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Model: Me.
Make-up/blood: Me.
Photo: Me.
Poem: Me.
Minor Editing: Me.
Done: Oct. 27th 2008.


I was mistaken,
You were never a real friend to me.
And every time you took without
Ever giving made my chest hurt so bad!
But every time you took me forgranted,
Lied then said you loved me, your words
Became the knife you stabbed further into my heart.
You may say I was the one who backstabbed you,
But little girl, you are the one mistaken, more then
I thought I was.
Because you stabbed me in the back, but you also
Stabbed me in a place, far worse, where it counts...
You stabbed me in the heart. Over and over again.
The tears, the heartache, the memories and the blood
Helped me to see what you brought to my life.
Pain. Why would I keep this lie and pass it off as
A real friendship?
To save this friendship of only destruction for you?
Never. I would never kill myself, so you could live.
Because I gave, I was always there for you, I ran when
You called, I listened to you as you cried.
But when I needed you to be there by my side,
You were no where to be found, and all the phone did
Was ring. I am done with this one sided 'friendship'.
You take, take and take! And I am left to realize that
You will never give me nothing but a few deep stabs in
My heart. Thats all you did for me in this 'friendship' was
Bring me pain & damage my heart even more.
Go ahead and stabe me where it counts,
Like you have done a million times before,
But this time will be the last time.


These photos & this poem are about me ending 2 friendships that I had with 2 completely selfish & childish girls. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to end it, before it ended me. I think alot of you can relate to this.

Theres 6 photos in this series.

Comments & faves are GREATLY appreciated




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Comments: 48

DAVIDCOPELAND5 [2015-12-15 03:12:25 +0000 UTC]

Do you make your own blood?

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to DAVIDCOPELAND5 [2015-12-15 04:36:31 +0000 UTC]

Yes. On my profile, located within my FAQ near the
Β bottom of the left side is a link to a recipe I love.

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nightangel5431 [2012-05-23 16:30:29 +0000 UTC]

wow great job

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to nightangel5431 [2012-05-23 20:15:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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Gornam [2012-05-19 02:02:48 +0000 UTC]

Amazing

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to Gornam [2012-05-19 09:24:45 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!!

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Gornam In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2012-05-19 16:45:18 +0000 UTC]

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pullingcandy [2012-02-21 07:02:19 +0000 UTC]

You have been featured in Serenade Me Sinister: Slipknot . Thank you for uploading your awesome work to Deviant Art!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to pullingcandy [2012-02-21 09:32:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for featuring me!!

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JackieDaPerson [2011-03-06 23:30:32 +0000 UTC]

I'm there right now, it's so true...

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to JackieDaPerson [2011-03-07 02:52:31 +0000 UTC]

The worst pains usually are

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JackieDaPerson In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2011-03-07 02:54:56 +0000 UTC]

thanks.

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to JackieDaPerson [2011-03-07 02:57:23 +0000 UTC]

Things will get better,
so no worries, this pain shall
too pass

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JackieDaPerson In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2011-03-07 03:05:41 +0000 UTC]

yeah I know, it's the getting there that sucks

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to JackieDaPerson [2011-03-07 20:42:52 +0000 UTC]

Yesh, this is true! but
we all have to wait to get
there, my best advice is to
stay angry It helps
to keep you strong, sadness tends
to make you more weak, while anger
helps you to stand up for yourself more

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JackieDaPerson In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2011-03-07 22:09:23 +0000 UTC]

true dat

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EdenAzrael [2011-02-19 19:51:38 +0000 UTC]

Very expressive, I am definitely faving this!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to EdenAzrael [2011-02-20 03:04:21 +0000 UTC]

Aw! Thank you soooo much!!

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bryn19 [2011-01-21 17:42:57 +0000 UTC]

love it !!! i think everyone can relate to the picture and the poem !!! really fantastic !!!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to bryn19 [2011-01-21 21:29:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!!

