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hell46 — Hesitation by-nd
Published: 2009-07-04 12:28:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 265; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 4
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Description I hesitate and I sign myself on the cover of a book, looking anxiously through it.
The paper on my desk remains white as it was 2 days ago when I put it there.
I get up, and walk away, but after a time I find myself hovering above the paper again.
Day and night, night and day, I don't move, just sit in front of it; I consider myself insane already.
A week passes, and the paper is still white like the day it was created.
I go outside, I walk back in, a vase of poppies on my desk. They remind me
Of the promise that I had once made to you. The hesitation goes away,
Slowly, as more days pass, leaving me with nothing - just silence without ideas.
I ponder on what our relationship is, if we even are mere acquaintances.
I don't know, I can't find out. Do we even have a relationship?
Our situation is most fragile indeed, but it's most beautiful as well.
With these thoughts inside my head, I place myself in front of the desk.
I take a pen in hand, and with a smile, I write "Dear"...."friend,".
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Comments: 12

Dionneke [2009-08-13 14:14:23 +0000 UTC]

Lovely

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hell46 In reply to Dionneke [2009-08-13 15:14:44 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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Dionneke In reply to hell46 [2009-08-13 20:36:43 +0000 UTC]

I guess starting is the worst problem in some cases

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hell46 In reply to Dionneke [2009-08-16 18:56:35 +0000 UTC]

true....so very true!

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Dionneke In reply to hell46 [2009-08-17 13:06:32 +0000 UTC]

Not only in writing

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hell46 In reply to Dionneke [2009-08-17 13:31:06 +0000 UTC]

yep

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Dionneke In reply to hell46 [2009-08-17 13:50:02 +0000 UTC]

Still, the best way is just to start right away. I've learned to do this and after you're done it feels great. You're done with it

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hell46 In reply to Dionneke [2009-08-17 13:53:17 +0000 UTC]

agreed

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Dionneke In reply to hell46 [2009-08-17 14:21:54 +0000 UTC]

OK

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XliveXlearnX [2009-07-04 23:03:36 +0000 UTC]

Right up my alley!
Instant fav

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hell46 In reply to XliveXlearnX [2009-07-05 06:19:07 +0000 UTC]

thanks a lot

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XliveXlearnX In reply to hell46 [2009-07-05 21:39:18 +0000 UTC]

For sure

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