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GTPanda — Hello my Name is Panic
Published: 2012-05-17 02:49:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 577; Favourites: 8; Downloads: 10
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I'm sorry you guys, I really don't like to post stuff like this. I just needed to vent. Normally I'd post something like this on my ~IndigoWolf13 account since I try to only post G/T and G/T community related stuff here, (plus my other gallery has more creatures/monsters) but I have relatives even that watch that account, my little sister even and I don't want her to see her big sis in a state like this.For those of you who know what triggered this, please don't say anything. It wasn't just that, it's been a bunch of stuff and that event was the straw that broke the camels back... or the Pandas back, heheh.
Now, none of you need to worry about me, I would never inflict self harm like my panic-sona does. (only use it in certain states of mental-emotional distress)
I'm still an optimist. And a pacifist. Same 'ol Panda. ^^
But yes, say hello to Panic! Essentially me, a different form of my persona. Just slap some red Panda coloring on there. I was too tired to color it.
As always, I love you all. This place, this account, this community and you people, are my home away from home.
Thank you.
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I'm much better now than I was when I drew this. I've not been having the best time, but it's looking up, I just found out I got a full scholarship to my college of choice's 6 week pre-college summer art program!
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AWESOME! congradulations with that! Im glad things are starting to look up again and i am so freakN jealous right now! What colleges did you have in mind? thinking about going back to Cali again?
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Thank ya! ^^ Well I'm looking at CalArt and SFAI, some schools around there.
Well I'll most likely be moving there. XD
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good 4 you panda! personaly...i miss cali.
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Thank you! ^^ Oh, you lived in Cali? =3 Cool.
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hey..when u go back 2 cali...get a cali burrito! they're really good!
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Hahah, alright I will! XD Someone told me about them before, they must be good!
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they are awesome! there are two places that u must to to try them. santana's and alberto's. once you bite into a cali burrito you will never go back!
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lol yep, a long, long time ago. i lived in san diego for a year.
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... I feel your pain, Pan. Don't know what it is, but the emotions are there. Make sure you don't get into a permanent state of depression like me, okay? There's no worry on my end that needs to add to the world on your shoulders, but Just take care of yourself, hon. Only person who can really break you is you. If you need to wear a mask for a while, do it, but take it off when you need to. I only see the darkness anymore, but I don't want that for you. Stay in the light, Pan.
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Unfortunately, depression can be hereditary... and is in my family. I don't think or even want to consider that I'll be like this forever, but circumstances have definitely put me in a state of depression. I don't think I could ever stay like this though forever, or get to the state where I inflict self harm, the only way I do that is through my art since it helps with the pain and isn't actually harmful to me. Plus it lets me vent... I dunno, I think I'm too happy-go-lucky and childishly optimistic (overall and not in every moment though, because right now I'm not quite feeling happy go lucky) to let go completely...
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Yeah... Like I said, just take care of yourself. I know better than to get involved.
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Whatever has occured, I hope that you have folks who care and are willing to listen.
This jarred me a little, but, where else can one vent, if not the Series Of Internet Tubes?
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Warg, I'm sorry! ;w; Didn't mean to jar you. Maybe I should put this under a mature content warning... it is pretty bloody.
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I saw what. And know that, even though I don't really know you other than your amazing artwork, I here to talk if ever you feel like venting
And this...O_O I know you said it was an alternate panda-sona...but I'm seeing other things...multiple things. It's a panda-rabbit-lizard-dragon-wolf-cat-horse-thingy that could use some looney-toon character band-aids and a big hug :giantluvplz:
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;w; Thank youuu. I appreciate it.
Whatever it/I/Panic is, we could definitely use some looney-toon character band-aids and a big hug!
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oooh
hope everything's alright gurl
I really do love this though- kind of creepy and cute at the same time.
PS- every need a slightly anonymous person to talk to, I'm here...
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Oh dear o___o Yeah, I can imagine... Pretty stressful @___@
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It's alright, there's too much to tell.
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