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Some people say that a person’s life can change in a matter of seconds. That can easily sound a bit extreme. A day seems much more reasonable, or a week or even a month. With this in mind, it is easy to accept the thought that someone could pick up the pieces of their life and move on over a course of seven years. This is just what Lady Lyn Harkeran did.

Published authoress and a wealthy distinguished woman of 25, Lyn was a woman who was happy. She was quite at peace with the world as well as the place in it which she had carved for herself.

Happiness. True happiness. 

It often seemed strange to the thoughtful woman how happiness had morphed from a rare exotic dish to a daily meal over the course of the last six or seven years. She had never in all her life been as familiar with such felicity as she was now. She could say, without reserve, that she was at peace.

Life still had its barbs, or course. But they all seemed trivial compared to the hardships she had endured in the past. Her bruised childhood, her fearsome dark triumph over her father, and her struggle to find her place in the world all seemed to make the severity of her daily trials fade. She had overcome her dark past and now walked confidently in the light.


One fine autumn day, when London was graced with crisp, cool breeze and a cobalt sky, Lady Lyn Harkeran familiarly found herself in a book shop, surrounded by the exquisite scent of leather, ink, binding glue, and parchment. She had just come from her weekly trip to the office of her editor and had decided to pay a visit to the inky world of novels.

Inhaling the woody smell of the leather bound book in her hand, Lyn felt any tension she might’ve been holding inside her loosen as though they had been massaged from her subconscious. After several more minutes, however, she noticed the time and concluded her visit with several purchases before exiting the shop with a turn of her skirts.

Her boots clicked on the cobblestones as she strode down the sidewalk, clutching her bundle of books to her chest. London was usually a bustling city, but as she walked further and further towards the more dreary area of the British city, the number of people—as well as the usual accompanying chatter—diminished considerably.

Most sensitive young women of Lyn’s age would have been understandably tentative at the prospect of walking unaccompanied down such a stretch of isolated sidewalk. But Lyn, though gentle in countenance and lady-like in appearance, was not a frail flower to be protected. She had faced great trials in her life and had seen them through, leaving her confident and unafraid. She was prepared for anything; after the life she’d lived, she doubted anything could take her by surprise anymore.

She was proven wrong, however, by a single opening door, which opened just in front of her nose and caused her to stumble—and consequently fall—backwards as well as drop her newly acquired books onto the pavement. She sat stunned for a moment before hurriedly gathering up all of her books. 

The stranger who had opened the door saw immediately what he had done and apologized profusely.

“~Oh, dear,” said a soft, contrite male voice. “I’m terribly sorry, miss. Please, allow me to help you.”

“Don’t fret!” She responded with a laugh, not yet looking up. “My books and I are no more worse for wear!”

She came to a sudden halt, however, when her gloved hand brushed against the man’s own gloved fingers as they both reached for the same book on the ground. Lyn gaped at the pristine glove of the gentleman. It was in a state of the utmost perfection. As her chocolate eyes drifted upwards, they travelled up an ebony coat with gleaming buttons, over a perfect face, and held the gaze of two wine-colored eyes.

Those eyes… She stared in arrested shock. It can’t be…

Those red irises looked just as surprised as hers.

“S-Sebastian?” She whispered.

“~My l… Lyn?” 

She raised a hand to her trembling lips as her eyes became misted with overwhelmed tears. 

“Sebastian… I… I…” She stuttered for a moment as she searched for any words that she might have kept for him. 

There were none. What words could a young woman have for her old butler—a demon—after everything that had happened between them, all the years that had passed, and all the things she had done without him?

They both slowly rose to their feet until they stood before each other, staring in astonishment for several moments. 

Silence. There was silence between them.

Then Lyn smiled widely and stepped forward, her face bright.

“Hello, Sebastian,” she greeted as she would an old friend.

Even the butler smiled in return as he reached out to gather her gloved fingers in his.

