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gold94chica — Time to do this and make things right again

Published: 2015-07-26 10:49:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 10286; Favourites: 281; Downloads: 21
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"You know what Tobias?
I admired you because of your potential and skill to handle tough situations, but now you are just giving up and letting everybody step on you. You used to be someone who didn't give up, who always knew what to do, but now, you messed up. I'm not telling you this to reply to me "see, I've discouraged a lot of people and i have disappointed everyone"
If you keep acting like this, THEN you'll disappoint everyone."


Thank you for that, you snapped me out of my 2-month funk the other night.  I AM a leader, and I'm ready.

Even Splinks himself contacted me yesterday and told me to keep up the good work with his models.

I never said that I was going to leave, only that it kept going through my head.  I let a couple of negative things overwhelm me and blind me to what really matters.  If I've lost old friends, then it's time to make new ones.

Regardless of what happens with FNAF, I will not leave YOU as long as even 1 person wants/needs me.  But, FNAF/personal art is ALL that I want to create, and all that I care about creating right now.  I have no other fandoms, and no interest in joining any more.  

I understand why people got upset over what I was dealing with, and the timing of FNAF4 was really bad, but people blew this out of proportion.  I had been keeping it in for months, and I could no longer.  But, I have learned my lesson, and it shouldn't happen again.

To my fellow "pimp gang", the previous picture was not intended to show that I was leaving you guys.  It was just a hat.  You guys are simply the best (you know who you are)

Finally, thanks to everyone who commented.  Even the "don't leave" or "do whatever you want" comments that didn't help me make a decision.  But, I definitely heard the right words from plenty of people from all over, and I have overcome.

Together, we have made it.

and now it's almost 7am, I can't write another word
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Comments: 434

GodsGeek In reply to ??? [2015-07-30 20:43:14 +0000 UTC]

^^

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TheNornOnTheGo In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 15:33:01 +0000 UTC]

Glad to hear you are feeling better and determined to keep doing what you love. 

Your work is amazing :3 

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gold94chica In reply to TheNornOnTheGo [2015-07-30 15:40:46 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Norn!  Yes, I love what I do, and I love being here with you guys, but it was getting impossible.  I figured things out so that I can make everything work out!

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Spongy-boy In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 15:30:13 +0000 UTC]

Thank God your not leaving where would i get great inspirating pics to help me draw

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gold94chica In reply to Spongy-boy [2015-07-30 15:40:05 +0000 UTC]

Well, surely there is some other inspiration in your life??  I didn't know I inspired you!  But I'm very glad to know that I do!!

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commandravage In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 15:19:59 +0000 UTC]

glad to see you're not in that funk anymore, also does your buddy "hitlerspimp" have a paypal? cause I'd like to help with his equipment stuff by giving him alittle money but I don't want to do the monthly patreon thing

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gold94chica In reply to commandravage [2015-07-30 15:39:14 +0000 UTC]

He does have a paypal, but you'd have to ask him for it (I don't give out others personal information)

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commandravage In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 16:42:19 +0000 UTC]

sure, does he have a DA account that I can contact him with or do I have to go to his youtube or something?

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gold94chica In reply to commandravage [2015-07-30 17:15:18 +0000 UTC]

You can try his youtube, he's also on other places, but his DA is pretty well known now as

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commandravage In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 17:25:19 +0000 UTC]

I really only have DA and youtube to contact people, and Fanfiction.net

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BRUHRRITOBEAGLE In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 15:19:28 +0000 UTC]

www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHNbrI… fight the good fight man  

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gold94chica In reply to BRUHRRITOBEAGLE [2015-07-30 15:38:39 +0000 UTC]

Thanks dude, I will try my hardest

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BRUHRRITOBEAGLE In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 15:44:51 +0000 UTC]

lol

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Bluethealpha In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 15:17:08 +0000 UTC]

There's the Gold94Chica we know! I'm glad you're starting to feel better!

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gold94chica In reply to Bluethealpha [2015-07-30 15:38:29 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I am doing much better now, thanks!

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DanTheManKlein In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 15:13:44 +0000 UTC]

Glad to see that you're doing better!

