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-Crazy

"She tells lies"
"She bends the truth"
"Don't trust her"
"She's crazy"

At least I'm not a controlling witch,
At least I'm not spreading rumors about people,
At least I'm not losing my friends unlike you,
At least I accept myself instead of always crying at others and asking why people are running away from me.

I know why people fear me and hate me, do you know?
Why people fear an hate you?
No.. because you never gave any damn about anyone but yourself.

I wanted to stay friends with you, I finally thought "I have a sister, a best friend I could rely on, a best friend that's a girl.. I could have girl talks and finally someone else to relate too"

No.. nope.. no.... just no.

When my grandmother died, my mom an aunt went away to deal with the funeral.. I was alone with my brother, I was grieving alone, and dealing with my abusive brother every morning/night.. I just wanted someone, a friend to just help me be a little happy, just to help me get through the shit that was happening.. just to make me forget everything just a little bit, instead you said
"Give up, give up on finding friends, give up on looking for a relationship, give up on everything"

. . . ... . . ...

Heh...
It hurt me so much..
I just wanted to cheer up with my friend, someone who I thought was my friend, pfft hahaha

Hahaha, I did give up haha.
I gave up on trying to please everyone around me, I gave up on making people smile, I gave up on being what others wanted me to be.

I became crazy which is me ❤️

Description
-Crazy

"She tells lies"
"She bends the truth"
"Don't trust her"
"She's crazy"

At least I'm not a controlling witch,
At least I'm not spreading rumors about people,
At least I'm not losing my friends unlike you,
At least I accept myself instead of always crying at others and asking why people are running away from me.

I know why people fear me and hate me, do you know?
Why people fear an hate you?
No.. because you never gave any damn about anyone but yourself.

I wanted to stay friends with you, I finally thought "I have a sister, a best friend I could rely on, a best friend that's a girl.. I could have girl talks and finally someone else to relate too"

No.. nope.. no.... just no.

When my grandmother died, my mom an aunt went away to deal with the funeral.. I was alone with my brother, I was grieving alone, and dealing with my abusive brother every morning/night.. I just wanted someone, a friend to just help me be a little happy, just to help me get through the shit that was happening.. just to make me forget everything just a little bit, instead you said
"Give up, give up on finding friends, give up on looking for a relationship, give up on everything"

. . . ... . . ...

Heh...
It hurt me so much..
I just wanted to cheer up with my friend, someone who I thought was my friend, pfft hahaha

Hahaha, I did give up haha.
I gave up on trying to please everyone around me, I gave up on making people smile, I gave up on being what others wanted me to be.

I became crazy which is me ❤️