“~Hello, Miss Lyn Harkeran,” he answered, bowing from the waist and placing a delicate kiss on her knuckles; his composure was as perfect as ever.

“I… I thought I would never see you again,” she stated softly, lowering her eyes as he released her hand. “The way you left… all those years ago…” She placed her fingers over her lower lip as she recalled the kiss he had left on them. “It felt like a conclusion to last a life time.”

“~I felt the same,” he smiled softly, “my lady.”

A grin tugged at her mouth as he addressed her familiarly.

The two of them were suddenly interrupted by the sound of a young voice calling out to the handsome butler from inside the building Sebastian had just exited.

“Sebastian? Where are you?” A boy’s voice called out, as he approached the door, which had remained open. 

A young boy, around the age of 12 or 13, appeared beside Sebastian. He was extremely well dressed for a child his age. He wore a grey Inverness coat, a gleaming top hat, and an eye-patch over his right eye.

“In this state, the Undertaker is too eccentric to hold a conversation with,” the boy said drolly. Then he noticed Lyn. “Hello, who’s this?”

“~Master, allow me to introduce Lady Lyn Harkeran, a lady novelist and an old…” He paused, searching for the correct word. “Contractor of mine.”

“Master?” Lyn asked, gazing in shock at the young boy. She knew all to well what the term “master” implied.

“Contractor?” The boy inquired, looking equally surprised.

They both looked to Sebastian for answers, who sighed and gave a chuckle.

“~Oh dear, it would seem that I’m quite caught in the middle, aren’t I?” He turned to the boy. “Master, I was under contract to Lady Harkeran for seven years,” he explained.

“Under contract? And you let her go?” The boy asked, sounding surprised.

Lyn felt a sudden minor swell of irritation at his tone, which was oddly superior and belittling.

“~Yes, I’m afraid so,” Sebastian smiled softly, looking in her direction. “Due to unusual circumstances, I was obliged to release her from the contract.”

Something about the way he had said this made Lyn blush. He seemed almost fond of the memory.

“~And, Lady Harkeran, if I may,” he began slowly. “This is Earl Ciel Phantomhive, owner of the Phuntom Toy Company, my current master as well as the first to bestow upon me the title which you came to call me by.”

“Oh, I see,” she nodded politely. Suddenly, confusion bled into her expression. “Wait a moment, how can that be?”

“~What do you mean, miss?”

“Oh, goodness, Sebastian,” she exclaimed rather quickly, quite exasperated. “Don’t call me ‘miss’, not after what we’ve been through together, please. But, what I mean is: how could Earl Phantomhive have given you your name before I knew you? That was nearly 13 years ago when I first met you. And, if you’ll forgive me for being so presumptuous, Earl Phantomhive, you do not appear to be much older than 13 years yourself.”

Suddenly, the boy smirked a bit unpleasantly.

“Yes, well, things are not always as they seem,” he stated, his vibrant blue eye melting into the color of fresh blood and the pupil sharpening into a slit. His tone was highly matter-of-fact. “Are they?” 

Lyn gave a small gasp. 

Staring at the youth for a moment, she quickly understood what he was stealthily pointing to: he too was a demon. This realization boggled her mind. Turning her gaze to her old butler, she darted him an inquiring look. With a single nod, the man confirmed her suspicions. She found it necessary to take a deep breath before continuing.

“And yet, he is your contract-holder and master?” She asked Sebastian, her gaze confused.

“~My young lord was human approximately 28 years ago,” he explained once again. “At the time of his transformation, he was my contract holder and so he remains, indefinitely.”

“Oh, I see,” she whispered, suddenly very glad that her contract with Sebastian had managed to be resolved as it had.

She had given the contract a great deal of thought after its dissolution, trying to think of a way that it might’ve ended up more favorably, preferably ending with her being in a stable, permanent life with Sebastian. Never had she considered that the only way to achieve this would have been for her to become a demon also.