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gold94chica In reply to DanTheManKlein [2015-07-30 15:37:24 +0000 UTC]

Yes... Finally! XD

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Talesfromthecrypt22 In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 15:12:48 +0000 UTC]

*smiling* It's great to see you not leave, friend

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gold94chica In reply to Talesfromthecrypt22 [2015-07-30 15:37:15 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I really wanted to stay more than anything, so I'm really glad I got what I needed in order to doso

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Talesfromthecrypt22 In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 15:43:44 +0000 UTC]

*smiles* Keep on staying strong, my friend :3

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Hedgeh0g1o1 In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 15:03:15 +0000 UTC]

YES! GOLD94CHICA IS BACK, BABY >

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gold94chica In reply to Hedgeh0g1o1 [2015-07-30 15:36:53 +0000 UTC]

And I hope to be here for a long time

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3Enragement-Child3 In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:54:51 +0000 UTC]

Glad, you're bek 

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gold94chica In reply to 3Enragement-Child3 [2015-07-30 15:36:39 +0000 UTC]

Yush thanks m8

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gdpr-35163740 In reply to 3Enragement-Child3 [2015-07-26 17:11:48 +0000 UTC]

remind me of what the enginer says in TF2 X) (i'm not sure he says that though) 

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Kris-Minerman530 In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:54:46 +0000 UTC]

 

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gold94chica In reply to Kris-Minerman530 [2015-07-30 15:36:25 +0000 UTC]

LOL what is that icon XD

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Mochiyy In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:31:55 +0000 UTC]

Glad to have you back!   

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gold94chica In reply to Mochiyy [2015-07-30 15:36:09 +0000 UTC]

Oh hi!  It's you!  hehe XD yes It feels great ;D

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Mochiyy In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 16:23:46 +0000 UTC]

Haha glad to hear that my friend!

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rockerwarriors In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:26:41 +0000 UTC]

Yes, you are a leader. Let nothing get you down!

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gold94chica In reply to rockerwarriors [2015-07-30 15:35:53 +0000 UTC]

I might be a leader, but I'm still just a normal person, and things will get me down.  But, I know that people look to me for support and happiness, so I will try my hardest!

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rockerwarriors In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 17:00:52 +0000 UTC]

Well, we're here for you Through thick and thin.

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gold94chica In reply to rockerwarriors [2015-07-30 17:17:18 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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rockerwarriors In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 17:21:39 +0000 UTC]

No sweat

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Goldielover1015 In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:24:43 +0000 UTC]

you made the right choice, well done!
thank you for staying!

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gold94chica In reply to Goldielover1015 [2015-07-30 15:35:18 +0000 UTC]

Yes I feel it was the right choice, and it's what I really wanted, but first, I had to figure out how I was going to make staying work.  I'm good now

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F-Cubed In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:21:02 +0000 UTC]

It's great that you're staying! ^^

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gold94chica In reply to F-Cubed [2015-07-30 15:34:51 +0000 UTC]

How could I leave? 

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F-Cubed In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 19:15:07 +0000 UTC]

I don't know XD

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FlowerCrown-Pup In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:18:14 +0000 UTC]

I love that you're staying with us.
And thank you to that person who helped you so much.
That is just awesome!

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gold94chica In reply to FlowerCrown-Pup [2015-07-30 15:34:42 +0000 UTC]

That one quote was indeed the turning point for me, but really, everyone who commented here or somewhere else helped!!!  Thanks!!

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GlactusBug In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:13:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for changing your mind! Its glad to see the actual Gold94Chica again! I knew you were going through such a hard time but i also knew you were going to get through and make it. Just remember a lot of people including me will always be there for you if you need us.

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gold94chica In reply to GlactusBug [2015-07-30 15:34:09 +0000 UTC]

Yeah thanks for sticking with me, and sorry again for that one night

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Toku17 In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:12:18 +0000 UTC]

Great news! ^^

I knew that everything will arrange

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gold94chica In reply to Toku17 [2015-07-30 15:33:37 +0000 UTC]

lol your icon cracks me up XD

Thanks

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TheLivingGlitch In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 14:04:45 +0000 UTC]

Cue "Sweet Victory!"

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dp3jda…

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gold94chica In reply to TheLivingGlitch [2015-07-30 15:33:17 +0000 UTC]

Indeed

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Missstorywriter10289 In reply to ??? [2015-07-26 13:56:02 +0000 UTC]

 !!

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gold94chica In reply to Missstorywriter10289 [2015-07-30 15:26:40 +0000 UTC]

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