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Published: 2011-09-15 06:17:07 +0000 UTC; Views: 474; Favourites: 24; Downloads: 9
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just a vent..

somehow.
iv been reminded on how alone iv been my life..

it highly depresses me...

iv either been to shy.
to nervous ..
to annoyed..
to anything..

i dont have any memorys of ever having friends anymore..

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im lucky i have you bri... you dont know how much iv needed a friend like you in my life.
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Comments: 18

Shadoritos [2011-09-16 01:18:15 +0000 UTC]

so pretty! I love the ears to loof soft and fuzzy and I'll be your friend ;u;

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iHazelis In reply to Shadoritos [2011-09-16 01:33:59 +0000 UTC]

aww thanks sweet heart. <3 i need friends in AZ :c

-needs to get outa the house lol

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Shadoritos In reply to iHazelis [2011-09-16 02:00:07 +0000 UTC]

D'8 that's a little far from me

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iHazelis In reply to Shadoritos [2011-09-16 02:53:02 +0000 UTC]

im movin to Nevada when i can x: where u live?

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Shadoritos In reply to iHazelis [2011-09-16 02:53:46 +0000 UTC]

Ohiozzzz so far and cooold D8

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iHazelis In reply to Shadoritos [2011-09-16 03:00:13 +0000 UTC]

its better then the heat in arizona tbh..

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Shadoritos In reply to iHazelis [2011-09-16 03:42:35 +0000 UTC]

I could imagine

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Rott-Rott [2011-09-15 15:49:15 +0000 UTC]

this is beautiful. I adore this char <3 and if you want ill be your friend ; u ;

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iHazelis In reply to Rott-Rott [2011-09-15 19:43:08 +0000 UTC]

aww ;-; sophi would love to be your friend tew.


tis to bad no1 lives in Arizona tho ):

but when i move out im going to Nevada ^.^!

which is right next to Cali n lots of people live there o: ..

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Moriturii [2011-09-15 15:42:25 +0000 UTC]

if we'd live together we'd be friends C:

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iHazelis In reply to Moriturii [2011-09-15 19:40:38 +0000 UTC]

aww thats very kind of yew ;-; .

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Moriturii In reply to iHazelis [2011-09-15 20:36:43 +0000 UTC]

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darknature5000 [2011-09-15 06:57:53 +0000 UTC]

If your past controls you, your future is void.
We all have similar demons.

This is your starting point.

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iHazelis In reply to darknature5000 [2011-09-15 19:36:48 +0000 UTC]

my past has been getting me this past year..

n i think its just cause i never get out. n i dont have any rl friends to keep my mind off of it..

its hard to ignore it.

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darknature5000 In reply to iHazelis [2011-09-15 19:52:15 +0000 UTC]

Of course it is ~ it'll probably haunt you for life unless you learn to move foward. Friends are a luxury ~ most people I know are aquaintances. I only have few 'friends'. If you stress finding them, you'll never have the ones that truly matter.

My past sometimes gets me too. But I'm carving my path and moving to better, bigger things in the world. It's scary, difficult, and sometimes downright depressing.

But it's so much better than where I was.

I hope you find the strength to change what needs changing, and open up your world.

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iHazelis In reply to darknature5000 [2011-09-15 20:27:22 +0000 UTC]

for me. iv never had One friend in my life. never had a child hood. i just Turned 17 and i still have no friends At all. the only Close friend i have in my life iv never even met face to face yet.

n im also homeschooled which gives me 100% of my time to be Alone .

the only person i talk to is my mom but ever1 knows they want to talk to some1 that isnt Family ..

but. i do know i want to change my life around.. i want to get a job. i want to Build my online game.. i want to Build my own EarthShip house. i want to go to a Art School. i want to change alot of things. its hard in Arizona to get a job.. Really hard. iv tried fora while now n no1 is hiring ..

but i really want to move to Nevada so i need to save up $ but i need a job for that -sad face-

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darknature5000 In reply to iHazelis [2011-09-15 21:09:04 +0000 UTC]

Keep trying. Print out copies of your resume and go door to door if you have to.

17 is young. I'm 24. I didn't have a legit friend I know I could call on until I was 21. I played serious sports all throughout highschool, and was moved constantly because of redistricting and the building of new schools. My sport was my life, so I had no friends in highschool - I even had no friends on the team because I was so serious about my training.
I also homeschooled for three years, so I know how that's frustrating.

Sports, clubs, and jobs are your best outlet if you can't attend a public school. You just have to step outside your comfort zone.

Don't worry about it so much; just take one step at a time. There's plenty of future for you to make the changes you need, and where there's a will there's certainly a way.

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iHazelis In reply to darknature5000 [2011-09-15 22:02:50 +0000 UTC]

im already done with my school i needa GED then im going to go to a 3D/art Collage n that will be fun.

i used to play soccer when i was in school. i am Very short but i have leg power so i was good at kicking things Lol.
i used to tackle 5th graders in 2nd Grade LOL

your very Kind. and you sound like my mom LOL! -not ina bad way-
i thank you for taking your time to Sit and Chat with me n make me think more on the positive side.

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