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Blackappi In reply to ??? [2018-12-18 21:34:55 +0000 UTC]

Why the fuck are you talking to Blackappi? HMMMMMMM? she is my best friend. look on your own for somebody. Shut up and piss off. Serra

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 21:41:57 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I see. It is Serra?

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 21:48:25 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, Serra had her funny moments again. ^w^, 

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 21:49:34 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I see. As long as you are okay, friend. For a moment, I thought that you might have been attacked or something.

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 21:51:40 +0000 UTC]

Don´t worry, nothing happend. ^w^

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 21:55:01 +0000 UTC]

Then, you are safe, and Serra just wanted me to feel worried?

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 21:58:02 +0000 UTC]

Maybe? I think she just wanted to make a joke with you.

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 21:59:51 +0000 UTC]

I'm not sure what type of joke it is. She likes hurting people?

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 22:09:21 +0000 UTC]

No, she didn´t mean any harm.

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 22:12:16 +0000 UTC]

It's really difficult to see that. I am sure that she meant no harm to herself, but I am not sure about towards me...

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 22:19:15 +0000 UTC]

I´m sure she hadn´t any bad thoughts behind it. Maybe it´s just like this between girls... we just didn´t thought enought about how it could maybe hurt you...

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 22:21:16 +0000 UTC]

I guess it is difficult for people to guess how others might feel. It's my own fault because of my feelings, I guess. If I was the normal person they thought I was, maybe I would have just laughed it off.

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 22:23:23 +0000 UTC]

I caused this bad feeling, so it´s definitelly not your fault...

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 22:29:37 +0000 UTC]

No, it's not like that...

Recently, I started to think that I sort of love you. I spend so much time with you, these days. But, I am not obsessed with being your boyfriend or anything like that. I am perfectly happy if we can be friends forever.

But, when I saw your message, all of my feelings clashed at once. I guess in an instant I felt both excitement and panic, and then I saw it was all a joke.

If I never had feelings for you, then I think I would have laughed along with you at the joke like intended.

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 22:39:31 +0000 UTC]

Oh shit I´m sitting here crying in front of my Pc, Serra besides me and I just don´t know what to do...

I´m so sorry for sending you this messanges. I'm questioning my sexuality right now, I always thought that I was asexuall and now there are so many feelings inside of me.

I´m sorry I took so long to answer, there are so many questions I try to answer myself.

Please let me think a bit about it.

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 22:41:37 +0000 UTC]

Please take your time. I need a lot of time to think, too. I am sorry for making you question yourself like this...

We all need to take some time, I think...

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 22:46:32 +0000 UTC]

It is pretty late for me. I´ll think about it over night if it´s okay for you.

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 22:47:32 +0000 UTC]

That is perfectly fine. Please stay safe...

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Blackappi In reply to ImaginDevan [2018-12-18 22:50:12 +0000 UTC]

Thanks you too, good night.

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ImaginDevan In reply to Blackappi [2018-12-18 22:51:50 +0000 UTC]

Good night, friend,

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