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Published: 2005-01-09 21:34:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 2088; Favourites: 43; Downloads: 172
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I think the image speaks for itself.Or as I should say, screams for itself.
Look attentively, full view or whatever... lots of details or things you might see, shapes, that you would thought you had dreamt.
I've just finished it. And discovered it was 3 centimeters too big for my scanner. Damn.
The photograph sucks, and the cropping has just diminished the whole damn thing. So I may edit it later with a better photo.
For a moment I hated this picture. Just like I have hated all the paintings I've done. Because it's so far away to what I wante dto do, and even worse, so much worse than it was at one point of it... before I decided not to put the final point there... The "mouth" was way better before, the colors and shapes were way better before...
I had to prevent myself from ripping it off...
I'm totally fucked up...
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this is very cool!
i know exactly what you mean by saying "you hate this one and all of your other paintings, because they are far away from what you wanted to do". i feel the same way about my own stuff.
though no one of us can look inside your head and see the vision you had, we see an impressive and expressive painting - and like it. so forget about the "struggle within" for a minute and enjoy the appreciation
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i always struggle when painting, trying to know when to stop, or whether to make a little change or addtion/ alteration or not.. knowing i don't have a ctrl-Z ... Sometimes i really get angry at what it is becoming or a bad choice i made or not knowing anymore what i wanted it to look like, or express.. getting lost in the process.
I guess i was still angry when i submitted that picture.. Now i have forgotten about being frustrated at this one .. I'm too frustrated about recent works to take care 
anyway thanks for the great comment ^^ .. it's very, very appreciated.
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still i am kinda.... "surprised" to read that someone has so similar thoughts 
your "ctrl-z"-picture really nails it. would be so cool to go back a few steps if you see yourself ruining the canvas
but on the other hand... that's the adventure!
don't procrastinate!
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aahaha i cannot not procrastinate. Even if I actually do things i always have to postpone some because my lifetime is far too short for all i want to do...
and well, I guess it's something painters often feel, meaning, traditionnal painters... Digital is so relieving for some things (including the cancel and diverse version options), and this is why i got a tablet in order to try.. but studies are getting too much time on me :S ..
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Wow, this is really beautiful and disturbing. The scratchy lines are perfect for the subject, and the background works really well too... can I hang this on my wall?
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haha well yes you can, if i ever think of putting it in prints... I can make low prices
but you'll have nightmares O_o
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Wow! this is really cool.. love it..
It reminds me of edvard munchs The scream, but then focused on the being who screams!
Cool work
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yes, it's true, I was reminded of munch afterward ... I guess the same kind of feeling leads somehow to the same kind of representations sometimes, as they are strong haunting images, and emotions.
thank you much
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[ok, let's be the 63rd even if i don't comment widely commented deviations]
i like it. the photography may have spoilt something (is the bright thingy on the left part of the painting) but it's fine anyway... nice concept, creepy, yeah.
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eheh i don't know if this deviation was so widely commented .. it's just that as i answer nearly every comment and soemtimes gets answer to them, it doubles or triple the number of actual comments, heh.
yes indeed, the lighter thing on the left is a reflection, and is not a part of the painting.. I should get some kind of mate filter to put against my window when i photograph the paintigs, or somehting like this. Tshh, it's such a pain in the ...
but thank you
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i think i never put a painting like this in my house.. but it is greatttttttttttttttttttttttt
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Thank you very much 
and about not putting it on your wall... haha I'm generally making paintings that have something a little bit disturbing, may it be plain horror or just an insisting look. Oh fortunately, I also make some pretty ones... for the case I'd like to sell some ..
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i must say this is quite good. it looks like this person is in much pain and hes looking for an escape, but he cant find one. and i looked moderatley hard to find some shapes. i saw what looked like hands reaching out for this person. maybe pushing him down into a spiral of deppression or reaching for him to help well thats just my two cents
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hehe
in fact now I'm not sure to remember what were these shapes.. i should look at the original, it's much clearer... I think there is a kind of a shadow of someone besides, and like black bird flying above, but i'm not sure.. dman, where are we going if I'm not sure myself .. But I guess that what you saw is also to be seen then 
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when you get teh originla please do tell me. that piece is quite intriging. i did one similar almost but havent gotten around to posting it.
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well, the photo Imade of it is just a little crappy, but that's close to the original ...
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That is sooooooo frickin' cool. 
Yeah, I can play 13.... but I can only remember about 3 
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what are they ?