Her gaze settled on the boy with wonder and a touch of sorrow. Although she did not know the particulars of what had happened, she had a feeling that it had not been planned, much like her own conclusion with Sebastian had been unplanned.

Shaking off her silent, contemplative state of mind, she brightened her face and stepped forward again.

“I would love so much to remain here and converse with you two until the moon rose, but I have a previous engagement,” she apologized. “However, I would be most honored if the two of you could find the time to come to my manor for dinner!” She handed the two of them cards with her name and address on them. “Any time you are available, tonight if possible!”

Sebastian looked to his master expectantly, knowing that he would be the one to make the decision.

“Hmm, perhaps we would be able to make it tonight,” Ciel Phanomhive considered. “What time would you like for us to arrive?”

“If possible, seven-thirty,” she answered.

“Very well, expect us,” the boy said, turning away. “Now, we won’t keep you any longer and delay you in getting to your appointment.”

As the young earl walked down the sidewalk, Sebastian remained with Lyn for a moment.

“It was so unexpectedly wonderful to see you again, Sebastian,” Lyn Harkeran told him with a true smile.

“~The same to you, Lyn,” he responded, stooping gracefully to kiss her hand again.

His black, feathery locks caressed the exposed skin of her wrist as he showed his respect. When he straightened once more, his eyes were glowing and dancing ever so slightly. It betrayed a hidden excitement in Sebastian.

“~Until tonight, madam.”

“Sebastian!” Lord Phantomhive’s voice called out, summoning him.

“~Coming, my lord.”


There were many preparations to be made. Because of the lack of servants—Lyn had decided to take on as few servants as possible after the loss of Sebastian—the pre-visitor duties were laid heavily upon Lyn and the two maids. Everyone else kept well out of the kitchen; there were women at work.

Through all of the preparations, Lyn’s mind was a flurry of baking, decorating, giddiness, and worry.

Had she done the right thing in inviting Sebastian and his master to dine with them? Would it be the happy, reminiscent visit she hoped? Or would it only serve to stir up painful old memories that were best left dormant?

After all, none of the house’s other inhabitants new about the true nature of her relationship with Sebastian. Was such a visit wise?

Everything was well taken care of by 7:10 and so leaving everything and everyone else to the care of the two maids, Lyn returned to her bedroom to prepare herself for the visit. 

She spent so much time fretting over how she looked and smelled that she forgot that Sebastian’s punctuality was perfect. The knocker at the front door sounded at 7:30 PM precisely. Due to an unfortunate preoccupation on the maids’ part however, the sound at the door went unnoticed.

An elegant black Inverness draped over his sharp frame, Sebastian Michaelis stood alone on the front steps of the large manor. His appearance was characteristically impeccable, but his eyes had a certain nostalgic gleam to them, making them particularly spectacular. His beautiful eyes narrowed in annoyance, however, when he was forced to knock a second time.

Poor Miss Lyn, he thought to himself, amusement and pity entering his attitude. Her current servants are obviously nowhere near as efficient as I was.

Suddenly, he heard the door handle turn and he corrected his demeanor so as not to appear disapproving. He was surprised, however, when the door had opened, but there was seemingly no one there to greet him. He had expected a stuffy old butler, or some flustered maid, or perhaps even Lyn herself, but the doorway into the well decorated home seemed empty, that is, until he looked down.

Large, innocent brown eyes gaped up at him in astonishment and wonder. Sebastian stared in return with an equal measure of astounded surprise. The little waif before him seemed to be a replica of Lady Lyn when he had first met her, although quite a bit smaller and her hair a good deal longer. Her little cherub-cheeked face seemed to suggest that she was perhaps five, maybe even younger.

Sebastian’s red eyes grew wide when he considered what this meant. 

Could this little creature be Lyn’s-

“Are you here to see my mommy?” The child asked in a voice preciously articulate for being so young.

His features grew gentle and he crouched down before her.

“~Yes, I am, little one,” he responded with certainty. There was no way in all creation that this child wasn’t Lyn’s. 

