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Published: 2004-09-18 00:34:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 128; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Description --Love isn't fairy tale.
--Love isn't perfect,
--Love doesn't need to be tested to be true.
--Love is simply me and you.

This is my fairy tale. I am the fairy princess, trapped in a cruel world, suffering from day to day. I was tied and bound and taken from the one I love. He is the only one to realize I am a delicate princess, and need to be treated as such.
Now his presence, along with everyone else's, is gone. BAM, his protective shield and I am left broken and alone. In a world where no one bothers to speak my name. I am hollow with empty hands, cold eyes, a hungry soul. A soul starving for comfort and warmth.

--Help me;
Can't you hear me?

My soul just exploded. All that remains inside here are memories of what used to be. I wonder how to escape; as you say I can't, I know I cannot.
Not since I left the place where I belong. My boyfriend remains there. Friends too.
We were always laughing.
Now who's laughing? Not me, not anymore. I left that place.
My insides burn as if I have swallowed evil poison. No; this is much worse. This is tearing and eating away at my very heart and soul without mercy.

--I gave you my troubles;
You gave me an imagination,
Along with love and inspiration.
Can you feel it?
--You are all by yourself,
Although we're never really alone.

These tears flow freely down my proud face. But they are not a sign of sick weakness; they are instead a symbol of the strength of my love.
It was beautiful while it lasted. A short time of pleasure ends with the slice of forever pain. Once upon a time...I would whisper to you. Now I scream to you-wanting to turn back, because I can't turn away.
I remember then I lost sense of what was right.
There is no chance of going to before, as I am forsaken I fall to the ground.
And there I lie...and there I wait.

--I am lost; confused...
--Not that it matters;
--As you know, my soul exploded.
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Comments: 7

Sard2 [2004-09-19 18:43:57 +0000 UTC]

There is little I can say except, I understand you

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hellishfluff In reply to Sard2 [2004-09-19 21:20:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you..
It is good to have those that understand; even though it does mean you have had similar hardships, it also means we have both managed to somehow find strength and pull through.

And we also both have someone to talk to! yay ^^
.:Stefany:.

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Sard2 In reply to hellishfluff [2004-09-20 20:49:39 +0000 UTC]

Jarr

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JackLeaf [2004-09-18 15:19:44 +0000 UTC]

Well... that's a good explanation of your emotions. Rather good job actually.

And don't fall too deep in depression!

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hellishfluff In reply to JackLeaf [2004-09-19 02:35:07 +0000 UTC]

Oh, thank you.
I'm not depressed; just...nostalgic I guess. wooo

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Supy [2004-09-18 01:07:00 +0000 UTC]

We were always laughing.
Now who's laughing? Not me, not anymore. I left that place.
My insides burn as if I have swallowed evil poison. No; this is much worse. This is tearing and eating away at my very heart and soul without mercy
i love that line!
A short time of pleasure ends with the slice of forever pain. Once upon a time...I would whisper to you. Now I scream to you-wanting to turn back, because I can't turn away.
THAT ONE TOO
this was really cool.

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hellishfluff In reply to Supy [2004-09-18 01:09:42 +0000 UTC]

Heh.. thanks! ^^ You're such a good commenter Supy.
Yay I'm glad you liked it!

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