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I don't usually get angered easily.
But when I do get angry, I suddenly out-burst at the person who causes the anger. (When it comes to a certain event or thing that angers me, there's nothing to yell at though so thats the few exceptions)
People don't usually see me angry, so most get surprised at my seriousness.
While some others make fun of it just to piss me off more.

I manage to keep calm when others can't. I laugh during their terrible situations, trying to lighten the mood and tell them how silly the thing they're pissed off about is and it doesn't deserve they're patience or what-not.

But there comes a time where I get stressed out and things just get worse throughout the week.

Usually this thing starts off small, but then I find I just carry that anger with me throughout the next few weeks.
Until something finally splashes out that fire in my chest.

As someone who is usually calm and not used to anger, I notice the drastic change in emotion.

I had an issue with my youtube account the other day, and I go through about 20 minutes of worthless crap and I accidentally do all this other stuff I didn't need to do and I accidentally created a new account on some other website I didn't need nor would I ever used and you can't delete those accounts even though it wouldn't matter either way or whatever (I solved it in the end) but it was a total 30 minutes waste of my life.
I got super pissed. Especially since I wanted to go to bed (this was like... 1 and night and I got super paranoid about it and I don't want to go into major detail since it doesn't matter anymore)
I got the same amount of sleep as I would any other day of summer... so sleep doesn't have to do with my anger, but sometimes that CAN be the factor.

then today... lets say certain children pissed me off and started messing around with my things.
Though I would usually tell them to stop and leave me alone like a serious adult, I glared at them and start getting pissed off.

I wondered why. Though things were fixed and left alone, I still held on to that fire despite the situation dying down.

Anger is the most dangerous emotion there is.

Its just as hot and hard to put out like a forest fire.
And it can spread.
If you rash out your anger toward other people, you ruin their day and they get angry too.

Anger is an emotion that sticks with you.
All the stress and negativity add to it.

Now, just thinking about people and school piss me off even if its still 5 days off.

And its not hormonal stuff either. This is just anger.

We've all had that time every 3 to 5 months where we're under a ton of stress from school or something and you have a small break down either with anger, sadness, or depression.
I know everyone's experienced it at least once.

Anger is dangerous.
Its right next to love.
Love is dangerous too.

They're dangerous because they're both the most strongest emotions there are.
Either positive or negative, either way, they can be dangerous.

I can keep my anger in check and calm down after a while, because I keep my emotions under control because I know what its like when there's a person who can't control their emotions. It causes nothing but chaos and confusion and nothing gets understood.

But there are people whose angry emotions get out of control and they get physical.

So when someone is angry, don't make fun of them.
And don't tell them to "calm down".
Just stare at them as if you're listening, and if they don't look like they'll hurt you lightly pat them on the shoulder or hug them and rock them back and forth.
At least thats what I know from my experiences.

~~
Just a little something I thought I'd share.
I don't like it when I get angry. Because then I suddenly get angry for the littlest reasons later on.
It sticks to you like fire, its scary.
I've noticed this with other people too.... they get incredibly upset at tiny things and you start thinking they're insane...
keep away from anger guys.. its bad news.

Anger is one of the reasons and situations of how I invented my seedrian other 'Ereiki'.
I imagined her for a demon that feeds off my anger and depression.
She's a demon that feeds off that emotion and whispers seductive things that let you down and make you loathe yourself and loose confidence so she can keep feeding, yet at the same time she cares for you because she loves your emotion...
its like a messed up relationship I've created with her and Heather, but I like the concept.
You have someone there who will listen, but its also someone who wants to hear MORE even after you're done talking.

Description
I don't usually get angered easily.
But when I do get angry, I suddenly out-burst at the person who causes the anger. (When it comes to a certain event or thing that angers me, there's nothing to yell at though so thats the few exceptions)
People don't usually see me angry, so most get surprised at my seriousness.
While some others make fun of it just to piss me off more.

I manage to keep calm when others can't. I laugh during their terrible situations, trying to lighten the mood and tell them how silly the thing they're pissed off about is and it doesn't deserve they're patience or what-not.

But there comes a time where I get stressed out and things just get worse throughout the week.

Usually this thing starts off small, but then I find I just carry that anger with me throughout the next few weeks.
Until something finally splashes out that fire in my chest.

As someone who is usually calm and not used to anger, I notice the drastic change in emotion.

I had an issue with my youtube account the other day, and I go through about 20 minutes of worthless crap and I accidentally do all this other stuff I didn't need to do and I accidentally created a new account on some other website I didn't need nor would I ever used and you can't delete those accounts even though it wouldn't matter either way or whatever (I solved it in the end) but it was a total 30 minutes waste of my life.
I got super pissed. Especially since I wanted to go to bed (this was like... 1 and night and I got super paranoid about it and I don't want to go into major detail since it doesn't matter anymore)
I got the same amount of sleep as I would any other day of summer... so sleep doesn't have to do with my anger, but sometimes that CAN be the factor.

then today... lets say certain children pissed me off and started messing around with my things.
Though I would usually tell them to stop and leave me alone like a serious adult, I glared at them and start getting pissed off.

I wondered why. Though things were fixed and left alone, I still held on to that fire despite the situation dying down.

Anger is the most dangerous emotion there is.

Its just as hot and hard to put out like a forest fire.
And it can spread.
If you rash out your anger toward other people, you ruin their day and they get angry too.

Anger is an emotion that sticks with you.
All the stress and negativity add to it.

Now, just thinking about people and school piss me off even if its still 5 days off.

And its not hormonal stuff either. This is just anger.

We've all had that time every 3 to 5 months where we're under a ton of stress from school or something and you have a small break down either with anger, sadness, or depression.
I know everyone's experienced it at least once.

Anger is dangerous.
Its right next to love.
Love is dangerous too.

They're dangerous because they're both the most strongest emotions there are.
Either positive or negative, either way, they can be dangerous.

I can keep my anger in check and calm down after a while, because I keep my emotions under control because I know what its like when there's a person who can't control their emotions. It causes nothing but chaos and confusion and nothing gets understood.

But there are people whose angry emotions get out of control and they get physical.

So when someone is angry, don't make fun of them.
And don't tell them to "calm down".
Just stare at them as if you're listening, and if they don't look like they'll hurt you lightly pat them on the shoulder or hug them and rock them back and forth.
At least thats what I know from my experiences.

~~
Just a little something I thought I'd share.
I don't like it when I get angry. Because then I suddenly get angry for the littlest reasons later on.
It sticks to you like fire, its scary.
I've noticed this with other people too.... they get incredibly upset at tiny things and you start thinking they're insane...
keep away from anger guys.. its bad news.

Anger is one of the reasons and situations of how I invented my seedrian other 'Ereiki'.
I imagined her for a demon that feeds off my anger and depression.
She's a demon that feeds off that emotion and whispers seductive things that let you down and make you loathe yourself and loose confidence so she can keep feeding, yet at the same time she cares for you because she loves your emotion...
its like a messed up relationship I've created with her and Heather, but I like the concept.
You have someone there who will listen, but its also someone who wants to hear MORE even after you're done talking.