Her orb-like eyes grew even wider as his closer proximity as well as the sound of his voice.

“Your eyes are red,” she whispered, looking sympathetic. "Are you sad?"

The demon chuckled.

“~No little one," he answered. "I am not sad. My eyes have always been this way."

"Well, they're beautiful," she told him shyly.

Sebastian looked at her curiously, tilting his head and getting a half-an-inch closer.

"~You think so?"

She nodded meekly.

“And your voice is like rose petals,” she squeaked, suddenly hiding half of her blush behind the edge of the door.

He laughed softly again.

“~Rose petals, you say?” He cooed. “How odd. What makes you say that?”

“My… my mommy writes stories,” she answered. “I think she wrote about someone like you.”

“~Did she now?”

“Yes, sir,” she answered, well-mannered. She came out from behind the door a bit. “A voice like rose petals, a smile like a Cheshire cat, and,” she reached out with a single chubby finger towards one of his locks of hair, “hair soft and… and bony like crow feathers.”

The very tip of her tiny finger touched his hair and she drew in a miniscule breath when she felt how soft it was.

She made him laugh yet again. How precious she was.

“~Ebony, my dear. I believe the word is ebony.”

“What’s ebony?” She asked screwing up her face.

“~It’s a word for black, little one.”

“Chaucer’s beard! Lydia! What are you doing answering the door?” Lyn’s voice came from the corridor behind the young girl, sounding a bit panicked.

Sebastian was confronted by the hem of Lyn’s skirts as she pulled the door all the way open. Quickly—but with grace—he rose to his feet before his mistress of seven years ago. He bowed respectfully.

“~Lady Harkeran,” he gave a pleasant smile. “What a charming estate you have.”

“Sebastian,” she grinned. “Thank you! It’s very nice to see you again, but,” her face became confused, “where is your master? I thought he would be coming as well.”

“~My young master was regrettably unable to accept your invitation. I am truly sorry for any inconvenience,” he apologized.

“Oh, I see. For goodness’ sake! Don’t apologize! I’m sure whatever he had to attend to was far more pressing.” She changed the subject and glanced down at the little girl who was holding her hand. “I see you’ve already met my daughter, Lydia.”

“~Indeed,” he responded with a soft smile directed towards the young girl, who returned it shyly.

“Lydia, this is Mr. Sebastian Michaelis. He was a close friend of mine before you were born,” Lyn introduced.

The little girl said nothing for the moment, but merely nodded shyly up at the handsome man. Sebastian, however, doffed his top hat and bowed so low that his face was almost level with hers.

“~It’s a pleasure to meet you, Miss Lydia,” he said with a flourish, making the child suppress a giggle beneath her hands.

“Well, then,” Lyn smiled. “Now that we’re all acquainted, perhaps we should all go inside.”

“~Of course, Lady Harkeran,” Sebastian answered, following the two women of the house as they turned away from him.

After removing his hat and cloak, he followed after the mother and daughter as they led the way.

“Mommy,” little Lydia whispered. “He looks like Mr. Crow.”

Sebastian could tell Lyn was smiling. 

“Yes, you’re right,” she answered. “He does.”

Once they were settled in the sitting room, Lyn turned to her daughter and spoke in a soft, loving voice.

“Lydia, why don’t you go to your father?” She said. Sebastian rose a single eyebrow at this.

As the darling little girl ran off, the man and the woman’s eyes reconnected. For a moment, Lyn felt a strange shyness creep in. She found that she did not know what to say. Sebastian, however, socially graceful as ever, did.

“~How long have you been married?” He asked gently.

“Nearly five years,” she responded softly.

“~I see,” he hummed.

Again, there was a silence. Lyn actually squirmed internally. These silences were becoming more and more uncomfortable for her. For some reason, she felt the need to explain herself.

