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...Force them to phone call anyone, or answer any phone call.

And this just gets cringier as it continues. So, if there's some humanity inside of you, have mercy on me (or yourself) and put a quick end to the call, and my agony.

I sure try to avoid calls at any costs. This applies to anyone, even to the closest people... As long as it's possible, texting is my first option. It gives me the chance to think throughly what I'll say, perfecting it and sending my response in the most appropiate moment; in fact I like writing a lot! ^^ But, when nobody answers and I need info asap...

Phoning is different: I never really learned making calls and asking for info correctly, so I say many dumb things while talking. When people call me (when do people call you, loner?) I just can hope there are no awkward silences and the person will cut quickly. You know having actual conversations is not my strongest point, so it... it just makes me too anxious and uncomfortable I even get stomachaches; and the more I try to put things togheter and say something smart, the more nonsenses come off my tongue. :"0000000

I'm not trying to push back anyone who want -or need- to talk to me: just, please, please text if you can...

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I belong to myself, and art does too.~

Description
...Force them to phone call anyone, or answer any phone call.

And this just gets cringier as it continues. So, if there's some humanity inside of you, have mercy on me (or yourself) and put a quick end to the call, and my agony.

I sure try to avoid calls at any costs. This applies to anyone, even to the closest people... As long as it's possible, texting is my first option. It gives me the chance to think throughly what I'll say, perfecting it and sending my response in the most appropiate moment; in fact I like writing a lot! ^^ But, when nobody answers and I need info asap...

Phoning is different: I never really learned making calls and asking for info correctly, so I say many dumb things while talking. When people call me (when do people call you, loner?) I just can hope there are no awkward silences and the person will cut quickly. You know having actual conversations is not my strongest point, so it... it just makes me too anxious and uncomfortable I even get stomachaches; and the more I try to put things togheter and say something smart, the more nonsenses come off my tongue. :"0000000

I'm not trying to push back anyone who want -or need- to talk to me: just, please, please text if you can...

•••
I belong to myself, and art does too.~