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IMustBeDeadUnredeemable

Published: 2016-02-11 03:06:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 5590; Favourites: 347; Downloads: 0
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There was a time when I felt wanted. When I saw the world as mine. When I looked into the future and saw the person I knew I was and wanted to be. I saw something I believed in, something I was happy to call my life

But now I am lost, I am a ghost to myself more then anyone else, I am an unredeemable soul, searching for itself again.

Prints avail here > www.imadrugdealer.com/storiesa…

Model: Annalee Belle Dunn  
MUA:  www.instagram.com/vannaaaaxo/

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Comments: 24

prettyflour [2016-09-30 21:51:51 +0000 UTC]

This has been featured in my journal.  

100,000100,000 pages views happened today.
I wanna celebrate with a kick ass feature.
A thank you to all you lovely artists who took a moment to check out my work.
I'm growing these flowers in my garden but mine don't look so pretty.


  chrisntheboat is back and posting beautiful, interesting images. 

A few pieces of prose- worth a read. Check em out.
  


Another stunning photograph by roblfc1892  THIS is an talented artist right here.


Some HP fan art because it's awesome.

A few poems- good ones, ones that really spoke to me.

A lovely drawing by an artists who rocks a really cool whimsical, ethereal feel in her work.  

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xXLightARTXx [2016-05-04 15:27:30 +0000 UTC]

Kinda creepy but excelent work !

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KingOfCreeps31 [2016-04-30 02:51:32 +0000 UTC]

I really like the expression. It reminds me of the Cheshire Cat from Alice Madness Returns.

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Timber7121 [2016-04-29 03:13:57 +0000 UTC]

Reminds me of a scary, deadly Chesire Cat from Alice's Adventures in Wonderland.
Lovely though. Absolutely lovely.

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Karionite35 [2016-04-28 22:30:23 +0000 UTC]

Wait... THIS IS PAINTED??? AMAZING!

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IMustBeDead In reply to Karionite35 [2016-04-28 22:30:55 +0000 UTC]

painted make up, photography though,

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Lolita-Artz [2016-04-28 19:09:38 +0000 UTC]

amazing!!

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SilverTox [2016-04-28 16:10:50 +0000 UTC]

Congratulations on the well deserved Daily Deviation!

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Lintu47 [2016-04-28 14:29:29 +0000 UTC]

Congrats on the DD!
Have a nice day!

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UltimateLazerbot [2016-04-28 14:16:00 +0000 UTC]

I don't know if this "

There was a time when I felt wanted. When I saw the world as mine. When I looked into the future and saw the person I knew I was and wanted to be. I saw something I believed in, something I was happy to call my life

But now I am lost, I am a ghost to myself more then anyone else, I am an unredeemable soul, searching for itself again."

is just for the picture or actually how you feel, but i wrote a little bit here.


Those conclusions you give yourself such as no redeeming yourself is something hopeless states make us believe, the tragedy speaks in volumes to our vulnerable state our wounded soul but it doesn't mean every word it speaks. Sometimes the hopeless find hope. the lost find a path. if your still looking for it, its not over until you stop and become content with being in the state your are in. you can be feeling hopeless like I have before in my life wanting to end it all, but you choose not to, you choose to defy it and keep moving. You find a reason to keep moving forward.

and this moment that got you lost will be a memory, something that gave you a lesson, that made you stronger as a person. And now you know better, your not afraid anymore and your not insecure about yourself.
That state can reach people if they can find it.
You can find yourself.

aside from the description this picture is amazing that despair in this picture, the women's ability to portray a troubled soul is beautiful. its artistically beautiful. I didn't meant to rant but i thought id add something positive to this post.

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IMustBeDead In reply to UltimateLazerbot [2016-04-28 16:14:22 +0000 UTC]

thanks for all the thoughts man, glad it moves you.

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UltimateLazerbot In reply to IMustBeDead [2016-04-28 22:47:54 +0000 UTC]

No problem, your descriptions gets people thinking, it got me thinking and that's pretty cool.

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rainbowfoxdragon [2016-04-28 10:49:26 +0000 UTC]

Congrazzles on the DD

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hankypanky68 [2016-04-28 07:38:09 +0000 UTC]

What? This shit is super cool!

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deesqware [2016-03-29 17:44:26 +0000 UTC]

Great, perfect....more, more I need more of this. I feel it , I like it .I feel like "Hesoka" when he wont to kill "Gon" or "Chrollo". Congratulations for this amazing work.

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IMustBeDead In reply to deesqware [2016-03-30 05:11:03 +0000 UTC]

sooooon just for you.

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Hansmar [2016-02-23 19:34:04 +0000 UTC]

Great work!

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delaverano [2016-02-11 17:49:29 +0000 UTC]

All can be solve with smile! Erm... this smile... I don't know?
Anyway... epic work!

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KokuraiOtaku96 [2016-02-11 12:51:20 +0000 UTC]

I feel you

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mnglXmplr [2016-02-11 08:12:50 +0000 UTC]

This reminds me a bit of a female MK- character.
Brilliant work!!!

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IMustBeDead In reply to mnglXmplr [2016-02-11 09:07:15 +0000 UTC]

like fucking sonya or katana or some shit?

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mnglXmplr In reply to IMustBeDead [2016-02-11 10:23:54 +0000 UTC]

yea..some crap like that.
But your pictures is way more interesting than some cosplay stuff.
I didn't mean to offend you.It just popped into my head-really appreciate your outstanding work

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IMustBeDead In reply to mnglXmplr [2016-02-11 12:18:07 +0000 UTC]

lol I love MK no worries

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mnglXmplr In reply to IMustBeDead [2016-02-11 15:08:56 +0000 UTC]

okaydoky...loved MK on the snes!

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