“Well, you didn’t expect me to just never look at any man ever again, did you, Sebastian?” She asked very suddenly.  Her tone was a bit sullen. Sebastian regarded her with surprise and opened his mouth to speak, but she spoke again before he could utter a syllable. “Of course, it took about a year and a half for me to finish mourning your loss, but Fredrick brought me back to life again. He’s ever such a good man and such a kind husband! I just couldn’t have forgiven myself if had I dwelt on the past so! I apologize profoundly if you expected to ever come find me and… and…” She allowed her words to scatter and dropped her gaze. What was she saying? He hadn’t been planning on returning for her.

Suddenly, her thoughts were interrupted by the feeling of Sebastian moving beside her on the couch. He gathered her hand in his comfortingly.

“~Lyn, Lyn,” he stopped her with a firm voice, but a gleam in his eyes. “You owe me nothing. Do not make such ridiculous pretense that you do.”

“Oh, but I… I do owe you, Sebastian!” She insisted. “You were the first man to ever show me kindness, gentleness. You may have intended to use me, to devour my soul, but I know that God can use even wicked things to bring about some good.” For the first time, he noticed a silver cross was looped around her throat on a pedant. He narrowed his eyes ever so slightly. “He used you to save me, Sebastian.”

“~Please, Lady Harkeran,” he said more formally as he drew back from her slightly. He did not demonstrate his discomfort with her newly found faith, but her hand was released and he reminded her, “You know what I am.”

“I do, but I wish that I could repay you in kind, by saving you from yourself,” she mourned.

He gazed at her sorrowful eyes with fascination and reached up to gently brush a stray lock aside to see them better.

“~If ever I doubted that you were the same woman I knew seven years ago,” he began so softly his tone was akin to a purr, “all I would be required to do would be to gaze into these eyes of yours. They haven’t changed a bit. You’re still the same as ever, Lyn, filled with the most deliciously scented compassion and strength.”

She smiled softly and looked away, her cheeks dusted with pink.

“What is a girl to say to such an odd compliment, sir?”

“~Whatever she fancies, of course.”

Her gaze flickered for a moment and she looked as though she were about to say something; her eyes indicated that her thoughts were tender. But she then visibly let go of the words on her tongue and she reached out and took his gloved hand familiarly.

“I say, let us talk of less controversial things!” She stated. 

“~Very well,” he nodded, taking the obvious dodge gracefully. “As I understand it, you have become quite successful in your career as an authoress.”

“I’d certainly like to think so.”

“~Have you sold many books?”

“Quite a few,” she responded eagerly. “Seven in a children’s series and four separate novels for adults. I am currently working on a sequel to one of the latter.”

“~Very impressive. I congratulate you, Lyn. You’ve done quite well for yourself and your family,” he responded. His tone was that of a pleased tutor and it brought a giggle to Lyn’s throat. “I must ask, however,” he continued, his voice curious, “is a certain ‘Mr. Crow’ a character of yours?”

“Oh, yes.” She blushed a bit. “I take it Lydia compared you to him?”

“~’A voice like rose petals, a smile like a Cheshire cat, and hair soft and ebony like a crow’s feathers’,” he quoted, the notorious grin spreading over his lips. “Indeed.”

“That child is far too observant for her own good,” Lyn sighed, briefly passing a hand over her eyes. “Yes, I based Mr. Crow off of you. I daresay you would find his character most pleasing. He’s a mysterious man, who comes only when he is called upon, then leaves like a shadow, a single red rose left behind. Lydia’s gotten it into her plaited head that Mr. Crow is a prince in disguise and keeps pestering me to write a sequel accordingly.”

Sebastian chuckled. 

“~How flattering.”

A moment later, a red-faced maid came into the sitting room. The poor woman looked quite exasperated.

“My lady, good sir,” she addressed breathily as she took in air desperately. “Dinner is served.”


