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I’ve tried to purge my mistakes with fire
And drain myself of hate.
I can’t be strong much longer
I’m afraid I might break….
Surrounded by friends but so alone
I look all around but can’t find a home
Cuz if home is where you’re heart is
Then home is with you.
Always wanting it to end
But to afraid to try
Am I really sad enough?
To make myself die?
No, I’m not a coward
But I’m not brave
I’m in the middle
It’s always the same
The scars on my arms
Don’t help me at all
“Did they ever?”
“No”
“I thought they did”
Well you thought wrong
That’s it isn’t it?
Always wrong
At least to them
But I don’t think they know me.
No one does, not really
I wish I wasn’t this way.
But I am
And that’s that.
Never gonna change,I’ll always be this way ,Misunderstood, But still afraid to let go.