freddy's alive but one day that will all fade away and on that day there will be a grave for fnaf but the day after...
someone will step on that grave the one who started the anger always stalking in fear
but end all in one answer from that man
''I will always come back''.....
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I try to imagine that day..... the day when I will upload something FNAF and it will get no favs, and no comments. Perhaps it will be a sad day, but I'm really not sure if that will ever happen. We'll see. But if it's not FNAF, maybe it will be something else? All I want to do here is FNAF stuff, and I feel that what I do with it keeps it alive just fine, even if no one else does it anymore.
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It's good to know you feel better. I didn't comment on the last picture, because I saw so many others put to words what I wanted to say in better volumes, but I still cared, and I knew one of them would help you make the right choice you deep down wanted. Thank you for staying!
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Yes, a lot of people care and comment, but you NEVER have to feel like your voice is any quieter than any other! I read ALL of the comments, and no one here is more important to me than any other. Each of you has my undecided attention when I read and respond. And sometimes, repetition helps to get a message across. Thanks for caring, and I hope you feel free to comment more often!
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Yay! Glad to have you back!
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It's great to be here
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It's fantasticcccc
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glad to have you back bro! you truly are a leader... but not unlike those who lead in the world of polotics or anything else you are also a damn good friend...
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I try my best to be a bro, but I've been feeling quite distant and detached for a while now, and I'm not sure how to fix that :/
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The job of a superhero is a very hard one, but it's worth it in the end
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its an honor to be serving with you,
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That would make for a cool picture
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sure I can do that
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I didn't comment on your "Is It Over?" picture or that journal because I knew it wouldn't help anything - that brief moment I asked if you were alright on Steam, you were taciturn enough.
Good thing you decided to stay after all. Think of all those you would have let down by leaving, such as me. I couldn't lose the one person who inspired my art career, and with whom I share many similarities... I'd have to consider deactivating as well.
I've seen nothing but Chica the Doormat from you lately, so it's about time you started acting more resilient in the face of hardship. From now on, no more drama. And by the way, though I may get envious of your skills or certain privileges (e.g. access to the Nightmare models) never forget that I still love you 
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Yeah I could feel that you were hurting over me. I know you don't talk much, but you did try. "Taciturn" is the perfect word to describe me over the past few months, because I wasn't able to talk to hardly anyone over this, because when I did, it just made people feel worse that they couldn't help. I didn't know what I needed, but thank goodness I finally got it and figured everything out. I wanted to stay more than anything, but I had to learn how to make it work first.
And yes, I knew how you felt about the nightmare models, and that was what made me realize that I couldn't do anything anymore. I hope you can be OK about it. I didn't choose my life, it happened to me. I didn't go around begging for those models, they came to me. I just used the opportunity I had. And heck, now we know how wrong they are! haha.
And if I have skill, it's just because of the hours I put into it. Practice and experience is all that I have, not "skill" so much. If I were skilled, it wouldn't take me days to make a picture, and I could actually be cool and animate like the other pimps. Trust me, I know what it feels like to be unworthy.
But I won't ever forget about how we meet or how we started. I was right there from your beginning, and I'm super proud of how much you've done since then and how much you've improved. I think about it a lot actually, and yes, you inspire and motivate me even now.
So, no more doormat Chica from me, you're right about that. I guess it's just my personality (flaw). Thanks!
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It's good to have you back.
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I'm glad to know you're starting to feel better, Gold.
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Thank you, I'm feeling a lot better now that I have all of this behind me finally!
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I'm glad to see you better
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I know you will
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Your welcome, I knew that it was the right choice to make, I just didn't have the strength to make it at the time
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*hugs you tightly* Glad to know you'll stand back up.
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Yes, I'm standing strong now, thanks to all of you
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