Mealtime passed without much ado. Sebastian was introduced to Lyn’s husband and could find nothing wrong with the man, even though he was a rigorous judge of character. Fredrick Lutece was a handsome, strong, gentle, good-humored man, who held an obvious affection for his family. By the time desert was served, the retired butler was forced to admit that the gentleman and spouse of his lady had withstood his testing. It did, however, surprise Sebastian that he cared so much about this.

Well after supper, Sebastian and Lyn found themselves in the sitting room again. They had been there for quite some time, most of it with the added company of Fredrick. After a time, however, the man gracefully withdrew to prepare Lydia for bed. 

The atmosphere in the candle-lit sitting room grew very relaxed.

“It is truly such a shame that your master could not come,” Lyn sighed. “He missed out on such excellent company, though I say so myself.” She smiled at her joke.

“~In all honesty, Lyn,” the demon stated frankly. “I believe that Lord Phantomhive failed to accompany me because he was curious to see how strong my remaining loyalty is to you.” He paused and considered something. “Although, perhaps it was better that he did not come. I doubt he would have been able to restrain himself at your little jest at the start of dinner.”

“Ah, so my little irony wasn’t lost on you, Sebastian?” She winked at him teasingly.

He looked slightly pained.

“~How could I miss it?” He saw as she cocked her head and looked at him with wide, innocent eyes. “Lyn, you asked me to say the blessing before our meal,” he scolded ever so slightly, though she could sense the tiny amusement in his voice.

“And you dodged the responsibility as skillfully as ever,” she added with a giggle. “It was just a bit of fun.”

Her child-like expression coaxed a deep chuckle from his throat.

“~Perhaps you have changed a bit, Lyn,” he stated. “But as far as I can tell, the alterations are not distasteful at all.”

A smile was delivered to him by these round-a-bout kind words and there was a moment of contented silent between the two of them.

“I’m glad you approve, Sebastian.” She spoke. “And I’m glad I received the chance to see you again.”

“~And I you,” he answered with a slight nod of his head.

Their nostalgic moment was interrupted, however, by the sound of small running feet. Lydia, in her soft white nightgown, came flying into the room and screeched to a stop at her mother’s side.

“Sebby’s crying,” she said breathlessly, causing Sebastian to raise an eyebrow. “Daddy’s going to bring him.”

“Gracious, child!” Lyn exclaimed at her daughter’s sudden appearance. “Alright, that’s just fine. But whatever are you doing out here in your nighty?”

The child’s eyes grew large and turned towards the man seated across the room from her.

“I wanted to say goodnight to Mr. Crow,” Lydia whispered.

“Darling,” the mother sighed with a chuckle. “He’s not Mr. Crow. Now, go back to bed.”

“~Oh, am I not?” Sebastian inquired, catching their attention. Lydia’s eyes met his and, for a moment, they were so like her mother’s when he had first met her that he felt his heart grow a bit soft. “Lydia, come,” he beckoned, extracting his white handkerchief and draping it over his other hand. “Tell me, little one. What do you see?”

Padding over to him on bare feet, the small girl’s eyes were a bit shy, but very curious. Upon seeing the cloth over his hand, she looked at him as though she thought he was quite silly.

“Why, your pocket handkerchief, sir,” she answered.

“~Are you certain? Is that all?”

Suddenly inspecting the object again with accusing scrutiny, she crinkled her nose and squinted.

“I…I think so,” she responded tentatively.

“~I see,” he said softly. “How about,” he quickly tore the fabric away from his hand, “now?”

The little girl gaped in wonder as a dark red rose was revealed between his fingers. With a gentle expression, he offered the blossom to her and she meekly took it. Suddenly, the man lowered his voice to a whisper and he playfully whispered in the girl’s ear:

“~You were right, Lydia. I am a prince of sorts.”

“I knew it!” She giggled.

“Sebastian,” Lyn scolded lightly, highly amused.

A moment later, the sound of a small child’s wail began to grow closer and Lyn winced a bit at the pitiful sound.

“See, mama?” Lydia said again. “Sebby’s crying and he won’t stop.”