I'd love to play drums...and piano... and in a minor way I'd like to know to play some instruments like bass, ethnical drums, violin ... etc
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Um.... lemme think. Well, okay, right now I play drums and geetar and a teeeeny bit of self taught piano and bass... I used to play violin and the recorder in primary school (mind you, who DIDN'T play recorder?!) um... trombone until a few months ago... I tried clarinet but didn't like it after a while. Too complicated.
I can't remember the others. Probably really simple things like xylophone
Ta da!
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It's like... hmmm... it's like a rubbishy beginner version of the clarinet, but instead of lil' buttons to press down to change the note, you cover up holes... kinda like a flute tilted to point down at the floor instead of to the side... hard to explain.
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ahh yeah yeah I see
It sounds horribles those things
here we call them just flute ... "beak" flute
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Aaaah, okay. See! Flute thing. 
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ahaha triangle !
we bought one for our drummer's birthday. He was all happy
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heheeee See!! The simple things rock the most.
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I'd like to play cymbals
or gong
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ahh ... how I wish I could play drums
but I'm so low on energy in general.. it would be crap
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LOL There are some songs that require no energy at all... play them half asleep 
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heheh
I'd like to play drums to play those kinds of crazy songs.. System of a down's one seems great to play...
Our drummer is like a second Dave Grohl... stick or the drum will break in the end ehehe
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LOL I've broken my sticks on many an occaison... we did a lil' mini performance in front of out Deputy Head, and the tip of the stick flew off and hit me in the eye... :S
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some rehearsals earlier, he broke one stick.. I kept the end of it as a trophee !
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heheheeee I'm gonna give all the bits of my broken drumstick to people who want to remember me from my drumming when I leave school... I'm always on the drum kit, and I want those who I deafened to have a momento.
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This is very awesome. It's dark and full of blood red (my fave colour). It reminds me of when I completely freaked out am started breaking stuff... Fun. Reminds me of saladfingers slightly!
Looks like a fave to me...
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eheh thank you very much
It's effectively some ... freakingout scene. And I can tell about it. Except I don't break things. I'm too materialistic for that I guess
yeah, I know about saladfingers.. scary creepy man... Some says it looks like gollum, and I haev some referneces as it as an alien. But well...
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I keep trying to get a background effect like that in my art but I can't because i'm retarded. Or it might just be that I'm too cheap to buy art supplies (cos i'm a bum student) so I use fireworks/photoshop/psp/paint! One day my art will be as much awesomeness...
It looks a bit like KoRn cover art too.... *stares*
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well, this background .. I was pretty happy of it.. I do'nt know how I got something like this.. just time and time and trying and putting paint above paitn... bah
korn cover's art ? yay !
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Cos Korn are the best. Am sitting here with meh geetar *plays lies*. U can tell am bored ahahahaah all I do is DA and procrastinate...
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I'd like to.. My guitar is in the other room and I don't like playing in this one... uncomfortable chair, people passing in my back.. I want a laptop !
and well.. gotta get the job done. always...
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I love this pic, great drawing, great colouring, just great
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thank you very much
and thanks for the fav.. I just had 4 fav at the time. It's a shock. i'm not used to this
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ehehe
funny thing is that everybody fave this precise painting. the gap between this and the otehrs is impressing
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I love it!
It's beautiful.
I once draw something that reminds a bit of that in my journal...
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mhh thanks
in your journal ? that's highly possible
It could be an incarnation of the angst .. we all feel at least once
and more for some..;
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Awsome. I like how the outer border is more black, as if hes being enclosed in the darkness. And I love how you have the eye peeking out. So much fear and uncertainty and timidness in the pose. Hes so cute though... i want to give him a big hug and tell him everything will be allright hehe... Realy great job, nice colors and damn cool details.
*leaves in a jealous rage*
-Tearstains
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hehehe thank you very much
I like comments that gives an idea of how people see my stuff.. I love that ehehe. I generally try to do it but I'm getting bored and frustrated and unimaginative... I hope I won't ever fall in the "wow" message syndrom *roll eyes*...
ehehehe I'm generally the one leaving in jealous rage, and I'm kind of sadisticly happy to switch roles for an instant ehehehe
But suddenly I remember that the fact I have no time for painting and else means that I'll waste the object of this jealousy anyway gives me my frustration back.
damn.
I think I'm really the one painted here... Too much closed into its own fingers in fear, and too much fixing its eyes to see something. I just don't have grey skin.
But I like hugs
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No need to thank me, but your welcome just the same.
You like hugs, eh? Well then bam! Consider your self hugged! hehe
-Tearstains
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am not very knowledgable about painting... my only measure is my feelings here... and i can feel this.... excellent work and expression... and choice of color
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