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Published: 2015-07-06 22:22:43 +0000 UTC; Views: 294; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Pretty much just broken down with no idea why... Used to it but... At the moment seems like nobody gives two shits what happens to me... As long as they're happy themselves... Nobody would care what happened to me...I've been ill the past few days and... Today its gone from 'yeah I can sorta handle this, I always get ill, its no different from usual' to 'holy fucking shit im dying right now'... I'm not even joking... I'm pale as fuck (and that's saying something seen as I'm already nearly pure white anyway)... I can't breathe properly... I keep getting dizzy and I've passed out a few times today... Its just a lot worse than usual and it is extremely... Annoying... And crying and breaking down and having none there for me really doesn't fucking help...
I'm not saying that against you guys... I know you guys have my back... I've never met any of you but... You seem to have my back a lot more than anyone I know does at the moment... And that's usually how it is for me... Except the fact that... The people inmy life should be able to see when I'm feeling this down... When I'm feeling like this to not just throw me aside... And then act like they havnt just because theyre bored and want someone to talk to...
I don't mean to rant...
I'm sorry... I apologise...
You guys don't need me moaning at you...
But I think until I'm better... Not just physically but mentally as well, im gonna postpone things I've been working on... And that's saying a lot seen as I'm not one to give up work because of being ill...
But just everything mixed together is getting to me and... I just need a breather...
Hope you guys can understand...
Its... Very stressful being me...
Anyway... Night guys...
-Exza...
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Everyone is allowed to rant and it usually feels better afterwards, and get better soon 
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I hope you feel better soon friend, take as much time as you need to get betterΒ Β
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Thank you friend...
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Thank you, I'll try
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Hope you feel better, physically and mentally. I'm pretty sure they care but they don't show it... It kinda stinks when you have people like that, it's just they're not used to showing emotions. At least that's what I think.
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I wish i could help and give you hugs or whatever you are comfortable with! But take your time to get yourself okay, we can wait ^-^ and i know if you need any support or anything your watchers are there for you! I'm hoping things will be cool with you soon, but definitely take your time! ^-^
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