“Yes, I hear,” the mother answered. “Come, Lydia. Say goodnight to Mr. Crow and come return to bed.”

Rising from her seat, Lyn held out her hand to her oldest child. Lydia took it, but not before bobbing a sweet curtsy to the butler. Then they left the room.

Sebastian took this opportunity to refold his handkerchief and ponder this new family Lyn had found. In all honesty, it made him quite uncomfortable. They were happy, kind, and at peace. He had no place here. He even considered leaving right then and there, slipping away into the night while no one was watching. But just as he had stood up, the sound of the infant’s wails intensified and Lyn reentered the parlor. She held a tiny babe in her arms.

“Sebby, darling,” she cooed to the crying child. “Hush now, hush.”

Still the babe cried. It was quite a raw sounding cry, as infants’ often have from many nights of tears.

“Sebastian?” The woman raised her eyes to meet his. “Would you mind practicing your skills as a butler one last time and soothe this child?”

A single raised eyebrow.

“~Are you commanding me again, my lady?”

“No, I am no longer your mistress, dear Sebastian. But I am asking as a favor from an old friend.” She brought the infant closer to him. “Would you try?”

“~Of course, Lady Lyn,” he responded, scooping the babe into his own arms.

Externally, he had the same grace he always did. On the inside, however, he felt quite uncomfortable. Human offspring had always put him on edge. As a demon, they were of no use to him, since they hardly had a sense of who they were yet. Nevertheless, adult humans always showed a great deal of affection for the fat little drooling babes, and so he had always had to make a pretense to do the same. 

Communicating with them was another conquest altogether. Sebastian had developed a method, but it didn’t always work. The child in question would have to have the right sort of disposition. Nevertheless, at his lady’s request, he tried his hand at it.

“~Little one,” he addressed the infant firmly, his eyes glowing red and his aura changing. “Cease your noise, and look at me.”

On command, the baby did as he was told.

“~If you are in good health, then cry no more tonight.”

The wailing ceased and the little child stared up at the dark man with wide eyes, as if he had understood every syllable spoken to him and was shocked by it. Rocking the babe gently, Sebastian gazed up at its mother. She bore a stunned smile.

“I suppose,” she began with a light chuckle. “If you couldn’t calm a crying baby, what kind of a butler would you be?”

“~Indeed,” he smirked. “No kind at all.”

Returning his gaze to the child in his arms once more, he pondered. His time here was running out. His thoughts then shifted to the name he had heard Lyn address her child by earlier. It had not gone unnoticed.

“~What is Sebby short for?” He inquired, knowing full well the answer.

“Sebastian,” she responded gently. “I thought it fitting.”

He gave a silken chuckle.

“~You named your child after a demon?”

“No, don’t be absurd,” the woman laughed. “I named him after my darling butler, my first true friend.”

Those words would haunt Sebastian till the end of all things.

A friend? Him? To a human?

It made a small confused smile rise to his perfect lips and, as he handed the child that bore his namesake back to his mother, he considered the sight before him. Lyn and her youngest child. A woman who was once a tiny beaten girl with shorn hair and an iron resolve, now holding a baby who bore the name of the demon who had nearly bought her revenge with the price of her soul, but released her. It befuddled him to no end.

“~It is late, Lyn,” he told her, dropping all titles one last time. “I must be going. Returning late to my master’s home would be unseemly.”

“Of course,” she nodded softly. “I understand. It was truly a miracle to see you one last time.”

He took a moment to appreciate her and the fact that neither of them had had to speak in order to communicate that this was indeed the last time they would meet. Her life was entirely functional and whole again; he had no business intruding upon it.

“~I agree. It was pleasant to see you again as well, Lyn.” 

Stepping forward, he brought his lips gently to her forehead and then backed away.

“~I wish you every happiness,” he knelt, hand over his heart, “my lady.”

She could tell he meant it.