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XxTakara-chanxX [2010-08-16 05:22:44 +0000 UTC]

I love the photo and the concept, but I love the poem even more... I can really relate to that... I'm sorry you had two friendships like that... that's really horrible...

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to XxTakara-chanxX [2010-08-16 07:38:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks soo much!! I am happy you like the poem :]
Most people barely ever read the comment area it seems.
Thank you soo much It is horrible, but each pain like
that helps me to grow. I can read people pretty well now,
thanks to alot of shitty people like that

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XxTakara-chanxX In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2010-08-17 02:43:17 +0000 UTC]

the pain we feel helps us grow, and it makes us understand others more... it helps us to be kind ^_^ and you're very welcome~ Keep up the good work!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to XxTakara-chanxX [2010-08-18 07:51:01 +0000 UTC]

Yesh, so very true & I agree
Thanks soo much again!! Since ya liked this,
if you have the chance/want to check out the rest of
my FX make-up here: [link]

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XxTakara-chanxX In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2010-08-18 14:23:11 +0000 UTC]

haha I already did xD and your welcome!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to XxTakara-chanxX [2010-08-18 18:35:51 +0000 UTC]

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Gorillaz-HTF-rox [2009-03-25 04:55:05 +0000 UTC]

Very nice!!!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to Gorillaz-HTF-rox [2009-03-25 18:38:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Gorillaz-HTF-rox In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2009-03-25 22:34:19 +0000 UTC]

Yourrr welcome!! ^^

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tribalwolfie [2008-10-31 15:17:19 +0000 UTC]

OMFG thats awesome with a capital A ^^ :faved:

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to tribalwolfie [2008-10-31 21:16:10 +0000 UTC]


Thank you sooo much

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tribalwolfie In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2008-11-01 13:38:28 +0000 UTC]

thats okay you know for some one who does lovely gorey pictures with quite a dark theme you do seem very friendly lol

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to tribalwolfie [2008-11-02 13:01:00 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I am really friendly

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tribalwolfie In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2008-11-03 13:47:43 +0000 UTC]

^^

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to tribalwolfie [2008-11-04 08:50:53 +0000 UTC]

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Splitmek [2008-10-31 00:55:03 +0000 UTC]

How do you make your fake blood? =3

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to Splitmek [2008-10-31 06:35:43 +0000 UTC]

I make it, and its my secret. Thats how
I don't tell people such things, that I have worked
So hard to achieve. Trial & Error, thats what makes a real artist.

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Splitmek In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2008-10-31 10:13:49 +0000 UTC]

Oh..okay u.u
I use soy sauce with red dye sometimes.
=3

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to Splitmek [2008-10-31 21:24:31 +0000 UTC]

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blame-the-messenger [2008-10-29 19:30:13 +0000 UTC]

what a good shot.
hope for you you get whatever you used as blood out of that shirtthingie..

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to blame-the-messenger [2008-10-30 07:53:05 +0000 UTC]

Thanks sooo much!
I didn't, but, that was because I wanted it to stain, hehe.
Bu thanks anyways!

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blame-the-messenger In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2008-10-30 16:05:42 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to blame-the-messenger [2008-10-31 06:42:04 +0000 UTC]

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CryingOnyxTears [2008-10-29 15:57:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh, i really like this one! It seems like you're looking for your heart!
"Oh my God, where? Where is my Heart? Have you seen it?!" *_*

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to CryingOnyxTears [2008-10-30 07:54:26 +0000 UTC]

Thank you soo much
Yea. I know what I meant to make it look like-
But everyone sees something different. And thats just amazing
I am happy you like it

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CryingOnyxTears In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2008-10-31 21:30:11 +0000 UTC]

Sure!

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styx777 [2008-10-29 09:53:49 +0000 UTC]

Wow, nice!!!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to styx777 [2008-10-29 10:03:17 +0000 UTC]

Thank you sooooo much!

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