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I had you.
I had your music.
A personal serenade.
I had an overwhelming love.
That sheltered and cradled me.
As I was lost.
Because discovering myself was so much harder.
Than breathing in a world that I felt didn't need me.
So when I tried to cut off that air.
You smacked my cheek and freed the wire from my hands.
And took my breath with your lips.
I had you.
And a little girl.
Who was joy and meaning.
Because kids were always in my future.
And I wanted you to be in that one too.
I had you.
But now you're gone.
And so is our little girl.
And breathing is something that.
I sometimes despise.
I sometimes regret.
And I sometimes wish...
That I could give to you.
Like you gave to me.
I value my life because of you.
I love those around me.
Even if they hate my guts.
Or wish to kill me.
Because I had you.
And everything that you were.
Taught me everything that I am.
Everything that I wish to become.
For when I discover myself completely.
And see what you discovered.
So long ago.

Description
I had you.
I had your music.
A personal serenade.
I had an overwhelming love.
That sheltered and cradled me.
As I was lost.
Because discovering myself was so much harder.
Than breathing in a world that I felt didn't need me.
So when I tried to cut off that air.
You smacked my cheek and freed the wire from my hands.
And took my breath with your lips.
I had you.
And a little girl.
Who was joy and meaning.
Because kids were always in my future.
And I wanted you to be in that one too.
I had you.
But now you're gone.
And so is our little girl.
And breathing is something that.
I sometimes despise.
I sometimes regret.
And I sometimes wish...
That I could give to you.
Like you gave to me.
I value my life because of you.
I love those around me.
Even if they hate my guts.
Or wish to kill me.
Because I had you.
And everything that you were.
Taught me everything that I am.
Everything that I wish to become.
For when I discover myself completely.
And see what you discovered.
So long ago.