When they parted ways for the last time, Sebastian mulled over the curiousness of his fate over the past 25 years. He had met Lyn, made a contract, invested in her, let her go, and managed to somehow be instrumental in her happiness. And because of this, somehow, he was pleased. He had been a part of a happy ending.

Though he had originally come to visit his lady in hopes that she would once again fall for him, he found himself curiously pleased that she had not.

How odd humans and their lives were.

And yet, he would be a poor liar to deny his fondness for them.



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Comments: 2

Tarnisis [2016-01-25 22:30:23 +0000 UTC]

Oh sweetheart. . . I honestly don't know what to say. My heart and mind are just humming, and I can't properly formulate the words to describe this reading experience or how I'm feeling. But I will try to make sense of my thoughts to give you a good comment. Something is beautiful deserves it.  

Oh how I've missed your fanfictions, my dear. It's just not the same without them! Your way around words and prose is just awe-inspiring to me. I can't handle how effortlessly this flowed, though I expected as much when you told me this story was waiting for me. ^^ 

I must admit that after you finished the other Sebastian/Lyn installments, I believed the story to be over. (You ended it expertly so I assumed I had reached that bittersweet conclusion). So you can imagine my surprise when I actually started reading and realized that it picked up 7 years after the events of that story. I adored the way you had Lyn happy and thriving. It seemed almost symbolic after her contract was released. Though we all love Sebastian, he is a demon and his connection and influence must sadly cause despair in the end.

The description was so on point that I found myself completely drawn into the tale; it was all so real and lovely. I gasped and smiled like a loony when Sebby and Ciel made their appearance! And I LOVE how you tied canon events (Ciel being a demon and his contract with Sebastian) into it all! You are wickedly talented, my dear! It takes skill to think stuff like that up and then deliver so well.  

Though I must admit the thing that really got to me with this story was Lyn's (aka my) children. I teared up when Lydia answered the door and you described her being a miniature copy of her mother. The fact that you made this story so personal (with my first choice of name for a baby girl, and Sebby for the baby boy) it all hit a very tender cord with me. I can't thank you enough for adding those details in there. I was all out crying by the time I finished this. I had to walk away and wipe my eyes before writing this comment. lol The feels were strong with this one.  

I was 'awwing' during Lydia's whole conversations with Sebastian at the door and giggled when she asked him if he was sad because his eyes were red. And I downright cackled when Lyn mentioned asking Sebby to say the grace on the meal for laughs. It honestly is something I would do to him. This entire story was all so domestically perfect and sweet, I can't get over it! After the kinda sad ending of Part 3 I must admit this was pure fluff and feels of joy. It was nice to have it revisited and have Sebby find Lyn happy and with a family after what they went through together. 

Dearie, I cannot thank you amply for this gorgeous story, but please know that it means the absolute world to me that you wrote it. I laughed, smile, cried, blushed, and overall had a brilliant time reading it. Thank you so, so much!

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inkandparchment23 In reply to Tarnisis [2016-01-26 05:09:06 +0000 UTC]

Darling dearest writer, I'm so pleased that you enjoyed this! Truly, your readership has always meant the world to me! Ever since I first found your work here on dA, I've admired you so much and hopefully learned a great deal about having a cheerful and loving spirit such as yours.

I remember how excited and honored I was to receive your first commission for this particular story and how willing you were to put up with my barrage of questions about it! Though I always only allow myself to take half the credit when it comes to writing OC commissions for others, I honestly feel like this story (particularly the first three parts) were a major milestone in writing for me. I feel like my style and flow improved tremendously over the course of it, so I've always looked back on it, you, Lyn, and of course Sebastian rather fondly.

I can't believe that I didn't post this sooner! I've had the biggest chunk of it sitting in my story archive on my computer for the longest time, but I had forgotten all about it. Sorry. :/ But it makes me so happy to know that it has made you happy!

You're one of the best readers I've ever had and one of the best and most graceful writers I've ever had the honor of working with, dearie. I'm really glad we've kept in touch. Love you bunches! :*

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