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Recently, I got yet another confession. As one should if they are not interested, I politely gave a rejection. I did not ghost him, I did not give him the runaround, I simply responded with my reply. As a result, we are still friends. See how that works?

This makes my fourth confession that I've received in my life. I really don't see what guys see in me, but I do think it's telling that 3/4ths of them didn't know me very well. As in, I sat next to them in class or something. I guess losing weight has made me more attractive...? I don't talk to anyone, so I'm guessing that's why they liked me.

All this hubbub about me dating made me think about what makes me attracted to a guy. So, I drew Mr. Al cosplaying as my past waifus. You can kinda see they all have something in common... yeah, I like Asian guys. Haha. Apparently, they're the least desired in terms of ethnicity for females. All I ever hear is "uuhhhh muh small pp, muh short height, muh neoteny" as to why a girl won't date an Asian guy. Who cares. I am formally requesting my tan, dark haired, athletic and outgoing Asian state mandated boyfriend to be shipped to me two years from now, thank you.

Ryoma Nagare: From Shin Getter Robo. There is next to no content of him anywhere, because all Getter fans are men. So I've had to draw him myself, hundreds of times. You can even see him in my gallery here. Why I liked him: he has killer legs. I want my head on his lap. But also, he has a rough looking exterior, but he's really very kind. I love the contrast. Also, he has the perfect amount of musculature. Of all these guys, he was my waifu for the longest. The only reason I stopped simping was because I fell in love with a real """"man"""" (not even worthy of that gender) so I gave up on fantasy stuff. To me, he's a remnant of simpler times, where I'd stay up all night drawing really bad doujins. No, you can't read them.

Shintaro Kisaragi: From Kagerou Project. Shintaro was actually my first waifu. I liked his strange and haggard appearance, along with his love for technology. I even have a dakimakura (body pillow) of him. But as I got older, my tastes drifted to muscular guys, so he became more of a friend that I sleep next to. Shoutout to AnimeDakimakuraPillow, I've had him for over 8 years and he's still in great condition. Two way tricot gang gang.

Nube: From Jigoku Sensei Nube. Of all of the waifus, he's the oldest. I had a phase where I wanted to date a teacher for some reason, and I watched his show around that time. I am still extremely salty that he got with Yukime instead of Ritsuko sensei. Smh.

Ryoma Sakamoto: From Bakamatsu Rock. Hey, it's another Ryoma. I played his game on the PS Vita and really loved the songs. The song "What's This?" especially, is great. I still listen to them. I watched the anime version recently to understand the story (as the game was only in Japanese) and woah... manservice everywhere. I cannot believe that he doesn't wear pants. So many leg shots... well, anyway, I like his ATSUI RED HOT BURNNING passion, and the fact that he's a rocker (epic), and that he was type A enough to grind and make fans wherever he went. It was super funny to see him sing everywhere, and people telling him to shut up. It reminded me of what I'm going through now. Trying to get fame as a creative person is incredibly difficult. Also, I'm a sucker for traditional Japanese clothes. I bought a ton of merch after watching it...

Mr. Al: My own character. I designed him to be the most attractive man I could think of. I really don't think anyone like him exists, so I draw him to cope. Many such cases. What's great about Mr. Al is that he's my own property, so I don't have to worry about lore or in-universe things like the other characters. Hence why the Jane comics are all over the place.

I don't think I'm going to date anyone anytime soon. Maybe after I move to another state. But until then, I'm just focusing on my game. Just the thought of dating stresses me out and gives me a headache. No, thank you!

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Recently, I got yet another confession. As one should if they are not interested, I politely gave a rejection. I did not ghost him, I did not give him the runaround, I simply responded with my reply. As a result, we are still friends. See how that works?

This makes my fourth confession that I've received in my life. I really don't see what guys see in me, but I do think it's telling that 3/4ths of them didn't know me very well. As in, I sat next to them in class or something. I guess losing weight has made me more attractive...? I don't talk to anyone, so I'm guessing that's why they liked me.

All this hubbub about me dating made me think about what makes me attracted to a guy. So, I drew Mr. Al cosplaying as my past waifus. You can kinda see they all have something in common... yeah, I like Asian guys. Haha. Apparently, they're the least desired in terms of ethnicity for females. All I ever hear is "uuhhhh muh small pp, muh short height, muh neoteny" as to why a girl won't date an Asian guy. Who cares. I am formally requesting my tan, dark haired, athletic and outgoing Asian state mandated boyfriend to be shipped to me two years from now, thank you.

Ryoma Nagare: From Shin Getter Robo. There is next to no content of him anywhere, because all Getter fans are men. So I've had to draw him myself, hundreds of times. You can even see him in my gallery here. Why I liked him: he has killer legs. I want my head on his lap. But also, he has a rough looking exterior, but he's really very kind. I love the contrast. Also, he has the perfect amount of musculature. Of all these guys, he was my waifu for the longest. The only reason I stopped simping was because I fell in love with a real """"man"""" (not even worthy of that gender) so I gave up on fantasy stuff. To me, he's a remnant of simpler times, where I'd stay up all night drawing really bad doujins. No, you can't read them.

Shintaro Kisaragi: From Kagerou Project. Shintaro was actually my first waifu. I liked his strange and haggard appearance, along with his love for technology. I even have a dakimakura (body pillow) of him. But as I got older, my tastes drifted to muscular guys, so he became more of a friend that I sleep next to. Shoutout to AnimeDakimakuraPillow, I've had him for over 8 years and he's still in great condition. Two way tricot gang gang.

Nube: From Jigoku Sensei Nube. Of all of the waifus, he's the oldest. I had a phase where I wanted to date a teacher for some reason, and I watched his show around that time. I am still extremely salty that he got with Yukime instead of Ritsuko sensei. Smh.

Ryoma Sakamoto: From Bakamatsu Rock. Hey, it's another Ryoma. I played his game on the PS Vita and really loved the songs. The song "What's This?" especially, is great. I still listen to them. I watched the anime version recently to understand the story (as the game was only in Japanese) and woah... manservice everywhere. I cannot believe that he doesn't wear pants. So many leg shots... well, anyway, I like his ATSUI RED HOT BURNNING passion, and the fact that he's a rocker (epic), and that he was type A enough to grind and make fans wherever he went. It was super funny to see him sing everywhere, and people telling him to shut up. It reminded me of what I'm going through now. Trying to get fame as a creative person is incredibly difficult. Also, I'm a sucker for traditional Japanese clothes. I bought a ton of merch after watching it...

Mr. Al: My own character. I designed him to be the most attractive man I could think of. I really don't think anyone like him exists, so I draw him to cope. Many such cases. What's great about Mr. Al is that he's my own property, so I don't have to worry about lore or in-universe things like the other characters. Hence why the Jane comics are all over the place.

I don't think I'm going to date anyone anytime soon. Maybe after I move to another state. But until then, I'm just focusing on my game. Just the thought of dating stresses me out and gives me a headache. No, thank you!