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We move through life making contact with others, spending time with them, loving them, hating them. When we were children we may have been blind to what happens beyond our life, whether we haven't experienced it or we didn't care. We hear about thing on the News, do we care? No, we just turn back to our own life. We only truly understand when our world comes crashing down around us, then we do care. When our world falls we may turn to thing such as religion and if that doesn't work some may lose faith in it. Some seek social needs such as friend, family, or even relationships when faced with a crisis. They look for someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, any way out. We are blind to the pain and suffering around us, until we go through an emotional loss, then we feel the pain of those who have been suffering.

We are all plagued by our inner demons, some strong enough to envelope a persons mind trapping them in a state of fear or anger. We all have regrets and we can't take them back, whether we said something wrong in a social conversation or torn out the heart of a loved one. When we get emotional: angry, sad, etc. we make irrational disisions that we didn't mean to make. The causes of the emotions are from what happened around us.

This world we live in may seem like a peaceful place, but beyond its bright exterior rest the darkness that resides within everyones hearts. Almost the whole world is corrupted by the sins that govern it; money, sex, murder. Our corruption runs deep in the veins of society with no way to pull it out. Not everyone can understand what this means, only the ones that can see the true nature of this world are the ones that can change it. Our government keeps us from power with laws and regulations, while our religions hold us back with fear and rules. At the current state we are now we have no power, no say thing what should and shouldn't be done. We might try to rise through the government, but when we reach the top we are already corrupted by power and greed.

"What if we like the world we live in?", one of the most selfish question to ask, because if there is one who loves their life there are others who would willingly give up their's just to escape from their past. The world of those in pain are the darkest of all, filled with hatred, depression, passion. A world filled with false dreams is better than any with shattered ones. Anyone with a broken heart will tell you that it's the worst pain they've ever felt. Some think of suicide to escape the pain they have made in hopes they will seek salvation in their sacrifice. There is no easy way, no pain can be delt with by regular means. The suicide of a loved one will cause nothing but pain for those around them.Unfortunatly there is no way to explain what to feel or a picture to show of what we mean when we say that we have gone though such pain.

I Kyle Jon Kinsinger am not capable of explaining such thoughts on something so meaningful. All I can do is try and help those around me in hopes of finding my own salvation once again.