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Published: 2019-12-25 18:30:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 155; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 0
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Description Hey, sorry about being inactive again.
To be honest im not a big fan of speaking this stuff on public, but i guess its time to just drop this here cuz im not sure if im gonna last too long.
im really depressed and with a huge suicidal urge
like nothing bad happened lately, im just feeling empty, stuff i used to love are starting to feel blank
i just feeling really tired
this isnt a goodbye letter, im not killing myself
but im afraid i might do it soon, cuz im weak

im really sorry for making you read this and get worried, i hate making people worried but i really need to be honest about my situation to you that watches my art

also im really really sorry for bringing this up on chirstmas day, but yeah, hope you had a great christmas and a happy new year

(i forgot to add that im with a massive artblock)
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Comments: 5

Megomelas [2019-12-27 05:34:06 +0000 UTC]

Take all the time you need! I'm always here to talk if you need someone to listen.Β Β 

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hellnu In reply to Megomelas [2020-01-02 18:25:21 +0000 UTC]

aa bless u and your kind words ;w;

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CozyKomala [2019-12-25 19:44:56 +0000 UTC]

I feel you, friend. It’s been hard trying to be happy over the past few weeks. Feel free to send me a message if you wanna talk.Β 

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hellnu In reply to CozyKomala [2020-01-02 18:24:28 +0000 UTC]

yeah, bless u a lot
gonna send a note soon, but tbh im pretty awkward to start a conversation lol

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CozyKomala In reply to hellnu [2020-01-02 19:29:27 +0000 UTC]

Take your time. If you wanna go thru twitter instead, that’s fine too.Β 

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