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Published: 2018-04-21 04:09:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 602; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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I need to learn how to make myself seem hollow and that I've no emotions. Being driven into a corner with all your fears surrounding you is no fun. Especially when your biggest fear is yourself and what you're capable of doing to someone.
I've hurt someone emotionally. I'm that someone. I hate being alone and having to have constant attention so that I'm not thinking of... depressing stuff..?
I want to feel loved, but I know I'll keep getting toyed around with. I'm so desperate for it, I feel like I'm just finding the closest friends in person and trying to force myself to like them so that maybe I have a chance. But now it seems like I'm the one using people... if that's true.
Shit, well, gotta blast..!
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Honestly since you left us both we are now getting distant from each other. I'm trying to numb myself as fast as I can so I don't feel as much pain to anything major. But with numbness comes coldness.
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I hate the idea that I had to move and it pains me to think about it. It was for the best though. It was so my father wouldn't be as toxic as he is, so my mother could meet new people, and so that we could have new experiences. I do wish that we could be as close as we were before though.
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yea. but since then times has changed and it's good for you to have new experiences.
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