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It would be so much easier sometimes
To just fall over and die
Than to live
I'm here only for your sake
Because though I wish to just sleep forever
You said you need me awake
So everything I do
From breathing to school
Is for you
To try to prove that I'm good enough
But it seems my efforts are invain
For I cannot even muster the courage
To tell you these words
That are eating me away
Driving me insane
This inability to tell you
The one thing in the world I truely need to
Is the cause of my tears
Yet I'm still holding it in
Because I fear what it may do to our friendship
Before I met you
The other little five-year-olds mocked me out
And though we were to young to know at the time
You saved me
And you still do
Everyday
So why do I have this fear
Because I can't live without you here

Description
It would be so much easier sometimes
To just fall over and die
Than to live
I'm here only for your sake
Because though I wish to just sleep forever
You said you need me awake
So everything I do
From breathing to school
Is for you
To try to prove that I'm good enough
But it seems my efforts are invain
For I cannot even muster the courage
To tell you these words
That are eating me away
Driving me insane
This inability to tell you
The one thing in the world I truely need to
Is the cause of my tears
Yet I'm still holding it in
Because I fear what it may do to our friendship
Before I met you
The other little five-year-olds mocked me out
And though we were to young to know at the time
You saved me
And you still do
Everyday
So why do I have this fear
Because I can't live without you here