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Hi Josh.I dreamed about you last night.... you held me as I cried and I was crying because I knew that what was happening was impossible. But then I started to believe in the moment until I convinced myself it was true. I was with you once more... I think it was so believable because you're that generous and loving that I dreamed you wuold give up Heaven, for now, for my sake. I knew all was fine now and I was safe again.... I don't want you to be so far away watching from an infinite distance.
I wish you weren't now owned; you should be free as you always were, only bound to this Earth. I am so completely changed.... even my reason for tasting and being consumed by the rain is different. Now I see the moments I spend in the rain as my time closest to you, like somehow you have touched the same moisture which falls onto me and a small part of your essence returns.
FOUR MONTHS WITHOUT YOU. WHY DOES IT SEEM LIKE FOREVER?
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Comments: 19
VML In reply to hellishfluff [2005-02-03 18:32:12 +0000 UTC]
hehe, I guess you can't get enough of them! GROUP HUG!!!!!! *VML and a bunch of people we don't know hugs Stefany*
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Sard2 [2005-01-25 08:04:23 +0000 UTC]
You are right, it feels like it was more than 4 months ago you told me about Josh...
Regardless... bearhug!
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Dragontmr511 [2005-01-25 04:04:46 +0000 UTC]
ahh steff, *hug* miss ya, i feel bad, all this bad stuff is happening in our litttle group of freinds, i leave for one year and you guys all fall apart..jeez..hehe......well..*hug* say hi to everyone for me, and who is oyur new boy firend, i have seen his page, looks like a nice guy ^^ good for you!
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hellishfluff In reply to Dragontmr511 [2005-01-25 22:19:32 +0000 UTC]
Yeah... *hugs* Thanks.... I suppose..
And yes, my boyfriend is brilliant beyond all reason. For me, at least. Ah...yes.
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AuraSilverfox [2005-01-25 02:59:02 +0000 UTC]
Not sure what to say to this. I can't pretend to understand... but this is beautiful.
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earthape1987 [2005-01-25 00:58:13 +0000 UTC]
wow this hit me hard....... im crying right now. wow.... i give you big big hug
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hellishfluff In reply to earthape1987 [2005-01-25 01:01:14 +0000 UTC]
Aww Jason.... thank you.
Why are you never ever on AIM anymores? I misses you..
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earthape1987 In reply to hellishfluff [2005-01-25 01:11:58 +0000 UTC]
i dont know i dont like aim that much anymore, and i dont have much time either, phones are quicker and more efficient. and your very welcome. lol
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Sirosis [2005-01-24 23:25:20 +0000 UTC]
awwww my sugarfairy....I promise I'll make your life happy again...I swear. You poor thing I LOVE you.....I'll do my damndest to make sure you have a happy life. God I love you dear.
As for you piccy....I like the dirt patches....and you really lookl ike your seeping right there hehe my cute baby. ...wow...i really wish I had my pens to finish your drawing now
... oh well you'll see it finished soon enuf honey.
I love you and I always did and i always will.
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hellishfluff In reply to Sirosis [2005-01-24 23:34:26 +0000 UTC]
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I love you too.... please stay alive..
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Sirosis In reply to hellishfluff [2005-01-24 23:37:01 +0000 UTC]
Awww I will honey...I'm not going anywhere
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hellishfluff In reply to TormentednLost [2005-01-24 23:30:49 +0000 UTC]
Thanks... I'm really grateful to have support like I do.. you included.
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